Monday, February 27, 2006
Ive never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein strong meant never losin your self-control
- But Im just drunk enough to let go of my pain -
To hell with my pride
let it fall like rain
From my eyes ....
Tonight I wanna cry
pezzyann was fooled on 7:45 p.m..
Saturday, February 25, 2006
hah
so i decided i was going to cook some supper for everyone tonight (then go drinking! lol)
i did the whole chicken breast with the wicked corn flake batter and some cream potatoes and corn. YUM ! cant wait.. hope everyone likes the chicken. i paid TWENTY freekin bucks for 9 little pieces! sheesh.. wont be buying that again anytime soon. let me tell you wHat.
i had my last over night shift for a while last night. done it all by myself! woot woot
well, i did the night before alone too. it proves to be very interesting on nights. on the weekends anyway. the weekdays arent that exciting. hah i also realised that on my normal shift (7-3) im not gonna see anyone :-( im kinda kliking 3-11 pm better.. but you have NO life on that shift.. so
oh my.
i dont know how im going to do monday morning by myself. If i could just get through the first day then i know itll be fine!
overnights was a breeze.. deal with all the drunken cuties, make some muffins, watch a lot of tv.. heh sit in the back room and thumb through magazines and smoke and drink endless free applejuice!! okay, well, its not endless. but the cups are pretty big. hah
days is all work work work work. blah.. who wants to work. hah
i wont be sorry when i get back into my normal sleeping pattern.. i tell you!
this comp gets worse and worse. i know i should reformat.. but thats so much trouble.. like saving everything i got and doing all that jazz.. eeep
oh
hahaha i got some funny story!
well, yesterday room 106 was supposed to be checked out, but the house keepers said he was still there. so me and mel (my biotch. the manager) went down bangning on the door. we tried opening it but someone had the dead bolt put across and the tv up SO LOUD.. -sneeky sneeky- so we searched high and low for the master key that opens all the doors.. thinks we could find that key? no friggin way! so mel was like, get your coat were going out back to look through the windows! hah leave it to mel.. shes crazy! so we got our coats and went out in minus 40 to look through some windows. anyways on the back of the building we went.. ankel high snow, me in my heals.. hah and the i seen this room with the curtons closed, but left open a little in the middle. and i looked in (me being nosy) hah and what do i see? an old naked man wide spred pullin his pud! HAHAHA i was like "oh my god mel! that old man is pullin his pud!" she was like what? and we went looked at 106, it was indeed empty.. tv left on, dead bolt across. so someone more then likely went through the window (weirdos) so we walked back and i was like, "wait, mel, check out buddy pullin his pud..." and there he was. old hairy naked guy like rolling around bare ass down on the comforter on the bed, wanking away.
well i stood there for a second and had my giggle and mel was like whats he doing? oh my god! is he... is he .. hes not jerking off is he?!?
lol
so we both had a giggle and she farted and we laughed even more and then ran inside and dumped out snow filled shoes. then she went upstairs and i went out back and smoked and thats the end of my funny story. lol
it was pretty funny.
so i decided i was going to cook some supper for everyone tonight (then go drinking! lol)
i did the whole chicken breast with the wicked corn flake batter and some cream potatoes and corn. YUM ! cant wait.. hope everyone likes the chicken. i paid TWENTY freekin bucks for 9 little pieces! sheesh.. wont be buying that again anytime soon. let me tell you wHat.
i had my last over night shift for a while last night. done it all by myself! woot woot
well, i did the night before alone too. it proves to be very interesting on nights. on the weekends anyway. the weekdays arent that exciting. hah i also realised that on my normal shift (7-3) im not gonna see anyone :-( im kinda kliking 3-11 pm better.. but you have NO life on that shift.. so
oh my.
i dont know how im going to do monday morning by myself. If i could just get through the first day then i know itll be fine!
overnights was a breeze.. deal with all the drunken cuties, make some muffins, watch a lot of tv.. heh sit in the back room and thumb through magazines and smoke and drink endless free applejuice!! okay, well, its not endless. but the cups are pretty big. hah
days is all work work work work. blah.. who wants to work. hah
i wont be sorry when i get back into my normal sleeping pattern.. i tell you!
this comp gets worse and worse. i know i should reformat.. but thats so much trouble.. like saving everything i got and doing all that jazz.. eeep
oh
hahaha i got some funny story!
well, yesterday room 106 was supposed to be checked out, but the house keepers said he was still there. so me and mel (my biotch. the manager) went down bangning on the door. we tried opening it but someone had the dead bolt put across and the tv up SO LOUD.. -sneeky sneeky- so we searched high and low for the master key that opens all the doors.. thinks we could find that key? no friggin way! so mel was like, get your coat were going out back to look through the windows! hah leave it to mel.. shes crazy! so we got our coats and went out in minus 40 to look through some windows. anyways on the back of the building we went.. ankel high snow, me in my heals.. hah and the i seen this room with the curtons closed, but left open a little in the middle. and i looked in (me being nosy) hah and what do i see? an old naked man wide spred pullin his pud! HAHAHA i was like "oh my god mel! that old man is pullin his pud!" she was like what? and we went looked at 106, it was indeed empty.. tv left on, dead bolt across. so someone more then likely went through the window (weirdos) so we walked back and i was like, "wait, mel, check out buddy pullin his pud..." and there he was. old hairy naked guy like rolling around bare ass down on the comforter on the bed, wanking away.
well i stood there for a second and had my giggle and mel was like whats he doing? oh my god! is he... is he .. hes not jerking off is he?!?
lol
so we both had a giggle and she farted and we laughed even more and then ran inside and dumped out snow filled shoes. then she went upstairs and i went out back and smoked and thats the end of my funny story. lol
it was pretty funny.
pezzyann was fooled on 10:09 p.m..
Thursday, February 23, 2006
pezzyann was fooled on 1:44 a.m..
Sunday, February 19, 2006
haha
theres something with your fingers youre supposed to do when you say hat.
haha
2 in the pink and one in the stink
too funny
i giggled a lot when i heard it.
i was half cut when i heard it, mind you but it was still real funny.
anyway
its sunday
im bored.
waiting for supper. oh my
theres nothing to do.
im actually waiting for the free drying to be free
ill be god damned if i spend 2 tokens drying some clothes when theres a dryer that runs for free.
oh my
jerry mcguire is on now.
i cant pell that.
renee looks some different in that movie. she looks young! i like her better in bridget jones diary.
im thursty. mmmm chocolate milk.
merlin and darleen is plannin on leaving in april. thats like 2 months. not even long enough to break even. so me and mike have been lookin at a couple bachlor appartments around this same area for like 800$ a month! thats a steal!
hopefull well be able to come across something like that, huh. thats be so fun.
an apartment all to ourselves!
im all giddy just thinking about it
ahaha
oh my. so no one has been updating their blogs! some slackers, i tell you! geeze.
anyways thats alll for now i guess.
im bored.
i think ill go down and wait for the dryer to be free! hah last time i sat in the hall and waited. and when the clothes in there was dry i took it out and put mine in. lol
fuckin right
lol
theres something with your fingers youre supposed to do when you say hat.
haha
2 in the pink and one in the stink
too funny
i giggled a lot when i heard it.
i was half cut when i heard it, mind you but it was still real funny.
anyway
its sunday
im bored.
waiting for supper. oh my
theres nothing to do.
im actually waiting for the free drying to be free
ill be god damned if i spend 2 tokens drying some clothes when theres a dryer that runs for free.
oh my
jerry mcguire is on now.
i cant pell that.
renee looks some different in that movie. she looks young! i like her better in bridget jones diary.
im thursty. mmmm chocolate milk.
merlin and darleen is plannin on leaving in april. thats like 2 months. not even long enough to break even. so me and mike have been lookin at a couple bachlor appartments around this same area for like 800$ a month! thats a steal!
hopefull well be able to come across something like that, huh. thats be so fun.
an apartment all to ourselves!
im all giddy just thinking about it
ahaha
oh my. so no one has been updating their blogs! some slackers, i tell you! geeze.
anyways thats alll for now i guess.
im bored.
i think ill go down and wait for the dryer to be free! hah last time i sat in the hall and waited. and when the clothes in there was dry i took it out and put mine in. lol
fuckin right
lol
pezzyann was fooled on 8:22 p.m..
ummm.. those are MY boots..
haha
it all started yesterday.. i put on my big furry black boots and got ready to walk to the "mall" (which, surprisingly, was actully kinda big. had a food court and everything!) so anyway me and mike walked and walked and walked.. and about 15 muddy snow minutes later, we got there. my boots were full of mud :-( and i was draggin it all over. heh oh well, whatta ya do..
anyway
on with the story..
the first store i seen, with much delight, was PAYLESS! mmhmmm thats right! payless! so i practically skipped in went straight to the 10 and 11 section and went looking at all the wonderful shoes! (and boy, they were wonderful) So i see this really nice pair, plane black, dressy, a little heal ... so i took the pretty box out, laid it on the floor next to my feet. took out one shoe. took one of my big dirty boots on and put the shoe on (and it fit so well by the way *giddy*) anyway i walked down to the end of the lane thingie to see the mirror and see how they look. walking back, i see this fuckin inuit lookin at my boot smiling.. walking right for it. i was like, no way.. shes not...
i see her take off her sneeker and try on my dirty boot! i came right up behind her and was like, ummm ... thats my boot! shes like, "oh" and takes her foot out. ewww what an idiot!
like, this dirty ol scruffy boot on the floor next to a nice clean box containing ONE new shoe.. and she thinks my boot is for sale or whatever? jesus those fuckin natives. (now mind, you ... its not all of them. im met some reallly nice native people. i even work with one) but the fuckin stupid ones, drunk ones, ones on crack.... good lord!
haha
anyway the day turned out wonderful!
i got "chinese food" in the food court (the fried rice was white.. the soya sauce stuff i put on was BRIGHT YELLOW .. my rice looked like it was covered in mustard.. which, if you know me, you know i dont like *urge*
but i DID go back to payless and bought the shoes. learned that its buy one of anything and get WHATEVER half off! (good lord can my chubby heart take much more excitement!!) found a rack of DISCOUNT PURSES!! so i got the shoes for 24$ and the purse for 7!
it was a lovely... lovely day
and on payday im going RIGHT back up there! i saw some really cool sunglasses id like. haha and then i can get some shoes for half off.
oh lord
i think i just creamed my undies.
it all started yesterday.. i put on my big furry black boots and got ready to walk to the "mall" (which, surprisingly, was actully kinda big. had a food court and everything!) so anyway me and mike walked and walked and walked.. and about 15 muddy snow minutes later, we got there. my boots were full of mud :-( and i was draggin it all over. heh oh well, whatta ya do..
anyway
on with the story..
the first store i seen, with much delight, was PAYLESS! mmhmmm thats right! payless! so i practically skipped in went straight to the 10 and 11 section and went looking at all the wonderful shoes! (and boy, they were wonderful) So i see this really nice pair, plane black, dressy, a little heal ... so i took the pretty box out, laid it on the floor next to my feet. took out one shoe. took one of my big dirty boots on and put the shoe on (and it fit so well by the way *giddy*) anyway i walked down to the end of the lane thingie to see the mirror and see how they look. walking back, i see this fuckin inuit lookin at my boot smiling.. walking right for it. i was like, no way.. shes not...
i see her take off her sneeker and try on my dirty boot! i came right up behind her and was like, ummm ... thats my boot! shes like, "oh" and takes her foot out. ewww what an idiot!
like, this dirty ol scruffy boot on the floor next to a nice clean box containing ONE new shoe.. and she thinks my boot is for sale or whatever? jesus those fuckin natives. (now mind, you ... its not all of them. im met some reallly nice native people. i even work with one) but the fuckin stupid ones, drunk ones, ones on crack.... good lord!
haha
anyway the day turned out wonderful!
i got "chinese food" in the food court (the fried rice was white.. the soya sauce stuff i put on was BRIGHT YELLOW .. my rice looked like it was covered in mustard.. which, if you know me, you know i dont like *urge*
but i DID go back to payless and bought the shoes. learned that its buy one of anything and get WHATEVER half off! (good lord can my chubby heart take much more excitement!!) found a rack of DISCOUNT PURSES!! so i got the shoes for 24$ and the purse for 7!
it was a lovely... lovely day
and on payday im going RIGHT back up there! i saw some really cool sunglasses id like. haha and then i can get some shoes for half off.
oh lord
i think i just creamed my undies.
pezzyann was fooled on 2:58 p.m..
Friday, February 17, 2006
Barcelona where the winds all blew And the churches dont have windows but the graveyards do Me and my shadow are wrestling a gain Look out stranger theres a dark cloud moving in But if you could hear the voice in my heart it would tell you Im afraid I am alone Wont somebody please hold me, release me Show me the meaning of mercy Let me loose Fly, let me fly, let me fly Super paranoid, I'm blending, I'm blurring, I'm bleeding into the sceneryLoving someone else is always so much easier But I hole my self hostage in the morror But If you could hear the voice in my heart it would tell you I'm tired of feeling this way God won't you please hold me release meshow me the meaning of mercy Let me loose Let me fly, let me fly I won't be held down, I wont be held back I will lead with my faith The red light had been following me But don't worry motherIt's no longer my gravity hold me, release me
pezzyann was fooled on 12:11 a.m..
Smile tho your heart is aching
Smile even tho its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
Youll get by If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through
For you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear May be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worth
while If youll just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying Smile
what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worth while
If
youll
just
smile.
Smile even tho its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
Youll get by If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
Youll see the sun come shining through
For you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear May be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile whats the use of crying?
Youll find that life is still worth
while If youll just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying Smile
what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worth while
If
youll
just
smile.
pezzyann was fooled on 12:06 a.m..
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
im not really in the mood to write. just figured i havent updated in a while so i might as well.
work is going really well
days have sooooo much more work involved!
hah good lord! will i ever learn it all i wonder!
i got nights next. a full week cause i got 3 nights training and 2 shifts to do by myself. eeep! lol im scared
but ill manage, i hope!
melissa left me alone today to take reservations and stuff and i told her i didnt know what i was doing with it and how many spaces we have left and stuff
anyway she told me to do whatever
so i did
and ended up double booking like 3 people! haha
so we had 3 people with no rooms to go in! talk about giggling we were doing trying to figure out how to fix it.
we got it all sorted out anyway
so needless to say, from now and on im saying, nope, were full, sorry!
its soooo cold here today!
its like minus 30!
and the cold here is weird. as soon as i step outside and take a breath my throat and lungs hurt and i cought and cough and my eyes hurt and my skin freezes
sheesh
its a weird dry freezing cold that you cant even imagine.
anyways thats enough for now
im gone to watch oprah. its about a child who became an internet porn star
geeze jen, if i had seen this earlier .. we couldve been gettin LOTS of money for what we used to do! hahah
oh dear
xo
work is going really well
days have sooooo much more work involved!
hah good lord! will i ever learn it all i wonder!
i got nights next. a full week cause i got 3 nights training and 2 shifts to do by myself. eeep! lol im scared
but ill manage, i hope!
melissa left me alone today to take reservations and stuff and i told her i didnt know what i was doing with it and how many spaces we have left and stuff
anyway she told me to do whatever
so i did
and ended up double booking like 3 people! haha
so we had 3 people with no rooms to go in! talk about giggling we were doing trying to figure out how to fix it.
we got it all sorted out anyway
so needless to say, from now and on im saying, nope, were full, sorry!
its soooo cold here today!
its like minus 30!
and the cold here is weird. as soon as i step outside and take a breath my throat and lungs hurt and i cought and cough and my eyes hurt and my skin freezes
sheesh
its a weird dry freezing cold that you cant even imagine.
anyways thats enough for now
im gone to watch oprah. its about a child who became an internet porn star
geeze jen, if i had seen this earlier .. we couldve been gettin LOTS of money for what we used to do! hahah
oh dear
xo
pezzyann was fooled on 8:07 p.m..
Saturday, February 11, 2006
thats right!
haha
theres some crazy crack heads here.. and a lot of drunk natives. (some even live on the streets/in the dump behind the hotel) me and amanda were def. expecting to get jumped hah
but we never!
so thats good
:-)
im loving the new job
i love amanda, the girl im working with now.
tomorrow is our last shift together though :-(
thats going to be so sad
i dont wanna work alone *tears*
oh well, ill get mostly morning shifts, and there are other peple in on that shift. so im good!
im really loving it there. thank god
was ready to hang myself there a couple days ago.
and im off sunday!!
im happy. hmmm what to do on sunday?
the girls from work asked me to movie and dinner but i really cant afford it. not yet. i gotta go this WHOLE month without gettin paid!
good lord.
i spose ill manage. i got nothing to buy anyway
just people to pay back!
oh my lord.. im gonna have to start sellin myself!
thats it..
im the new lady of the evening.
sheesh
my office willl be the bus station down the street. a drunk native from the dump can be my pimp. heh well be a fine pair!
geeze
anyways thats it for now i guess.
im sittin on the floor in my undies with the lights off. haha
i bet i have carpet inprint on my but cheeks
lol
its actually starting to burn a little
xoxo
haha
theres some crazy crack heads here.. and a lot of drunk natives. (some even live on the streets/in the dump behind the hotel) me and amanda were def. expecting to get jumped hah
but we never!
so thats good
:-)
im loving the new job
i love amanda, the girl im working with now.
tomorrow is our last shift together though :-(
thats going to be so sad
i dont wanna work alone *tears*
oh well, ill get mostly morning shifts, and there are other peple in on that shift. so im good!
im really loving it there. thank god
was ready to hang myself there a couple days ago.
and im off sunday!!
im happy. hmmm what to do on sunday?
the girls from work asked me to movie and dinner but i really cant afford it. not yet. i gotta go this WHOLE month without gettin paid!
good lord.
i spose ill manage. i got nothing to buy anyway
just people to pay back!
oh my lord.. im gonna have to start sellin myself!
thats it..
im the new lady of the evening.
sheesh
my office willl be the bus station down the street. a drunk native from the dump can be my pimp. heh well be a fine pair!
geeze
anyways thats it for now i guess.
im sittin on the floor in my undies with the lights off. haha
i bet i have carpet inprint on my but cheeks
lol
its actually starting to burn a little
xoxo
pezzyann was fooled on 2:49 a.m..
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Untitled -- 4.14.2003
He laughed at me when
I told him
my secrets
"come dance with me ...
I love you anyway"
he said
while leaning in and
swallowing my eyes
YOU TELL ME
You tell me you'll come over
and you tell me that you'll stay
you tell me nothing matters
except you and me this way
You tell me everything will be alright
and you tell me I may have been wrong
you tell me that youre the real thing
and then you'll sing me a soft song
You tell me that I make you smile
and you tell me that I break your heart
you tell me that it isn't me
and that really, its your fault
So I told you that I loved you
and I told you I needed you here
I told you I cant live without you
and you didn't seem to care
you LIED when you said it was okay
you LIED when you said youd never leave
you LIED when you said you loved me
and I was stupid enough to believe
MISS YOU
I wanted someones
hand to hold
hoping, deep inside
it was yours
but in all ends
it wasn't
and OH! how i missed out
I miss you
HIS FINGERTIPS
"can you feel my heart beat?"
He asked
Stretching out his
Warm, Dark hands
While I counted one by one
The beats
On
his
fingertips
He laughed at me when
I told him
my secrets
"come dance with me ...
I love you anyway"
he said
while leaning in and
swallowing my eyes
YOU TELL ME
You tell me you'll come over
and you tell me that you'll stay
you tell me nothing matters
except you and me this way
You tell me everything will be alright
and you tell me I may have been wrong
you tell me that youre the real thing
and then you'll sing me a soft song
You tell me that I make you smile
and you tell me that I break your heart
you tell me that it isn't me
and that really, its your fault
So I told you that I loved you
and I told you I needed you here
I told you I cant live without you
and you didn't seem to care
you LIED when you said it was okay
you LIED when you said youd never leave
you LIED when you said you loved me
and I was stupid enough to believe
MISS YOU
I wanted someones
hand to hold
hoping, deep inside
it was yours
but in all ends
it wasn't
and OH! how i missed out
I miss you
HIS FINGERTIPS
"can you feel my heart beat?"
He asked
Stretching out his
Warm, Dark hands
While I counted one by one
The beats
On
his
fingertips
pezzyann was fooled on 4:35 p.m..
its a bright.. bright sunshine day!
well actually its night
but i LOVE my new job!
its so awsome
im gettin the hang of it already too. everyones impressed. hah but i love it!
its mostly answerin quick calls (sorry were booked and transfering to a room number) doing check-ins and helpin people out
theres a lot of idiot americans though. haha knows i cant get away from them!
this one man from texas with a bad bad wig kept coming down, complaint after complaint. we were doing some laughin at him. i imagine his wife (if from texas) is some bitch!
and he was right stupid too... i almost wanted to ask him if he had comcast and if he ever called in for tech support. hes one of those!
hah
anyway though
im going to be gettin mostly 7am-3pm shifts. (which i loooooove) right now for this week im on 3-11 (i work with amanda and shes WONDERFUL) shes such a laugh. i got 5 nights of over nights in a few weeks though. pooie. thats just for training really. we all rotate overnights. so its once a month im gonna get 2 overnight shifts. which isnt bad. i can do 2 a month.. hell, the night person needs 2 nights off a week too. so thats fine with me :-)
the pay is funny though
without any raises .. on the 15th of each month ill get around 650- 700, then at the end of the month ill get a big check for about 1100. (they take 60% and give it to you on the 15th, carry the 40% over to the end of the month. so you get a normal cheque plus the 40% from last cheque)
weird i know. but it works out okay hah
im soooooo happy. relieved more then anything really. hah
and its so laid back
we go in the back room and smoke (which youre not aloud to do... suuush) you take your lunch whenever you want. just go in the office and eat away.you get like unlimited juice/coffee/muffins/cereal/bagles.. everything you want during the day hehe
its all good.
anyways enough from me for tonight. i gotta go crawl in the bed with my snorin man
i miss everyone from home :-(
wish i could go drinkin!
xoxo
but i LOVE my new job!
its so awsome
im gettin the hang of it already too. everyones impressed. hah but i love it!
its mostly answerin quick calls (sorry were booked and transfering to a room number) doing check-ins and helpin people out
theres a lot of idiot americans though. haha knows i cant get away from them!
this one man from texas with a bad bad wig kept coming down, complaint after complaint. we were doing some laughin at him. i imagine his wife (if from texas) is some bitch!
and he was right stupid too... i almost wanted to ask him if he had comcast and if he ever called in for tech support. hes one of those!
hah
anyway though
im going to be gettin mostly 7am-3pm shifts. (which i loooooove) right now for this week im on 3-11 (i work with amanda and shes WONDERFUL) shes such a laugh. i got 5 nights of over nights in a few weeks though. pooie. thats just for training really. we all rotate overnights. so its once a month im gonna get 2 overnight shifts. which isnt bad. i can do 2 a month.. hell, the night person needs 2 nights off a week too. so thats fine with me :-)
the pay is funny though
without any raises .. on the 15th of each month ill get around 650- 700, then at the end of the month ill get a big check for about 1100. (they take 60% and give it to you on the 15th, carry the 40% over to the end of the month. so you get a normal cheque plus the 40% from last cheque)
weird i know. but it works out okay hah
im soooooo happy. relieved more then anything really. hah
and its so laid back
we go in the back room and smoke (which youre not aloud to do... suuush) you take your lunch whenever you want. just go in the office and eat away.you get like unlimited juice/coffee/muffins/cereal/bagles.. everything you want during the day hehe
its all good.
anyways enough from me for tonight. i gotta go crawl in the bed with my snorin man
i miss everyone from home :-(
wish i could go drinkin!
xoxo
pezzyann was fooled on 3:16 a.m..
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
so i got a job!
the mcmurray in job was to damn skeety. it was even to sketchy for perry.. thats right! perry.. hah
green, babshit yellow paint with bright red doors.
the "lobby" was 2 wicker chairs held together by tape in the office. and there were CATS! i cant handle cats climbing up all over the place.
sheesh
and everything was so far away! itd take an hour to get to work.
so i was gettin depressed thinking im gonna have to work at shoppers. (not that theres anything wrong with working there.. i was just hopin for a hotel job)
so anyways i was all depressed and worried and i saw this hotel so i figured what the hell, ill go in and embarass myself some more.
anyway the guy at the front desk was there and he was new himself so we talked for a minute and i was being all cute and sweet and he was like, give me a sec, ill see my manager.
so i sat and waited and she came out and i gave her a good strong handshake and we had an inerview right there! (thank god i went with heals and not my furry boots!)
so she seemed to enjoy me.. then she showed me the kitchen.. so then i was feelin real good thinking why the heck is she showing me their kitchen if she aint gonna hire me!
so anyway i met some more people.. then she was like "you have a sparkling personality! a georgous smile! when can you start??" so i was like, yesterday! and they all had a little giggle and told me to come back tomorow to start!
well i skipped out of the hotel! was sooooooooo happy!
*sigh* relief. reliefe? no e? how do you spell that?
anyway
it made my week.
oh my god pam, i have GOT to talk to you after! hah remember the whole amy story? (not you amy mccarthy heh) from school? the "teacher?" - kissss me michael.. anyway. hah its about that. sort of hahah
oh dear
anyway thats it for now
ill update thursday to let everyone know how my first night at work was
xoxo
the mcmurray in job was to damn skeety. it was even to sketchy for perry.. thats right! perry.. hah
green, babshit yellow paint with bright red doors.
the "lobby" was 2 wicker chairs held together by tape in the office. and there were CATS! i cant handle cats climbing up all over the place.
sheesh
and everything was so far away! itd take an hour to get to work.
so i was gettin depressed thinking im gonna have to work at shoppers. (not that theres anything wrong with working there.. i was just hopin for a hotel job)
so anyways i was all depressed and worried and i saw this hotel so i figured what the hell, ill go in and embarass myself some more.
anyway the guy at the front desk was there and he was new himself so we talked for a minute and i was being all cute and sweet and he was like, give me a sec, ill see my manager.
so i sat and waited and she came out and i gave her a good strong handshake and we had an inerview right there! (thank god i went with heals and not my furry boots!)
so she seemed to enjoy me.. then she showed me the kitchen.. so then i was feelin real good thinking why the heck is she showing me their kitchen if she aint gonna hire me!
so anyway i met some more people.. then she was like "you have a sparkling personality! a georgous smile! when can you start??" so i was like, yesterday! and they all had a little giggle and told me to come back tomorow to start!
well i skipped out of the hotel! was sooooooooo happy!
*sigh* relief. reliefe? no e? how do you spell that?
anyway
it made my week.
oh my god pam, i have GOT to talk to you after! hah remember the whole amy story? (not you amy mccarthy heh) from school? the "teacher?" - kissss me michael.. anyway. hah its about that. sort of hahah
oh dear
anyway thats it for now
ill update thursday to let everyone know how my first night at work was
xoxo
pezzyann was fooled on 12:22 a.m..
Sunday, February 05, 2006
well ive been awake for about 39 hours. and now i cant sleep
mike is here shovelin cheesies in my mouth by the 3s lol
i know now why plane tickets are so ecpensive. its cause they burn so much gas just circling the run way thinking about takin off. good lord, i was like is he ever going to freekin fly? or are we just gonna sit here and ride around a bit for 5oo and 50 freekin dollars?
anyway so the flight was good to toronto. i listened to my mp3 player like twice the whole way through lol i think i dozzed off a couple times. got in TO and waited around for an hour, boarded another plane and as soon as i sat down, i looked at buddy sittin next to me, said, "if i snore, wake me up" and went straight to sleep. i woke up about an hour later, looked out and all i could see was white. not thinking the obvious .. clouds.. i looked at my dear ol buddy and asked "did we leave the air port yet?" (now remember i got like one hour sleep in the last 2 days) he kind chuckled, gave me a weird look and was like, yeeeeeah...
hahah
so then i went back to sleep
and then i could have sworn i heard someone say that we were landing so i struggled to get my big old furry boots back on, got my stuff ready and waited
and waited
and waited
and then i said fuck it and slept a little more. (boots on, bag on my laps)
we eventually landed.
in edmonton i walked about 2 feet and saw a room covered with glass. looked a little further,., and saw ,,, *gasps* ashtrays! i was like no way you can smoke in there!
oh yeah baby! a smoke room! in the airport. i went up to the bar, ordered me a pornstar (my new favourite drink) and sat in the nice cool air conditioned room and smoked me some mighty fine cigarettes.
then i bought a 4 dollar slice of pizza, took about 4 bites, couldnt eat anymore. popped some good ol imodiam (dont want the poops on the plane) and went and found me a few chairs to spred across on. and thats where i stayed for an hour and had me a nap (and a fine drool, if i do say so myself)
then got on a little bus with wings that took me here. i liked that flight though. short an sweet. and the stewardest guy was cute and gay. hah kinda reminded me of that guy whos always on the red carpet. whats his name? he interiews all the stars and stuff.. anyway he reminded me of him. but with bad hair. he went around serving tea an stuff. haha talk about cramped. it was nice though. i liked it.
and now im here.
fort mac walmart sucks. everything here closes by 6 or 9.. jeeze.. feels like im back in bay roberts. hah wheres wescale??!
anyways its 3 nf time. which means i really have to get some sleep.
im totally sneekin my internet connection off someone elses. ahah god love wireless.
and people not smart enough to secure theirs. hahha
goodnight everyone!
mike is here shovelin cheesies in my mouth by the 3s lol
i know now why plane tickets are so ecpensive. its cause they burn so much gas just circling the run way thinking about takin off. good lord, i was like is he ever going to freekin fly? or are we just gonna sit here and ride around a bit for 5oo and 50 freekin dollars?
anyway so the flight was good to toronto. i listened to my mp3 player like twice the whole way through lol i think i dozzed off a couple times. got in TO and waited around for an hour, boarded another plane and as soon as i sat down, i looked at buddy sittin next to me, said, "if i snore, wake me up" and went straight to sleep. i woke up about an hour later, looked out and all i could see was white. not thinking the obvious .. clouds.. i looked at my dear ol buddy and asked "did we leave the air port yet?" (now remember i got like one hour sleep in the last 2 days) he kind chuckled, gave me a weird look and was like, yeeeeeah...
hahah
so then i went back to sleep
and then i could have sworn i heard someone say that we were landing so i struggled to get my big old furry boots back on, got my stuff ready and waited
and waited
and waited
and then i said fuck it and slept a little more. (boots on, bag on my laps)
we eventually landed.
in edmonton i walked about 2 feet and saw a room covered with glass. looked a little further,., and saw ,,, *gasps* ashtrays! i was like no way you can smoke in there!
oh yeah baby! a smoke room! in the airport. i went up to the bar, ordered me a pornstar (my new favourite drink) and sat in the nice cool air conditioned room and smoked me some mighty fine cigarettes.
then i bought a 4 dollar slice of pizza, took about 4 bites, couldnt eat anymore. popped some good ol imodiam (dont want the poops on the plane) and went and found me a few chairs to spred across on. and thats where i stayed for an hour and had me a nap (and a fine drool, if i do say so myself)
then got on a little bus with wings that took me here. i liked that flight though. short an sweet. and the stewardest guy was cute and gay. hah kinda reminded me of that guy whos always on the red carpet. whats his name? he interiews all the stars and stuff.. anyway he reminded me of him. but with bad hair. he went around serving tea an stuff. haha talk about cramped. it was nice though. i liked it.
and now im here.
fort mac walmart sucks. everything here closes by 6 or 9.. jeeze.. feels like im back in bay roberts. hah wheres wescale??!
anyways its 3 nf time. which means i really have to get some sleep.
im totally sneekin my internet connection off someone elses. ahah god love wireless.
and people not smart enough to secure theirs. hahha
goodnight everyone!
pezzyann was fooled on 2:13 a.m..
Saturday, February 04, 2006
oh my lord, i spilled a cup or juice on my lap top
and in my eye
in my freekin eye
ouch
hah
purity syrup too. that stuff is pure sugar
now the keys are kinda sticky
damnit
so this is the last blog entry for a little while
i leave in less then 2 hrs
ooohhhh my lord, im SICK with nerves. jeeze.
god love sheldon and jenn for wanting to go to the airport!
:-) so sweet. its not worth it though so sit around up there for a couple hours and just wait.. and sheldon got work in the morning and i didnt want him to screw up his sleep sche and stuff.
so i said helping me get my bags in the cab is plenty. heh
thank god the whole luggage thing worked out! good lord what panic!
ive got toooooo much stuff!
but its crazy how you can fit (however many) months worth of living into just 2 bags
and i KNOW im forgettin a bunch of stuff
and ill be cursing myself when i get there for forgetting
oh my god, its 3 am. im soooooo tired
im going to sleep the whole way on the plane i hope.
im gonna pop a few gravol too. hopefully theyll help a little
man the backspace key is REALLY sticky. shit.
oh my
well i guess thats it. i dont really have much more to talk about.
i hope everyone takes care! i will be talking to everyone soon!
email me anytime. and i hope to see update blogs more often!
i hope to the good lord i get internet a.s.a.p!
lord knows i cant live without the internet.
talk to you all soon. stay warm. stay beautiful.
lesley
and in my eye
in my freekin eye
ouch
hah
purity syrup too. that stuff is pure sugar
now the keys are kinda sticky
damnit
so this is the last blog entry for a little while
i leave in less then 2 hrs
ooohhhh my lord, im SICK with nerves. jeeze.
god love sheldon and jenn for wanting to go to the airport!
:-) so sweet. its not worth it though so sit around up there for a couple hours and just wait.. and sheldon got work in the morning and i didnt want him to screw up his sleep sche and stuff.
so i said helping me get my bags in the cab is plenty. heh
thank god the whole luggage thing worked out! good lord what panic!
ive got toooooo much stuff!
but its crazy how you can fit (however many) months worth of living into just 2 bags
and i KNOW im forgettin a bunch of stuff
and ill be cursing myself when i get there for forgetting
oh my god, its 3 am. im soooooo tired
im going to sleep the whole way on the plane i hope.
im gonna pop a few gravol too. hopefully theyll help a little
man the backspace key is REALLY sticky. shit.
oh my
well i guess thats it. i dont really have much more to talk about.
i hope everyone takes care! i will be talking to everyone soon!
email me anytime. and i hope to see update blogs more often!
i hope to the good lord i get internet a.s.a.p!
lord knows i cant live without the internet.
talk to you all soon. stay warm. stay beautiful.
lesley
pezzyann was fooled on 2:50 a.m..
Friday, February 03, 2006
She hangs around the boulevard
She's a local girl with local scars
She got home late,
she got home late
She drank so hard the bottle ached
And she tried and she tried and she tried and she tried
But nothings clear in a bar full of flies
So she takes and she takes she takes and she takes
She understands when she gives it away
She says
"Man I got to get out of this town.
Man I got to get out of this pain.
Man I got to get out of this town,
out of this town, and out of LA.
"She's got a gun, she's got a gun
She got a gun she call the lucky one
She left a note by the phone
Don't leave a message
Cause this ain't no home"
And she cried, and she cried, and she cried, and she cried
She cried so long her tears ran dry
And she laughed, and she laughed,
she laughed,
and she laughed
Cause she knew she was never coming back
She said
"Man I'm gonna get out of this town.
Man I'm gonna get out of this pain.
Man I'm gonna get out of this town,
out of this town and out of LA.
"Its all she loves
It all she hates
It's all too much for her to take
She can't be sure just where it ends
Or where the good life begins
So she took a train, she took a train
To a little old town without a name
She met a man
He took her in
But fed her all the same damn bull again
Cause he lied and he lied and he lied and he lied
He lied like a salesman selling flies
So she screamed and she screamed and she screamed and she screamed
Its a different place But the same old thing
Its all I love
Its all I hate
Its all too much for me to take
I can't be sure
Where it begins
Oh if the good life
lies within
So she said
"Man I gotta get out of this town.
Now I gotta get back on that train.
Man I gotta get out of this town.
I'm out of my pain"
So I'm going back to LA.
Back to LA
Back to LA
I'm going back to LA
I'm going back to LA
She's a local girl with local scars
She got home late,
she got home late
She drank so hard the bottle ached
And she tried and she tried and she tried and she tried
But nothings clear in a bar full of flies
So she takes and she takes she takes and she takes
She understands when she gives it away
She says
"Man I got to get out of this town.
Man I got to get out of this pain.
Man I got to get out of this town,
out of this town, and out of LA.
"She's got a gun, she's got a gun
She got a gun she call the lucky one
She left a note by the phone
Don't leave a message
Cause this ain't no home"
And she cried, and she cried, and she cried, and she cried
She cried so long her tears ran dry
And she laughed, and she laughed,
she laughed,
and she laughed
Cause she knew she was never coming back
She said
"Man I'm gonna get out of this town.
Man I'm gonna get out of this pain.
Man I'm gonna get out of this town,
out of this town and out of LA.
"Its all she loves
It all she hates
It's all too much for her to take
She can't be sure just where it ends
Or where the good life begins
So she took a train, she took a train
To a little old town without a name
She met a man
He took her in
But fed her all the same damn bull again
Cause he lied and he lied and he lied and he lied
He lied like a salesman selling flies
So she screamed and she screamed and she screamed and she screamed
Its a different place But the same old thing
Its all I love
Its all I hate
Its all too much for me to take
I can't be sure
Where it begins
Oh if the good life
lies within
So she said
"Man I gotta get out of this town.
Now I gotta get back on that train.
Man I gotta get out of this town.
I'm out of my pain"
So I'm going back to LA.
Back to LA
Back to LA
I'm going back to LA
I'm going back to LA
pezzyann was fooled on 1:28 a.m..
spose its time for an update
well.. the countdown is on
i leave in like 28 hours
*stomach sick with nerves*
blah!
i quit convergys. the hardest part is over. good lord, that was hard to do too. believe it or not. shed me quit a few tears! i must say.
now im sittin here, listening to sad songs over and over half on the bawl again.
jeeze. like as soon as i settle (and i mean really settle) im up and gone again. And who knows where this is gonna lead.
shit i wish roseanne was on. but i gotta wait another hour.. :-(
roseanne always cheers me up good.
*big sigh*
ive got so much to do tomorrow too. gotta clean this room. - yuckie. i dont get to bring my own blankets... i wanted to bring my quit really bad too. but because you can only bring so much on with you, i cant. god damn my heavy clothes! now see, if i were smaller, my clothes wouldnt be as big and heavy. THEN i could take more.
god damnit.
this is gods way of tellin me my ass is too big and i dont need any hoof prints ice cream. (which i am totally craving)
Man i just cant wait to get up there and get settled in and start my job and stuff.
i hope i get to dress up everyday! wear my heals...
that would be fun.
i wanna get used to the busses and stuff too.
see, i was just gettin used to the busses here, can finally go past the mall (without gettin lost) now i gotta get used to more busses! good lord almighty.
im tired. i wanna go to bed. but im trying to stay up reallly late so i sleep in really late tomorrow, so i stay up all night, go to the air port at 4:30 ish and then sleep on the plane. sounds like a good plan to me. who knows, i might just drop right here right now. hah then im fucked huh? lol
oh my
what else is there to write about
toodle de doodle de doodle.. la la la la
no one is online
except for robyn
i was hopin for a weirdo though
sheesh wheres all the weirdos when you need them
maybe ill go look for some
nothing like a sick-o to pass the night away.
i leave in like 28 hours
*stomach sick with nerves*
blah!
i quit convergys. the hardest part is over. good lord, that was hard to do too. believe it or not. shed me quit a few tears! i must say.
now im sittin here, listening to sad songs over and over half on the bawl again.
jeeze. like as soon as i settle (and i mean really settle) im up and gone again. And who knows where this is gonna lead.
shit i wish roseanne was on. but i gotta wait another hour.. :-(
roseanne always cheers me up good.
*big sigh*
ive got so much to do tomorrow too. gotta clean this room. - yuckie. i dont get to bring my own blankets... i wanted to bring my quit really bad too. but because you can only bring so much on with you, i cant. god damn my heavy clothes! now see, if i were smaller, my clothes wouldnt be as big and heavy. THEN i could take more.
god damnit.
this is gods way of tellin me my ass is too big and i dont need any hoof prints ice cream. (which i am totally craving)
Man i just cant wait to get up there and get settled in and start my job and stuff.
i hope i get to dress up everyday! wear my heals...
that would be fun.
i wanna get used to the busses and stuff too.
see, i was just gettin used to the busses here, can finally go past the mall (without gettin lost) now i gotta get used to more busses! good lord almighty.
im tired. i wanna go to bed. but im trying to stay up reallly late so i sleep in really late tomorrow, so i stay up all night, go to the air port at 4:30 ish and then sleep on the plane. sounds like a good plan to me. who knows, i might just drop right here right now. hah then im fucked huh? lol
oh my
what else is there to write about
toodle de doodle de doodle.. la la la la
no one is online
except for robyn
i was hopin for a weirdo though
sheesh wheres all the weirdos when you need them
maybe ill go look for some
nothing like a sick-o to pass the night away.
pezzyann was fooled on 1:15 a.m..