Friday, July 29, 2005

golden something
So Ive been finding myself watching the golden girls a lot lately. LOL
that show is honest to god funny.
Rose and sophia are just my favourite.
Sophia kinda remindsme of a mix of my nan and aunt elizabeth. Rose makes me think of what Ill be when Im 60. HAH

I can see me and mike, however, being Ray and Deborah from everyone loves raymond.
I watch the show and Im like oh my lord, Mike, thats me and you..

hah
he agrees

I dont have very much to talk about. Mom and dad got their package that i sent yesterday.
Mom and dad were, of course, crying their eyes out on the phone. I held back as much as I could, but as we were saying goodbye, talk to you later and I miss you and stuff, Im pretty sure my voice was high pitched and shakey. hah they always make me cry! Ive become such a wuss these last few years. I cry over just about anything. hah
Anyway they liked all the stuff I sent them. Which is good.

Well, i guess thats it for now. I slept in till one today, which was sooo nice! i never got to sleep till early this morning though, and by that time id been up for almost 24 hours. so i needed some sleep. LOL
this is the george street fest. Dont know if im going downtown tonight or tomorrow night.
Either way, i cant wait.

les

"Rose, has anyone ever told you your eyes are as blue as the meddaterrainian in the summer?"
"No! But i was told if i cross them, they'll stay that way!"

"Sophia, maybe you wanted to tell me about miles and dorthy kissing because youre just a mean old lady like the paper boy says.."

"well pardon me while I play the grand piano .. "
pezzyann was fooled on 2:00 p.m..


Thursday, July 28, 2005

bye bye tv
well i had a busy day today!
woke up at 7:45 with mike, went to tim hortins, HR, sobeys (while trying to kill half an hour) then went to nubodys and signed my chubby self up.
then i headed on home. the walk wasnt too bad. there was a bit of a breeze, so i wasnt completely soaked.

when i got home, i grabbed a couple things then headed for the bus.
had to catch # 5, get a trans to #2 and go to the ei building. (which i found, surprisingly,without problem) was in and out of there in 5 minutes, so i sat back outside, suckin back on a lovely smoke. (i was sat in the doorway of the bus shelter) anyways, minding my own business, this big truck came screetching down the road.... it past and the all these fuckin feathers came floating out after it! i was like what the heck? then alll you could smell was chicken (or hen) poop!
i was like lovely! and tried avoiding all the feathers that were flying around my face and head.
i bet buddy had a fine laugh at me waving my arms like a crazy person trying to swoop then away.
anyways, it was a big ol saucy truck full of about 1000 chickens. (im not kiding. the truck was massave..) that was fine, i relaxed again, listenin to some good ol dixie chicks and melissa ethridge (i know, weird combo) when i saw ANOTHER truck comin! i was like well hot damn where the heck is all these chickens coming from?!? anyways, i was smart enough this time to lean back INTO the shelter to avoid being smothered in feathers.

got the bus then (and not a minute to soon!) and then got the 5 and then went to lawtons to mail off mom and dads package then came home.
by this time i was sweatin like a ho in heat so i got a shower.
I got out of the shower, sat on the bed watchin some tv, then squiggle, squiggle, the screen went funny on my tv then went off.
i was like, "well, very f-ing beautiful.." tried turning it on and off a couple time. -no picture.
so tidy pile, my tv just died on me. (i like to believe its gone to a better place..)
so that was fine, i left it. then i started to smell this really strong electrical burn. me, being home alone and naked, ran to the kicthen for the fire-exstinguature.. (damn, that word is hard to spell. ) its a fine thing i WAS home alone. the tits were all a flop! LOL (almost on fire. hah tammy) anyways came back, unplugged every cord from the tv (including the antana. i wasnt taking ANY chances..) grabbed the tv and ran out the hallway (holding it as far away as possible in case it burst into flames) and laid it on the patito. in the sade, i might add.

Then i made some lovely muffins, (that i did NOT burn) did all the dishes and now im here.

well, thats my story. im going to finish my post now cause this thing is driving me nuts. when i try to make something italic, it does the word BEFORE the one selected. Now, i have to have the little 'i' clicked on top to have normal font. and unclick it when i wan italics. screwy.

so my cd player wont play cds (and its been used like 5 freekin times!) my little cdplayer/alarm clock skips cds like a mofo, my tv died, this lap top is a heap. i hate electronics.
and shaving.
i should just become a fuckin cave woman and live in the hills,.

les


oh i just realised one good thing.
now with the tv gone, i have a new stand for more of my clothes.
pezzyann was fooled on 3:25 p.m..


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Ill get the best social security can buy!
Im sittin around, watching golden girls.
that show just cracks me up.
i think im going to grow old to be like rose. or blanch (however you spell her name)
either way, it scares me! lol

its been so sweeeeet having a baby around. Ive got baby fever, thats for sure!
Id love to have one! but only if i can give it back after a week or soo. *smiles*
Im way to scared with them. hah they feel so fragile and weak.

oh my, rose kills me. shes so funny. "dont spend all youre time in prisin hating me dorthy. learn a trade!" "who wants chinese? I got her credit card! I got her credit card!"
lol

ANYWAYWAS
i guess thats it for now. its been pretty uneventfull here. im takin faye and chris to costco later (if they finally ever get out of the janeway!)

its kinda rainy and gross here today. one minute im sweatin like a pig the next im to cold.
wait, maybe thats hot flashes. hah

the new jessica simpson video confuses me AND excites me a little. hah good ol simple jessica. i wonder if she was actually decent at acting in that movie. (The Dukes of hazzard or something) from the previews, she seems watchable.
shes so ditzzy though. I love newly weds

thats it. i could ramble on more and more.
but i just heard mike come though the door. *big smile*

hi ho hi ho off to costco we go! la la lalala la la




"they really hate you, thay call you the big mean bug lady!"
pezzyann was fooled on 1:43 p.m..


Monday, July 25, 2005

Bored .. Im bored
Man, im bored.
Nothing to do. Normally there would be 12 people on msn that I dont really need to talk to, now there are like 4 people online and all away. sheesh.

I actually cooked dinner today. For myself o course. Im home alone! woohoo. loves it. anyways normally id walk around and pick at everything till supper. But not today! I looked through the cupboards all all I could fine for something for dinner was crutons, kraft dinner and minute potatoes. so i figured Id go with the KD. I also managed to dig up some badly frost biten chicken nuggets. So i started with the KD and popped thos 3 frozen babies in the oven. they came out alright. and I can make a mean pot of kraft finner.
hah
I feel like I did when I first moved into town.
All por and shit.
I remember spending my grocery money on booze at robyns. HAHA it was only like 20$. but i couldve gotten some juice and noodles. those were the days.
It wouldve been nice if i went out to her place for a weekend while I was off.
Then again, I wouldnt want to get in the way of her and perkys fucking.
LOL
even mike thinks they are. They are for sure.

Im watchin road to avonlea (however you spell it) i havent seen it in forever. i cant imagine wearing dresses all the time. unless their black. cause i love my black
hah
and black men
(robyns horny! take her home!)

haha
anyways thats it till later

les
pezzyann was fooled on 2:01 p.m..


the weakness

I'm not the sort of person who falls
In and quickly out of love,
But to you I gave my affection
Right from the start.
I have a lover who loves me
How could I break such a heart?
Yet still you get my attention...

Why do you come here
When you know I got troubles enough?
Why do you call me
When you know I can't answer the phone?
You make me lie when I dont want to
And you make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool
And you make me stay when I should not...
Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me?

Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by?
When I need to see you and I need to hold you Tightly...

Feeling guilty, Worried Waking from tormented sleep.
This old love has me bound, But new love cuts deep.
If I choose now Ill lose out
Oh one of you has to fall...
And i need you and you...

Why do you come here
When you know I got troubles enough?
Why do you call me
When you know I can't answer the phone?
You make me lie
when I dont want to
And you make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool
And you make me stay when I should not...
Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me?

Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by?
When I need to see you and I need to hold you Tightly...
pezzyann was fooled on 12:17 a.m..


Sunday, July 24, 2005

He takes off her dress now ...
Today has been a weird day.
I got up at 10:30, mulled around for a bit then me and sheldon went to the mall to check out frenchies (and new clothing store) and my lord, talk about garbage. hah
When I got home I went through all my pictures and organized them all. That took 2 movies to do. (anywhere but here and white oleander)
Its 4:35, I got all that done, the movies are over and Im starved.
here is nothing here to eat.
I tried to eat some corn, but it tastes funny. Not like my normal canada fancy. Im disapointed.
So I threw the full big can away.
Goodbye 66 cents.
So now Im sittin here eating an ice cream cone. - Dont get me wrong. Theres no ice cream in it.
Just the cone. (which, i think, may be stale)
Eugh
It's gone now. I ate the whole thing. None left. What a shame.
haha
God love mom and dad, they left behind a can of spagettie sauce. Me and my babys having spegattie tonight!
Is that even how you spell it?
Spagettie?
Aww well, who gives a fuck.
If you cant sound out words, youre worse off then I.

Its been raining pretty hard all day here. Its alright though. This morning I was actually cold in the bed again. That got me all excited. Not very often lately, I get to wake up cold. Normaly Im sweatin to death and sticky and stuff.

Somethings seriously on fire. What a smell of burn. almost like really really burnt bread. If thats the stupid fuckers downstairs again... Jesus, even I can cook better then that.

I have decide that under my bed needs some serious cleaning.
Dust elephants all over the place downthere.

oh, today I saw our first earwig. *shutters*
I opened up the drawer in the bathroom (in search for the flashlight) and saw it. Gross. those little buggers can move! so i grabbed the first can I saw, ready to sqat the fucker. but he got up under the sink drawers. Dont worry though, i sprayed that bitch! (nevermind that fact that I was spraying it with country kettle bathroom spray)
somewere under our tiles, theres an earwig that smells like old lady bathroom.

*giggles*

I better not see many more of those things!
theres lots more of where that came from!
Im ready and willing so soak each and every one of em!

oh, and just to update a little, sheldon checked and the smell is coming from someone outside bbq-ing. I said, jesus, what are they bbqing? bread? lol
I cracks myself up sometimes.

bbq bread .. *shakes head and sighs*
silly me
pezzyann was fooled on 4:33 p.m..


Friday, July 22, 2005

damn heat
its still so hot here. i am WAITING for a big thunder and lightening storm to break it up a bit.
its insane. i dont want to do anything but sit in front of the fan naked.
hell, if i had the body, id be outside naked. or as close to naked i could get without being arrested.
then again, ive done a couple things lately that could get me arressted. so who cares.
hah

so i went out and got another mp3 player
i needed one for working out, so i wanted something that can hold a couple hours worth of music.
i was actually just looking for a memory card for the one deb gave me thinking, alright, itll cost 35-40 $. thats fine. but nope.
for a memory card, and thats only to upgrade to 128 thingie (not sure 128 what. bit? mb? lol) it was seventy nine$$ !!! i nearly fell over.
and then i was going to have to order it in from radio shack.
or wait, sorry, the source and wait a few weeks on it. so i was like, shag it, and got a new one for 74.99. i paid half in cash and put half on the card.
lets hope i can afford it
LOL
im screwed.

oh my. what else is new..
ohh i had a sex dream about nick lahey. lacey? jessica simpsons husband. lol. and then afterwads, there was a sign about it up on board at work and mike was like, whats this all about? and i was like like, i dunno.
now that i think of it, i was also folding up jessica simpsons underwear, (which were bigger then expected) then i came to my white boxers and i was like, wait, are these mine or hers? and i really didnt know but we were worried cause if they WERENT hers and we put them in her drawer, shed be like, who owns these and if they were hers and i took them, that would be weird.
LOL
anyways. it seemed really real at the time.

i guess thats all i have to write about. im going to the village soon to go to pengintons and bring that damn bra back.
you would think for 200$ id get something decent.
oh my lord, i spent over DOUBLE on bras then i did on electronics. thats sick.
anyways, wish me luck.
im going to the village mall and everyone knows what kinds of sillys are there. lord help me. theyre all crazy fuckers, thats for sure

les


*And after all that we've been through, I know we're cool ... *
pezzyann was fooled on 9:45 a.m..


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hot HOt HOT
damn is it ever hot.
im sweatin like mad
was at nubodies today and loved it
i even jogged!
but IM a smoker, not a jogger. Ha thought my chest would explode!
but I did it for a good minute or 2.
maybe when I get some good music going and a good steady beat, I might be alright.
IM watching other people jog and they do it effortlessly. Like they don't even break a sweat!
IM dying there on the machine, gasping for air and constantly whippin my face
hah
sexy, I tell you
damn sexy

im really into that song, 'just a little bit' by fiddy cent hehe (50 cent) it feels like i should me having me some sex when im listening to it
LOL
im sure you all wanted to know that.

anyways i guess that should be it for now. i hope everyone is doing well
still unhappy to report this thing is a heap.
we figued wed run some tests and stuff on it before we brought it back
but its still shit
so were bringing it back
hah

its also really hot
wow, im glad i got my penis poked away. wouldnt wanna get that burned, huh deb? haha

les



*Now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick and its all in my head*
pezzyann was fooled on 9:41 p.m..


Monday, July 18, 2005

let me lick ya where god split ya!
HAH oh mike..
anyways im home!!
now, it doesnt even feel like i was ever out to deb and tammys. the week seemed so long, but now that its over and i look back, seems like it never even happened.

the bus ride home was looooong. there was a 45 minute delay in deer lake too. like fuck.. come on! i couldnt wait to get going. they played movies along the way too, so that was alright.
watched confessions of a teenage drama queeen. loves that lindsay lohan. sheesh. what a retard. i also had my music on.
the seats were smaller on this bus. a lot LESS room. i tried to recline the seat a little.
woot
3 full centameters!
well, finallay!
NOW i can finally relax that im lid back!
whoop de fuckin doo!
Now its gonna be smooth sailin from here
or smooth bussin
haha
whichever.

i am covered in flybites
i went swimming and never got one. was out on the ball field and never got one.. the second i walked to the car, it was like, attack! i got 5 witin inchecs of themselves on one arm
scratch scratch scratch!
i can almost cum when i scratches em too
*moans while digs nails into bites*

this lap top is a heap of junk.
its driving me insane!!! i could pitch is somethimes
holy moley

anyways i guess thats all
its 11:30 and im gonna get up early with mike tomorrow and get in the shower and stuff
got a few things to do tomorrow that were really supposed to be done today.
hah
slacker

goodnight all
pezzyann was fooled on 10:50 p.m..


Sunday, July 17, 2005

in 12 hours
i will be home
im leaving for the bus in ten minuites.
i got a nervous feeling in my stomach, i dont know why though.
i can not wait to get home!

i had a dream last night that jamie got a big purple tattoo on his forehead. it went right down around his eyes and nose.
i cried when i saw it cause it looked bad.
he cried cause he thought it would be cool at the time, but now know it wasnt.
LOL
whatever the heck that means

see you all in half a day

les
pezzyann was fooled on 9:48 a.m..


Saturday, July 16, 2005

2 more sleeps
im leaving on sunday, ive decided.
it was nice to get away for a break. i really needed one. away from my room and from the house and from the city.
im so glad i came out here, but i can NOT wait to get back.
i miss mike more then i ever thought i would. or could, for that matter.
ive also decied that im going to start cooking. actual meals. and mikes going to eat them weither he likes it or not haha
no, of course i wont force him.
ill just hope that he does eat them all up.
so its grocery time when i get home. good groceries. not crap like 4 bags of french fries.
even if i could make a habbit out of cooking 3 times a week, it would be an inprovement.

All im hearing about is that new freekin harry potter book coming out.
actually, its 1:07 am, so ita oficially out. i dont know what all the fuss is about.
all that weird wizzard crap and stuff. i cant even stand to watch the movies.

im watching that erin brocka-something movie. im not even going to try to spell the last name. hehe
the one with julia roberts. (whom i think, totally gets her lips done! well, not necessarly her LIPS.. but lip. her top one definitaly! who knows..) shes wonderful anyway though.
so is angelina gole. however the heck you spell her name!
shes hot
yum yum haha she also has big lips. but her look natural.

well, ive finally got me a bit of color. my face is nice and brown.
about damn time too.

anyways i guess thats it for now.
were going to some kind of car show tomorrow morning. ill have to get up early! eeeek!

les
pezzyann was fooled on 1:03 a.m..


Thursday, July 14, 2005

ummm fried?
hah
thats right
i wants em fried!
LOL
we went out to breakfast today (and by the way, a 'hungry man' is a lot of food!)
and missy looked at me and shes like, how do you want your eggs?
confused by the question, i said, "oh, fried please"
she said yes. theyre fried.
tammy and debbie started giggling. so i figued id better go a little more into detail with my answer. so i managed, "with the yoke broke"
hah
apparently there are "propper" names for that stuff like sunny side up or over easy (or was it easy over?)
either way, i wasnt the only easy thing in that resturant this morning.

then we went to the beach and (with the hummer) and looked for pretty rocks. i felt a bit of martha stewart breakin out, so i was really on the search! (you can all expect something in the mail with beach rocks glued to something) after a while, i took off my shoes and just got in the water. it was a little cold, but its all good. if i go go waist deep into the ocean after a piece of ice burg in febuaray, i can def, go shins deep now.
tammy and deb went barefoot too..
i, (who seemed to be the only one..) kept sinking in the damn sand. the stuff was like quick sand!
all in all though, it was pretty funny. we got some nice pics, thats for sure. if you wanna see, let me know.
hah

its so hot here tonight. im sweatin like a fat french ho at confession. you could swim between my tits, id say (haha i know, ewwww LOL) if youre a girl with bigger "areas" you know what im talking about. though, if youre a guy with bigger dangelies, you prbably know what im talking about too.
haha
lets just all get naked and go swiming on eachother.

speaking about swimming! i might be going tomorow! in a POND of some sort! i can NOT wait! i hope its really nice tomorrow..
i even got a new bathing suit to wear.
i might not be brave enough to wear it through
i might just go in shorts and tshirt
wait
damnit
i have no shorts
GRRRR
bathing suit it is.. rolls or not. haha
wish me luck

pezzyann was fooled on 1:56 a.m..


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

nothing falls like london rain..
so ive been in SV for a couple days and i have had more cooked meals here in 2 days, then i hav had in a month in town. haha god love tammy and her good cookin!
so denise isnt coming out for the weekend. im sooooo dissapointed.. but i should have figured! haha nothing ever works out the right way
lol
me and conrad is haning out tonight, well, me him and one of his friends.. whever that is. one of the "bys." haha its gonna be a laugh
were gonng go across to clancies
i guess thats how you spell it
some little bar across the street
hahah
i guess thats all the updating i have for now.
i better get going and get dressed
and get more booze!
haha
miss you everyone



*if i could tell the world just one thing it would be that were all okay. and not to worry cause worry is wastefull and useless in times like these..
we are in god hands... *
pezzyann was fooled on 7:10 p.m..


Monday, July 11, 2005

12 hours later
and im in stephenville
my lord it was a long bus ride.
well it seemed long at the time, but when it was all over it didnt seem like it took that long.
im missing mike now. wish i had someone to cuddle tonight.
pezzyann was fooled on 12:27 a.m..


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

oh cry baby cry...
i just got home from the fat cat
it was amazing.
its been a month since ive been there last. suzeanna, as awlays, was great.
someone there asked her to do janis joplin over and over again untill she finally said yes. she sang cry baby and man, did she ever do a wicked job.
at part of it, she threw her head back, shook it and just BELTED out the words... it was so good!
(damn, i think ive just cummed) hah
she dont know if shes gonna keep it up this summer or not. she mentioned going bussin again, so i dont know. i only get to see her once a month anyways.
but shes worth the wait.

im still trying to get used to this laptop. espcially the small keyboard. hah its different, thats for usre.

im having trouble singing into msn and its driving me nuts. it says my contact list is not available. pooey to that. i wanna go on..
grrrr

so i got my time off. fine thing too. im basically a walking stroke waiting to happen. blood pressure through the ruff. (is that how you spell that?) though the ceiling. hmmm... the thing that lays on top of the walls.
its right through that.

i cannot wait to get out to stephenville for a while. just get out of this city and as far away from convergys as i can get! itll cost me 200 to get there and back, but its worth it.
the only shitty thing is ill have to start over again on all my savings.
yuck
i hate money.
no, wait, i hate having no money.
why cant we all be rich like paris hilton?
this thing gets pretty hot.
im sittin here bare-bum on the bed, typing away.
this thing doesnt even seem real yet.
im sure when i start making the payments, itll seem real!
lol

anyways i guess im off. gotta get lots of cuddlein in with mike before i go.
man im some sick. what a bad stomach.
i even feel puke-y sick. ewww
i never feel like that. normally its the good ol poops.
haha
eww
im grossing myself out (believe it or not)
goodnight everyone

oh my lord, the red hot chillie peppers wore socks on their birds.
hmm
i love much more music.
hahah

les
pezzyann was fooled on 11:50 p.m..


Monday, July 04, 2005

the first
this is the first post for me on my brand new laptop.
and expensive she was!!
the keyboard is so diffent.
ill have to get used to it a lot more.
i got the freekin mouse thingie down pat though. hah
i cant believe i got a new lap top.
im still nervous about the payments
ill be sick for a week with worry.

oh my
pezzyann was fooled on 4:23 p.m..


I dont care if i ever get back cause it woot woot woot

im sittin here watching angels in the outfield or something
cute corny little movie.
its aiight.
mikes lazin in the bed. were both off together. which is nice.
i got my app tomorrow morning to see the Dr. if he doesnt take me off ill be crushed.
i really need some time away. from st. johns, this house, this room..
id love to go out and see deb and tammy
and i hope to the lord denise comes out!
i havent seen her in soooooo long

my writing is going well... apparently a lot happened in grade 9.
that wa s a big and crappy year for me.
haha

anyways im off to try and get me a laptop!
hopefully
haha
we'll see anyway!
lol

les
pezzyann was fooled on 10:47 a.m..


Sunday, July 03, 2005

this is it
no more blog writing for me!
no one else seems to write in theirs, so im boycoting mine
(is that how you spell it? hah sound it out)

this is the last post untill i see some improvement!
now you will never know do all day long.
and im an interesting person. youre all missing out.
pezzyann was fooled on 5:52 p.m..


I am who I want to be. I am...

{~} Lesley
{~} Female
{~} 19 years old
{~} Canada

I go wherever and whenever I want to. I go...

{~} Mike's
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{~} Amy's

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