Monday, January 30, 2006
its 2:30
i should be asleep
im tossing and turning and there is just to much on my mind
tomorrow is my last day at work
im just trying to think of everyone i want to see before i go.
darcy and his beautiful smile.. i gotta see that one more time. corey ... gotta drop that pen one more time. gotta hug the girls. and gotta hug jamie. and matress. ohhh mattress.
jesus.
my heart beats all fast and i get sick in my stomach just thinking about it.
its bitter sweet though
its been a long time coming
oh my god
me and dave saw broke back mountain tonight
what a movie
i did NOT expect that at all. shit. it was so good.
sad.. but good.
i totally didnt expect to see everything that we did though! boobs and birds and butts everywhere! but it was so good!
i sug. it to everyone. Some advice though, bring tissues! oh my good lord.
poor dave
hahah
god love his little heart
icould hear him sniffling the whole time. ill send you some more skeety skeetchers from payless. i need your address.
it broke my heart to hug you tonight dave.
shit
i should be asleep
im tossing and turning and there is just to much on my mind
tomorrow is my last day at work
im just trying to think of everyone i want to see before i go.
darcy and his beautiful smile.. i gotta see that one more time. corey ... gotta drop that pen one more time. gotta hug the girls. and gotta hug jamie. and matress. ohhh mattress.
jesus.
my heart beats all fast and i get sick in my stomach just thinking about it.
its bitter sweet though
its been a long time coming
oh my god
me and dave saw broke back mountain tonight
what a movie
i did NOT expect that at all. shit. it was so good.
sad.. but good.
i totally didnt expect to see everything that we did though! boobs and birds and butts everywhere! but it was so good!
i sug. it to everyone. Some advice though, bring tissues! oh my good lord.
poor dave
hahah
god love his little heart
icould hear him sniffling the whole time. ill send you some more skeety skeetchers from payless. i need your address.
it broke my heart to hug you tonight dave.
shit
pezzyann was fooled on 2:26 a.m..
Thursday, January 26, 2006
I just got home from the movies. i went with gina cara tia and some of her friends from school. we sw "Karla" and i tell you, that movie was messed up! oh my god..
I had such a good time. sittin in the back seat smoking, chattin laughing..
we hit every red light on the way home and i was wishing the light would just stay red for a couple years. i wanted to just sit there and catch up on everything. on everyone.. i was secretly hoping they would ask me to stay and hang out or come in and see the place or whatever. i just wanted to stay and laugh and talk about old times and silly times.. the good times. its crazy how we can all live in the same city and still manage to grow so far apart. i got in ginas car and didnt even realise it was the same car i sat in a million times before.
time is going by so fast.
i wanna just grab it, pull it back and say "hey now buddy, where do you think youre goin so fast? come back here!" *smiles*
if only
ive left work early every day this week. and i will again tomorrow. hahi have a valid reason though.. im meeting chris at the gym so he can take over my membership. and im selling my guitar. or pawning it. whatever i can do. i need the money to go away.
blah.
a light story for you all. hah
i was in my room this afternoon when i got home from work and it was pretty dark and dreary so i lit some candles. (my light is gone. hah all i got is a lamp now) anyway things were fine i was laying around then all of a sudden the smoke detector goes off in the hallway! i was like sweet jesus!never heard that one before!
so i jump up and start lookin around first, not thinking that those litle candles made that thing go off.. i sniffed sheldons room and demonfire and i went around nose in he air, sniffed around downstairs (not all the way down.. that place gives me the creeps hah) anyways ran back to the room, grabbed a towel and started waving the thing up toward the smoke detector hah
it stopped after a while. but i bet it wouldve been pretty funny to see me. hah
anyways thats it i guess. i got plans every night this week!
i have never felt more popular (or tired!)
I had such a good time. sittin in the back seat smoking, chattin laughing..
we hit every red light on the way home and i was wishing the light would just stay red for a couple years. i wanted to just sit there and catch up on everything. on everyone.. i was secretly hoping they would ask me to stay and hang out or come in and see the place or whatever. i just wanted to stay and laugh and talk about old times and silly times.. the good times. its crazy how we can all live in the same city and still manage to grow so far apart. i got in ginas car and didnt even realise it was the same car i sat in a million times before.
time is going by so fast.
i wanna just grab it, pull it back and say "hey now buddy, where do you think youre goin so fast? come back here!" *smiles*
if only
ive left work early every day this week. and i will again tomorrow. hahi have a valid reason though.. im meeting chris at the gym so he can take over my membership. and im selling my guitar. or pawning it. whatever i can do. i need the money to go away.
blah.
a light story for you all. hah
i was in my room this afternoon when i got home from work and it was pretty dark and dreary so i lit some candles. (my light is gone. hah all i got is a lamp now) anyway things were fine i was laying around then all of a sudden the smoke detector goes off in the hallway! i was like sweet jesus!never heard that one before!
so i jump up and start lookin around first, not thinking that those litle candles made that thing go off.. i sniffed sheldons room and demonfire and i went around nose in he air, sniffed around downstairs (not all the way down.. that place gives me the creeps hah) anyways ran back to the room, grabbed a towel and started waving the thing up toward the smoke detector hah
it stopped after a while. but i bet it wouldve been pretty funny to see me. hah
anyways thats it i guess. i got plans every night this week!
i have never felt more popular (or tired!)
pezzyann was fooled on 9:28 p.m..
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
man i just made the yummiest batch of home made fries ever!
they were night and brown and crispy and delicious!
i hate untill i was sick. i am sick now. lol damn the potatoe-y goodness!
sheesh, ive had heart burn for days! it doesnt go away!
and now ive got a wicked bad head ach
thing i might lie down for a nap
ohhhhh
thats what im going to do!
getme a blanket and cuddle in for a nap!
ill write more in a couple hours
*smiles*
nap time
they were night and brown and crispy and delicious!
i hate untill i was sick. i am sick now. lol damn the potatoe-y goodness!
sheesh, ive had heart burn for days! it doesnt go away!
and now ive got a wicked bad head ach
thing i might lie down for a nap
ohhhhh
thats what im going to do!
getme a blanket and cuddle in for a nap!
ill write more in a couple hours
*smiles*
nap time
pezzyann was fooled on 7:08 p.m..
Monday, January 23, 2006
well
its been a while, huh?
hmmm what is there to talk about
not a whole lot, really
put my 2 weeks notice in today
nearly creamed by undies when i did it! hahah so excited. but so nervous. i get kind sick to my stomach whn i think about it now.
oh man, knows i never ate a can of corn for supper today
then a huge bowl of corn flakes with 2 bananas
mmmm
so yeah it was pretty damn cold today huh?
its the kind of cold and wind that blows the boos right out of your nose! i walked home today wearing a wife beater, te shirt, hooded sweater, coat and another coat on top of that with my big scarf and mittens
and i was still cold
and my nose was still dripping hehe (ewww)
i had such a good weekend. perry was here since thursday i spent the whole weekend with amy and robyn, ended up downtown 2 nights in a row..
retarted
im off work tomorow. its 1042 pm i think i might go to sleep and get a good 10 or 11 hours sleep
hehe
ohhhh sleeeeping in!
mmm
sounds so good
anyways im off again
gotta go have another anxiety attack i guess
hehe
goodbye for now!
ps: RIP squish
its been a while, huh?
hmmm what is there to talk about
not a whole lot, really
put my 2 weeks notice in today
nearly creamed by undies when i did it! hahah so excited. but so nervous. i get kind sick to my stomach whn i think about it now.
oh man, knows i never ate a can of corn for supper today
then a huge bowl of corn flakes with 2 bananas
mmmm
so yeah it was pretty damn cold today huh?
its the kind of cold and wind that blows the boos right out of your nose! i walked home today wearing a wife beater, te shirt, hooded sweater, coat and another coat on top of that with my big scarf and mittens
and i was still cold
and my nose was still dripping hehe (ewww)
i had such a good weekend. perry was here since thursday i spent the whole weekend with amy and robyn, ended up downtown 2 nights in a row..
retarted
im off work tomorow. its 1042 pm i think i might go to sleep and get a good 10 or 11 hours sleep
hehe
ohhhh sleeeeping in!
mmm
sounds so good
anyways im off again
gotta go have another anxiety attack i guess
hehe
goodbye for now!
ps: RIP squish
pezzyann was fooled on 10:22 p.m..
its the end of the month.. one of 12 I don't like...
pezzyann was fooled on 10:22 p.m..
Thursday, January 05, 2006
sheldon, jenn me and mike (man that shirt does nothing for my "figure"! why didnt anyone tell me! hah) -christmas eve. everyone very drunk
pezzyann was fooled on 11:06 p.m..
happy new year! lol
pezzyann was fooled on 11:03 p.m..
me and sheldon being very creepy.actually, sheldon looks creepy i look scared. and oh my god, look at that chin! haha
pezzyann was fooled on 11:00 p.m..
shots shots shots!
pezzyann was fooled on 10:58 p.m..
pezzyann was fooled on 10:56 p.m..
some time since last update ..
so some time has passed since i last updated
not much more has happened.
just hanging around here
i had an AMAZING christmas! everything went wonderful! i got so many wonderful gifts!
and new years was so fun! we went drinking here, then we all went downtown. what a time i had. never got home till goin on 3.. knows i never had work in the morning LOL
wanna see someone grumpy, tired, sick and troubleshooting in their sleep? oh its me haha
but i had a good night. i wouldve stayed out alllll night if i could have!
work has been sucky as always. thank god for all the girls i sit with! (and the guys, of course) if it werent for them, id seriously lose my head!
hmmmm not much more to update on.. perky is moving in town! ohhh the news made me so happy! i had no idea! and robyn will be movin in too! - well, almost in town haha a few minutes outside of town anyway! well, busses dont even run out there .. so its not really town.. but closer then bay roberts anyway! haha im so happy. and gst is comin out! mmmhmm
me and andrea are talking about going out and gettin loaded together friday night now lol
mmmhmmm gst check gone to drinking!
omg is anyone else gettin the pop ups that are talking now?!? little sneeky buggers! frightens me everytime!
-- dear ** I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me and think solely about themselves and you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90's your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday --
not much more has happened.
just hanging around here
i had an AMAZING christmas! everything went wonderful! i got so many wonderful gifts!
and new years was so fun! we went drinking here, then we all went downtown. what a time i had. never got home till goin on 3.. knows i never had work in the morning LOL
wanna see someone grumpy, tired, sick and troubleshooting in their sleep? oh its me haha
but i had a good night. i wouldve stayed out alllll night if i could have!
work has been sucky as always. thank god for all the girls i sit with! (and the guys, of course) if it werent for them, id seriously lose my head!
hmmmm not much more to update on.. perky is moving in town! ohhh the news made me so happy! i had no idea! and robyn will be movin in too! - well, almost in town haha a few minutes outside of town anyway! well, busses dont even run out there .. so its not really town.. but closer then bay roberts anyway! haha im so happy. and gst is comin out! mmmhmm
me and andrea are talking about going out and gettin loaded together friday night now lol
mmmhmmm gst check gone to drinking!
omg is anyone else gettin the pop ups that are talking now?!? little sneeky buggers! frightens me everytime!
-- dear ** I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me and think solely about themselves and you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90's your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday --
pezzyann was fooled on 10:27 p.m..