Wednesday, March 29, 2006
My birthday. Today. wasnt as bad and lonely as i thought it would be! i got lots of calls, lots of msg on msn hehe a couple real cute ecards..
me and my friend mike T (you know who im talking about pam!) actually went out for a while. he called and asked me to go out for something to eat... got in the car and i was like, its my birthday... haha and hes like no it isnt. are you serious?
so we hung out, went to pizza hut. cought the place on fire. (seriously!) haha
we were sat at this booth and this bright light was hanging down the middle of the table. so mike had this bright idea of covering the lightbulb with a piece of paper. i was like mike, thats gonna catch on fire.
he was like no no it wont blah blah
so anyway, this smoke starts belowing out of the light shade and this wicked bad smell starts and the paper is actually on FIRE. i laughed and laughed. (after we managed to put it out) well lord jesus.
work is going okay. stressful though. we got like one day training and theyre like, go to it! work work! so were actually working now. i have no idea what im doing. its retarted. soooo confusing lol.
itll get easier im sure. they gave me a pink rose though for my birthday. that was cool. and merlin/darleen gave me payless gift cert. and a pair of slipper/sandals. and mike got me a chain/charm and earings. very pretty.
anyways i spose thats it for now. got no funny stories or anything to tell tonight. im tired actually. it IS 10:30. lol bedtime for me.
im an old fart
hah
xo
oh yeah, mike got me a birthday cake. thank god. all i was thinking is i just want a birthday cake. something .. anything.. and i got my cake.
pretty damn good too.
me and my friend mike T (you know who im talking about pam!) actually went out for a while. he called and asked me to go out for something to eat... got in the car and i was like, its my birthday... haha and hes like no it isnt. are you serious?
so we hung out, went to pizza hut. cought the place on fire. (seriously!) haha
we were sat at this booth and this bright light was hanging down the middle of the table. so mike had this bright idea of covering the lightbulb with a piece of paper. i was like mike, thats gonna catch on fire.
he was like no no it wont blah blah
so anyway, this smoke starts belowing out of the light shade and this wicked bad smell starts and the paper is actually on FIRE. i laughed and laughed. (after we managed to put it out) well lord jesus.
work is going okay. stressful though. we got like one day training and theyre like, go to it! work work! so were actually working now. i have no idea what im doing. its retarted. soooo confusing lol.
itll get easier im sure. they gave me a pink rose though for my birthday. that was cool. and merlin/darleen gave me payless gift cert. and a pair of slipper/sandals. and mike got me a chain/charm and earings. very pretty.
anyways i spose thats it for now. got no funny stories or anything to tell tonight. im tired actually. it IS 10:30. lol bedtime for me.
im an old fart
hah
xo
oh yeah, mike got me a birthday cake. thank god. all i was thinking is i just want a birthday cake. something .. anything.. and i got my cake.
pretty damn good too.
pezzyann was fooled on 1:55 a.m..
Sunday, March 26, 2006
so yesterday was mikes birthday. i got up 4:30 in the morning, cooked him a big breakfast, made him a nice supper, we did the cake and gift thing then we went to the casino for a bit
man that place is dangerous! i put like 10$ in quarters in this one machine! i was like quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, lol mike did alright for himself. won like 15 $ in quarters. i stole some though. then the fuckin power went!
it went in the whole city!
well, thats not true... in some places, the power worked. like it was gone here in the apartment, but across the street it was on. the buzzer system to get into the apartment wasnt working though so me and mike had to wait in the porch for someone to let us in.. and anyways, the whole sky lit up bright blue and the the power across the street went.. all the cars started honking (the street lights went too, obviously) and that was it. the city was just dark. then big light blue sky again and the lights across the street came back on. it wasnt lightening. i dont know what it was. everyones been saying it was a transformer thingie or another blowin up.
hahaha
anyway it was happenin through out the night
and by 12 the power was still gone
but me and mike were in the bed and i heard a big bang. so me, being nosey, jumped out of bed to look out the window. then there it was again.. BANG
someone was throwing something at our window!
so mike was all like, "lesley get the fuck out of the window.. blah blah" and i was all like i wanna see mike. its not a fuckin gun or anything. so i peeped through the blinds and this old couple were like throwing fuckin snow balls at our window!
obviously they had the wrong apartment. they were just trying to get in cause the buzzer thing wasnt working hahahaha so i wanted to open the window and be all like, "pack off wrong fuckin window" but mike was frightened to death and wouldnt let me do anything
haha
god love him.
everyone talks like this city is so big and bad.
the only thing you gotta watch for really, is the creepy inuit.
but all you gotta do is make a native friend. then go out with her and stuff. native dont jump native. ahaha so your safe.
but seriously.. it aint that bad here. no ones gonna shoot you through your bedroom window. this aint the fuckin broncs or something. were actually in a quiet part of town.
its up by main street and the oil can and shit you gotta watch yourself. thats where the real weirdos are
ahhah
oh my
stats me new job tomorrow. some nerovous too, good lord.
wish me luck
pray for me! for the love of god. i know im gonna do something real stupid right off the bat.
lol
poor me. im so clumsy sometimes.
hahah
oh my
OBSESSED with johny cash!
man that place is dangerous! i put like 10$ in quarters in this one machine! i was like quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, quarter pull handle, lol mike did alright for himself. won like 15 $ in quarters. i stole some though. then the fuckin power went!
it went in the whole city!
well, thats not true... in some places, the power worked. like it was gone here in the apartment, but across the street it was on. the buzzer system to get into the apartment wasnt working though so me and mike had to wait in the porch for someone to let us in.. and anyways, the whole sky lit up bright blue and the the power across the street went.. all the cars started honking (the street lights went too, obviously) and that was it. the city was just dark. then big light blue sky again and the lights across the street came back on. it wasnt lightening. i dont know what it was. everyones been saying it was a transformer thingie or another blowin up.
hahaha
anyway it was happenin through out the night
and by 12 the power was still gone
but me and mike were in the bed and i heard a big bang. so me, being nosey, jumped out of bed to look out the window. then there it was again.. BANG
someone was throwing something at our window!
so mike was all like, "lesley get the fuck out of the window.. blah blah" and i was all like i wanna see mike. its not a fuckin gun or anything. so i peeped through the blinds and this old couple were like throwing fuckin snow balls at our window!
obviously they had the wrong apartment. they were just trying to get in cause the buzzer thing wasnt working hahahaha so i wanted to open the window and be all like, "pack off wrong fuckin window" but mike was frightened to death and wouldnt let me do anything
haha
god love him.
everyone talks like this city is so big and bad.
the only thing you gotta watch for really, is the creepy inuit.
but all you gotta do is make a native friend. then go out with her and stuff. native dont jump native. ahaha so your safe.
but seriously.. it aint that bad here. no ones gonna shoot you through your bedroom window. this aint the fuckin broncs or something. were actually in a quiet part of town.
its up by main street and the oil can and shit you gotta watch yourself. thats where the real weirdos are
ahhah
oh my
stats me new job tomorrow. some nerovous too, good lord.
wish me luck
pray for me! for the love of god. i know im gonna do something real stupid right off the bat.
lol
poor me. im so clumsy sometimes.
hahah
oh my
OBSESSED with johny cash!
pezzyann was fooled on 3:33 p.m..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Knows i never got the job!
at the law firm!
holy cow!
im gonna faint!
im soooo excited! so much money!
i think im going to just get naked, dip myself in honey and roll around naked in the cash!
(dip me in honey and throw me to the lesbians! heh)
im writting this post in yellow. yellow like my delisious butter.
see, i knew when i found my butter and my farmers meat balls and gravy that it was going to be a good day.
it is indeed.. a very very good day.
about freggin time too, id say!
good lord.
ive been waiting
at the law firm!
holy cow!
im gonna faint!
im soooo excited! so much money!
i think im going to just get naked, dip myself in honey and roll around naked in the cash!
(dip me in honey and throw me to the lesbians! heh)
im writting this post in yellow. yellow like my delisious butter.
see, i knew when i found my butter and my farmers meat balls and gravy that it was going to be a good day.
it is indeed.. a very very good day.
about freggin time too, id say!
good lord.
ive been waiting
pezzyann was fooled on 8:47 p.m..
unwritten
I am unwritten,
can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries,
are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries,
are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
pezzyann was fooled on 8:43 p.m..
the world dont move to te beat of just one drum
haha
i love that commercial.. the ikea one, i think, with the chinese man singing, "now the world dont move to the beat of just one drum... what might be right for you may not be right for some!"
hehe
reminds me of some song youd sing in elementry or something
very cute.
so i got the internet installed today!
was supposed to be done yesterday but that didnt work out of course..
so i asked them yesterday to call me before they show up today. and 9 this morning, buddy calls and wakes me up. so i was all groggy and like, "hello"
"uh, hi, this is doug from shaw"
"oh shit. where are you?"
"in the driveway"
so i was like damnit and rolled out of bed! barely had enough time to put some undies on and he was at the door. so i stumbeled to the door (hair huge and messy, pale as a ghost, mascara all over my eyes..fat lady thong hanging out everywhere, good ol wife beater on..)
and he was a cutie pie too..
so while he was doing something or another with the modem i brushed my teeth, washed my face and tried to do something with my hair to make it almost look decent
hahah
good lord
but here i am on the internet!
can i get a woot woot
i went shopping after the tech left. got ready and walked uptown to get mikes birthday gift. which wasnt in. (grrrr angry) then i went to safeway
and HELLO
EVERSWEET BUTTER!!
i danced and everything! right in the butter isle. (danced after i squeeled a little) so then i came home and put tried to find whatever i could that i could put butter on
lol
needless to say i ate about a package of crackers lol
oh my god, im STARVING
im cooking supper for everyone tonight.. so i gotta wait like 4 more hours.
shiiiiiit im about to start chewing on my arm
anyway i guess thats all for now
ill update more later
xo
i love that commercial.. the ikea one, i think, with the chinese man singing, "now the world dont move to the beat of just one drum... what might be right for you may not be right for some!"
hehe
reminds me of some song youd sing in elementry or something
very cute.
so i got the internet installed today!
was supposed to be done yesterday but that didnt work out of course..
so i asked them yesterday to call me before they show up today. and 9 this morning, buddy calls and wakes me up. so i was all groggy and like, "hello"
"uh, hi, this is doug from shaw"
"oh shit. where are you?"
"in the driveway"
so i was like damnit and rolled out of bed! barely had enough time to put some undies on and he was at the door. so i stumbeled to the door (hair huge and messy, pale as a ghost, mascara all over my eyes..fat lady thong hanging out everywhere, good ol wife beater on..)
and he was a cutie pie too..
so while he was doing something or another with the modem i brushed my teeth, washed my face and tried to do something with my hair to make it almost look decent
hahah
good lord
but here i am on the internet!
can i get a woot woot
i went shopping after the tech left. got ready and walked uptown to get mikes birthday gift. which wasnt in. (grrrr angry) then i went to safeway
and HELLO
EVERSWEET BUTTER!!
i danced and everything! right in the butter isle. (danced after i squeeled a little) so then i came home and put tried to find whatever i could that i could put butter on
lol
needless to say i ate about a package of crackers lol
oh my god, im STARVING
im cooking supper for everyone tonight.. so i gotta wait like 4 more hours.
shiiiiiit im about to start chewing on my arm
anyway i guess thats all for now
ill update more later
xo
pezzyann was fooled on 6:56 p.m..
Sunday, March 19, 2006
just a quick update
im gettin interent installed tuesday
thank the good lord!
im sittin in the lobby of the hotel now i got half an hour before i start work
hah
loves wireless internet
man theres some crack heads going in and out of this hotel today
its going to be a fun fun night!
heh
anyways i guess thats it for now.
xo
im gettin interent installed tuesday
thank the good lord!
im sittin in the lobby of the hotel now i got half an hour before i start work
hah
loves wireless internet
man theres some crack heads going in and out of this hotel today
its going to be a fun fun night!
heh
anyways i guess thats it for now.
xo
pezzyann was fooled on 5:45 p.m..
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
hey mom and dad
im here at an internet cafe sort of thing. hahah 4 dollars for an hour of internet. not too bad.
i got my lap top working again but no internet. i got no one else to "steal" internet off of so im gonna have to... dear i say it ... ORDER THE INTERNET.... yuck!
didnt wanna have to do that! that stinks.
work is going better!
dennis leaves today! or well, he left! no more old man to make me mad!! woooohooo!
the thing i can thing of when i think of him leaving is that old song thingie, "ding dong the witch is dead" hehehe
things at the apartmnent are goiing okay
his parents still think im "free loading" and stuff. and mike still dont pick up for me. which really hurts.. but ill live. i just ignore them. i know what i am and what im not so it doesnt bother me.
i just wish hed pick up for me more. thats all.
but ill live
i got a new journal too that im making.
well, i got 2 new ones.
one is a journal just my thoughts and stuff, a normal journal that im gonna send to whoever wants to read it.
the other is a gratitude journal.
every day (or almost everyday) im going to try to find 5 things im grateful for. even small things, like, my hair straightner hehe. i dont know. most journals are about complaining and writing about all the things that are going wrong. well this one is just a reminder or all the things i have that i can be thankful for or greatful for.
so when im having a bad day and i think the world is against me, i can look back and say "hey, maybe it isnt so bad after all.."
oprah says, "If the only prayer you have is thank you.. then thats enough"
hmmm im craving chinese food like CRAZY..
totally gonna have some for supper hehe
oh my.
oh! crazy story!
last night, joleen was working 3-11 at her new job too. so we were caling back and forth to eachother all night haha 11 she calls and says she missed he bus and asked if i wanted to go out. so i was like, sure! why not..
so we went to this club/bar/eatery/hotel called the padollan. it was a nice spot. not many people around.. so we sat in these huge fluffy red leather chairs and just hung out for a few hours and had such a laugh. it was nice gettin out with a girl! we gossiped and giggled. it was so fun. i really needed it. we were drinking shots called "skittles" all night too. theyre not strong. its mostly lime juice and a little bit of something else. tastes like green skittles. yummy hehe
we had a good time.
anyway around 2, i was like yeah i gotta get home. so we got a cab. anyway we had the windows down cause we were smoking and we were stopped at a red light. anyways, next thing i knows this buddy is runnin right for my window screamin something! well holy cripes! i nearly messed myself! i locked my door and was like,m holy shit drive!!! the cab driver had to run a red light hahaha
then he was mumbeling something about %$@#$*&^$# crackheads and stuff. tooo funny. dangerous/creepy/scary at the time. but now its pretty funny. youve got to be soooo careful up here. gotta watch yourself allll the time.
oh, theres this guy at work, id say his about dads age that comes down and chats all the time. and hes right into the internet and stuff, so he bes in the lobby on the comp there alot and we share jokes and stuff. so yesterday he went to the store, came back and called me to the counter.. and he said, "this is for being so sweet all the time" and handed me over a back of lindor chocolates! my favourite!
it was so nice. :-) i just smiled and said thanks. hehe im not very good at recieving gifts.. hes really night anyway., i think dad would get along with him. hehe
anyway i guess thats it for now.
ill write more the next chance i get to get online.
love you both
take care
im doing well, dont worry about me :-) im being very safe. i dont talk to strangers. and id never get into a car of a stranger heheh
XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX times a billion
les
i made this post green. like skittles yum
im here at an internet cafe sort of thing. hahah 4 dollars for an hour of internet. not too bad.
i got my lap top working again but no internet. i got no one else to "steal" internet off of so im gonna have to... dear i say it ... ORDER THE INTERNET.... yuck!
didnt wanna have to do that! that stinks.
work is going better!
dennis leaves today! or well, he left! no more old man to make me mad!! woooohooo!
the thing i can thing of when i think of him leaving is that old song thingie, "ding dong the witch is dead" hehehe
things at the apartmnent are goiing okay
his parents still think im "free loading" and stuff. and mike still dont pick up for me. which really hurts.. but ill live. i just ignore them. i know what i am and what im not so it doesnt bother me.
i just wish hed pick up for me more. thats all.
but ill live
i got a new journal too that im making.
well, i got 2 new ones.
one is a journal just my thoughts and stuff, a normal journal that im gonna send to whoever wants to read it.
the other is a gratitude journal.
every day (or almost everyday) im going to try to find 5 things im grateful for. even small things, like, my hair straightner hehe. i dont know. most journals are about complaining and writing about all the things that are going wrong. well this one is just a reminder or all the things i have that i can be thankful for or greatful for.
so when im having a bad day and i think the world is against me, i can look back and say "hey, maybe it isnt so bad after all.."
oprah says, "If the only prayer you have is thank you.. then thats enough"
hmmm im craving chinese food like CRAZY..
totally gonna have some for supper hehe
oh my.
oh! crazy story!
last night, joleen was working 3-11 at her new job too. so we were caling back and forth to eachother all night haha 11 she calls and says she missed he bus and asked if i wanted to go out. so i was like, sure! why not..
so we went to this club/bar/eatery/hotel called the padollan. it was a nice spot. not many people around.. so we sat in these huge fluffy red leather chairs and just hung out for a few hours and had such a laugh. it was nice gettin out with a girl! we gossiped and giggled. it was so fun. i really needed it. we were drinking shots called "skittles" all night too. theyre not strong. its mostly lime juice and a little bit of something else. tastes like green skittles. yummy hehe
we had a good time.
anyway around 2, i was like yeah i gotta get home. so we got a cab. anyway we had the windows down cause we were smoking and we were stopped at a red light. anyways, next thing i knows this buddy is runnin right for my window screamin something! well holy cripes! i nearly messed myself! i locked my door and was like,m holy shit drive!!! the cab driver had to run a red light hahaha
then he was mumbeling something about %$@#$*&^$# crackheads and stuff. tooo funny. dangerous/creepy/scary at the time. but now its pretty funny. youve got to be soooo careful up here. gotta watch yourself allll the time.
oh, theres this guy at work, id say his about dads age that comes down and chats all the time. and hes right into the internet and stuff, so he bes in the lobby on the comp there alot and we share jokes and stuff. so yesterday he went to the store, came back and called me to the counter.. and he said, "this is for being so sweet all the time" and handed me over a back of lindor chocolates! my favourite!
it was so nice. :-) i just smiled and said thanks. hehe im not very good at recieving gifts.. hes really night anyway., i think dad would get along with him. hehe
anyway i guess thats it for now.
ill write more the next chance i get to get online.
love you both
take care
im doing well, dont worry about me :-) im being very safe. i dont talk to strangers. and id never get into a car of a stranger heheh
XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX times a billion
les
i made this post green. like skittles yum
pezzyann was fooled on 7:20 p.m..
Saturday, March 11, 2006
In the darkest part of you that you have ever seen
In the smile of the child staring at the TV screen
In the diary of a priest, in the sheets that lie upon his bed
Out there amongst the waves and inside your lover's head
There is only one... thing
There is only one... thing
20 years asleep before we sleep... forever
20 years asleep before we sleep... forever
live through this and you wont look back
live through this and you wont look back
live through this and you wont look back
im not sorry i met you
im not sorry its over
im not sorry
theres nothing to say
In the smile of the child staring at the TV screen
In the diary of a priest, in the sheets that lie upon his bed
Out there amongst the waves and inside your lover's head
There is only one... thing
There is only one... thing
20 years asleep before we sleep... forever
20 years asleep before we sleep... forever
live through this and you wont look back
live through this and you wont look back
live through this and you wont look back
im not sorry i met you
im not sorry its over
im not sorry
theres nothing to say
pezzyann was fooled on 12:09 a.m..
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hey guysjust a quick note..cant call me at work anymore.no personal calls. period.good lord.what a jerk.anyway. so im working 7-3 tomorrow. then im off thursdayso im going to that comp place tomorrow after work re printing my resume then applying down to the hotel with the other girls.the "new management" is kinda rude and mean (example.. the whole, you need to lose weight bit)never mindthe fact hes an old fart whos so big himself he just had a heart attack recently and bypass surgery.
scott wants us to clean all the time too. which is fine, i dont mind cleaning. but the man wants us to dump the fridge and clean the inside corners with q tips and bleech everything and pull out the 2 tonne industrial freezers to clean the back and bottom.which, fine, i could deal with that.but to top it off. im gonna have 2 weeks of nightshift a month now.and not only that, were NOT ALOUD TO LOCK THE DOORS ANYMORE!like whats that about?!?
i have to sit in that hotel with a cash register, a safe.. MONEY and food, and they want me to sit there alone with the doors left wide open for all the drunks and crack heads to walk in off the street at 4 in the morning?!??!?
he says its not "customer friendly" to have the doors locked.well, its not customer safety to have one girl sittin on a pile of cash all night long by herself with doors wide open for everyone.why not just put up a sign that says "rob me"
im not doing it.
ill stay there and ill clean and ill deal with the old man but i REFUSE to sit there by myself all night with no protection at all. ill tell scott too when the time comes. im not doing it. the police themselves said that our hotel is the worse theyve seen when it comes to violence and drugs.
.i dont mind when everythings on lock up.. but to have nothing? i think its a little too much.
mel was the heart of that place and they just ripped it right out.its too bad.
i mean, i loved the girls there, i like ALL the guests, we all get a long so well. we all had such a good time and everything. and now its all shot to shit. so im applyin for that other job. it pays more. theres no over night shifts.. theres 2 girls on at a time (or more) its still just down the road, we have our front desk duties.. (not front desk/housekeeping)so ill try it.and if i dont get it.. ill stay at the best canadian inn.but i will NOT do overnights for 2 weeks a month. and i will not do them unless the doors are locked at all times.and if theyre going to fire me.. so be it.ill work at a grocery store for $15.50 an hour!
on a lighter note..heh
theres a photographer here that i talk to all the time about pictures an stuff. he asked to see some of mine so i got sheldon to send some into me. its fun. he asked what kind of pics i like taking and i said natural ones.. like babies.. people when theyre sleeping, people when they dont know im takin the pic and theyre just acting natural.he was really surprised cause hes never heard of anyone else takin pics of people while they sleep besides him. so ill show him some and see if he gets my approvial. hehwho knows! a recomindation from a photographer might help me get into school better huh?
thatd be cool!
I started another journal today.this time, instead of complainin all the time and writing about all the things going wrong, im sarting a "gratitude journal"so everyday i have to find at least 5 things that im greatful for. even small things.. like my shoes.. my hair straightner, mikes smile, mel, text messages.. those kind of things.so maybe when im having a real bad day and complaing all the time i can take a minute, look back through it and say, "yeah well, look at all the things i have to be greatful for.."
oh, a bit of phlisophy (cant spell that word) the photographer (from texas) also told me.. which i will stick with for ever.."If you wouldnt do it for free... then dont do it for money"
i like if. if you dont do it because it makes you happy, then dont do it just for the sake of money..i dont know. something to think about.
anyways thats all for now.its 11 and i have work at 7. booooo:-(
i love you both.
i will talk to you soon
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox times infinity.
les
scott wants us to clean all the time too. which is fine, i dont mind cleaning. but the man wants us to dump the fridge and clean the inside corners with q tips and bleech everything and pull out the 2 tonne industrial freezers to clean the back and bottom.which, fine, i could deal with that.but to top it off. im gonna have 2 weeks of nightshift a month now.and not only that, were NOT ALOUD TO LOCK THE DOORS ANYMORE!like whats that about?!?
i have to sit in that hotel with a cash register, a safe.. MONEY and food, and they want me to sit there alone with the doors left wide open for all the drunks and crack heads to walk in off the street at 4 in the morning?!??!?
he says its not "customer friendly" to have the doors locked.well, its not customer safety to have one girl sittin on a pile of cash all night long by herself with doors wide open for everyone.why not just put up a sign that says "rob me"
im not doing it.
ill stay there and ill clean and ill deal with the old man but i REFUSE to sit there by myself all night with no protection at all. ill tell scott too when the time comes. im not doing it. the police themselves said that our hotel is the worse theyve seen when it comes to violence and drugs.
.i dont mind when everythings on lock up.. but to have nothing? i think its a little too much.
mel was the heart of that place and they just ripped it right out.its too bad.
i mean, i loved the girls there, i like ALL the guests, we all get a long so well. we all had such a good time and everything. and now its all shot to shit. so im applyin for that other job. it pays more. theres no over night shifts.. theres 2 girls on at a time (or more) its still just down the road, we have our front desk duties.. (not front desk/housekeeping)so ill try it.and if i dont get it.. ill stay at the best canadian inn.but i will NOT do overnights for 2 weeks a month. and i will not do them unless the doors are locked at all times.and if theyre going to fire me.. so be it.ill work at a grocery store for $15.50 an hour!
on a lighter note..heh
theres a photographer here that i talk to all the time about pictures an stuff. he asked to see some of mine so i got sheldon to send some into me. its fun. he asked what kind of pics i like taking and i said natural ones.. like babies.. people when theyre sleeping, people when they dont know im takin the pic and theyre just acting natural.he was really surprised cause hes never heard of anyone else takin pics of people while they sleep besides him. so ill show him some and see if he gets my approvial. hehwho knows! a recomindation from a photographer might help me get into school better huh?
thatd be cool!
I started another journal today.this time, instead of complainin all the time and writing about all the things going wrong, im sarting a "gratitude journal"so everyday i have to find at least 5 things that im greatful for. even small things.. like my shoes.. my hair straightner, mikes smile, mel, text messages.. those kind of things.so maybe when im having a real bad day and complaing all the time i can take a minute, look back through it and say, "yeah well, look at all the things i have to be greatful for.."
oh, a bit of phlisophy (cant spell that word) the photographer (from texas) also told me.. which i will stick with for ever.."If you wouldnt do it for free... then dont do it for money"
i like if. if you dont do it because it makes you happy, then dont do it just for the sake of money..i dont know. something to think about.
anyways thats all for now.its 11 and i have work at 7. booooo:-(
i love you both.
i will talk to you soon
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox times infinity.
les
pezzyann was fooled on 2:37 a.m..
Friday, March 03, 2006
Ive been puttin it off since sunday. but im finally doing laundry hah. How long is a cycle normally on a washer anyway? its been on for like half an hour. i think i should check it
hah
it was done. and now its it the dryer. not bad for 11:30 in the morning. im on a roll. woot woot.
im working tonight. well, 3-11. it was supposed to be my day off but i figured i might as well pick up an extra shift.
i need the money.
plus i love the 3-11 shift. especially on weekends. so i dont mind at all :-)
mikes dad got laid off yesterday. id say theyre only staying a little long. maybe the rest of this month. then theyre leaving again. so that means me and mike gotta move!
damnit.
and we have NO furniture at all. so if we wanna find something real cheap, its not gonna be furnished. which means well have to buy some cocksuckin furniture. geeze. its been screw up after screw up since we got here!
but i made some awsome friends and i love my job. hehe ill grin and bear it.
i think i might look for another job too. like maybe one that goes from like 3-9 or something
or 3-8 or whatever. hahah you think im crooked now? wait and see me working 3 jobs 7 days a week. i wont be fit to shake a stick at!
LOL
especially if i gotta work somewhere like freekin IGA (a grocery store here across the street)
but then again, it pays like 11$ an hour. and itll only be a few hours a night. so
i dont know! hah i guess we'll see what happens.
hmmm, well i guess thats it for now. i dont have an funny stories to tell today. i might have some tomorrow though.. from tonight. LOL
lord only knows whatll happen on a friday night.
over nights were the best though. teehee
oh the things you see on overnights!
*im not sorry i met you
Im not sorry it's over
Im not sorry ... there's nothing to say
you live through this ... you wont look back*
hah
it was done. and now its it the dryer. not bad for 11:30 in the morning. im on a roll. woot woot.
im working tonight. well, 3-11. it was supposed to be my day off but i figured i might as well pick up an extra shift.
i need the money.
plus i love the 3-11 shift. especially on weekends. so i dont mind at all :-)
mikes dad got laid off yesterday. id say theyre only staying a little long. maybe the rest of this month. then theyre leaving again. so that means me and mike gotta move!
damnit.
and we have NO furniture at all. so if we wanna find something real cheap, its not gonna be furnished. which means well have to buy some cocksuckin furniture. geeze. its been screw up after screw up since we got here!
but i made some awsome friends and i love my job. hehe ill grin and bear it.
i think i might look for another job too. like maybe one that goes from like 3-9 or something
or 3-8 or whatever. hahah you think im crooked now? wait and see me working 3 jobs 7 days a week. i wont be fit to shake a stick at!
LOL
especially if i gotta work somewhere like freekin IGA (a grocery store here across the street)
but then again, it pays like 11$ an hour. and itll only be a few hours a night. so
i dont know! hah i guess we'll see what happens.
hmmm, well i guess thats it for now. i dont have an funny stories to tell today. i might have some tomorrow though.. from tonight. LOL
lord only knows whatll happen on a friday night.
over nights were the best though. teehee
oh the things you see on overnights!
*im not sorry i met you
Im not sorry it's over
Im not sorry ... there's nothing to say
you live through this ... you wont look back*
pezzyann was fooled on 2:41 p.m..
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
work is going well. im off tomorrow so me and joleen is coming here drinking then going to the newfoundlander later hah
lord knows theres nothing else to do on a wednesday night!
i hope they dont have the lights on all night and like.. the radio playing hah
i hope its club-ish
i spoke to missy and she said there bes people there and stuff.. its just not packed. which is alright! anyone to talk to is good. hah
and im drinkin the rev. And we all know what that does to me!
last time i sucked back a few of them i ended up pants down, bare ass up on the bathroom floor with a bump on the head.
and then i tore up the floor boards at breakers by accident
hah
oopps.
so were in for a good night.
i was supposed to be off for the next 2 nights but amanda called and asked if i can take her shift for friday. i said yes, of course. im loving the hours. and i like the 3-11 shift. so i got 3-11 al weekend. woot woot
thats it for now
gotta get cleanin
joleen will be here in a bit
i hope i have a good night
wish me luck
lord knows theres nothing else to do on a wednesday night!
i hope they dont have the lights on all night and like.. the radio playing hah
i hope its club-ish
i spoke to missy and she said there bes people there and stuff.. its just not packed. which is alright! anyone to talk to is good. hah
and im drinkin the rev. And we all know what that does to me!
last time i sucked back a few of them i ended up pants down, bare ass up on the bathroom floor with a bump on the head.
and then i tore up the floor boards at breakers by accident
hah
oopps.
so were in for a good night.
i was supposed to be off for the next 2 nights but amanda called and asked if i can take her shift for friday. i said yes, of course. im loving the hours. and i like the 3-11 shift. so i got 3-11 al weekend. woot woot
thats it for now
gotta get cleanin
joleen will be here in a bit
i hope i have a good night
wish me luck
pezzyann was fooled on 9:25 p.m..