He laughed at me when
I told him
my secrets
"come dance with me ...
I love you anyway"
he said
while leaning in and
swallowing my eyes


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pezzyann was fooled on 3:15 p.m..

so im back to overnights. its obvious all the boys missed me. (i know this cause they have been picking on me for the last 2 nights. hehe) I know G misses me. lol
nights are soooo much better. so little calls coming in comparied to days. last night was kinda busy though. we actually went into Q for a little while. damn americans. dont havea clue.
i swear to god, if it werent for us tellin them that theyre using theyre email wrong (and that www.something.com ISNT an email address) they would just fall apart. lord help us all when they cant use theyre email!

mikes in the hall doing my famous 'i got no panties on' dance.

everything is good.

anyways i gotta get off and straighten my hair and ice mikes cake.
little man, made to be a woman *smiles*
god love him

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pezzyann was fooled on 7:25 p.m..

well, where do i start,
hehe
it was friday a night. i convienced everyone here to go downtown with me, get all drunked up and dance like savages (hehe not like i had to convience them THAT much.. twist theyre rubber arms or anything)
so we all started drinking up. after playing a routy game of life, we decided it be best if we called for cab. so we got all our boots and gear on and called a cab
on the way out, the cab was over to irving waitin. all i heard was RUN! THE CAB IS HERE
so thats what i did.
and because of the extream pull of gravity, i some hoe went flact on my face. of course, not before flyin like a foot in front of me. THEN i landed on my face in the gravel. all i could think of was my god, i hope no one saw me.
i ended up scratching my arm up, bruising my ankel, breaking my knee and at the end of the night, over to irving i realised i had the crotch ripped out of my pants.
what a night..

i gotta head off for work. its 3 o'clock. where the hell did that day go?!?!

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pezzyann was fooled on 1:29 p.m..

after work last night, which was almost painful for me, i went over to breakers and had a beer. while suckin back the half warm, half stale tasting beer, i couldnt help but think that this is what my life is right now and it isnt sooo wonderful. i dont really have any friends anymore. besides my friends at work, and i dont really hang out with them much outside of work. i dont do anything besides work sleep and eat, work sleep and eat. i dont go anywhere, dont really have much to look forward too. not untill i gets school figured out, anyways
every night i go to bed and thank god that i got someone there with me cause sometimes there such an empty feeling in the pit of my stomach that sometimes, i just cant, no matter how hard i try, shake.sometimes i close my eyes, open them again, close my eyes, open them again just to make sure hes there. just to make sure im not alone. -as stupid as that sounds.

enough serious ramble

i just finished reading down to dirt (i think thats what its called) and it was so awsome. the realist book ive ever laid eyes on, and i seriously couldnt stop reading it. awsome. everyone read it. i wasnt happy with the ending though. sometimes i wish books could go on forever ...

pezzyann was fooled on 2:56 p.m..

its been soooooo long since i last wrote
since then I...

got a new bathing suit *evil laugh*
went the the aqua arena and re-tought myself how to swim (after i forced myself into the water AND off the BIG diving board)
my poor arms will never be the same.

ive also become crazy addicted to W-D!!oh man, all good times there. with happy faces drew on my nipples (oh theyre smiling at me!)

*i got no panties on! i got no panties on!* -does the panty dance-

tell me something good bow wow wow *sings* ohhh lola!

but seriously, its all in good fun. nothing like watching a 50 year old man molest himself *urge* and a chunky lady drool over him.

*lola loves the smell of her own dirty panties! hahahahaha*

what else have i done
not a whole lot really, i guess. i feel very old. come september when everyone moves in again, im gonna FORCE them to all hang out like we used to. make more of an effort to get together.
i miss everyone.
i feel so old and married. -yes married. which isnt always a bad thing, except for the fact that i dont see ANYONE else or hang out with anyone else. -ever.
even thougyh i got someone next to me all the time, i get so lonely.

anyways enough babble for today. ill def. make it a point to write more often. dont wanna dissapoint all my fans. *huge smile* gotta have more for you to print off, hey by robyn lol

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pezzyann was fooled on 1:14 p.m..