Monday, June 11, 2007

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know im alive but i feel like ive died
And all thats left is to accept that its over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made
I try to keep warm but i just grow colder
I feel like im slipping away

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After ive cried my last, therell be beauty from pain
Though it wont be today,
Someday ill hope again
And therell be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best i can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
Ill wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though i cant understand why this happened
I know that i will when i look back someday
And see how youve brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After ive cried my last, therell be beauty from pain
Though it wont be today,Someday ill hope again
And therell be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here i am, at the end of me
Tryin to hold to what i cant see
I forgot how to hope
This nights been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, i still will remain
After ive cried my last, therell be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today,Someday ill hope again
And therell be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
pezzyann was fooled on 4:03 a.m..


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Letter to Robyns mom
dearest Mrs Daphne Walsh
first i would like to start by saying how beautiful you look today. And have you lost weight? your hair looks very lovely like that. and that shirt.. its definitely your color. Now, down to business. It has been brought to my attention that there is a possibility of you moving to Peach River.

Now, i have to be blunt here. I was not pleased. I have come up with some reasons that are very reasonable and i think that they make a very strong argument against you leavin and takin Robyn with you.

before you read further, please go to this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP1oV5b8ap0 and let the music play in the background. (you know, for more effect)

Reason 1.
like salt and pepper, apples and oranges, shoes and purses, we go in a pair. it is very common that when out in public we like to meet and enjoy the company of nice people. in introducing ourselves, we often say " I am Goober (pointing to myself) she is Goober (pointing to Robyn) We and Gooberlicious." Now, in the event that you move and take Robyn with you, it will result in me just standing there saying "I am Goober" and lets face it. no one likes the Goober who stands alone.

if you will please refer to the first attachment named "pie chart 1" it will outline the results that may occure if Robyn was to leave. Further more, this will affect my social status as well as make me very sad.

Reason 2.
As we are all awear robyn has just purchased a brand new tred mill. The tred mill is a great (yet very expensive) way to maintain good health and fitness. If you were to move, robyn is not able to fold up and take her tred mill. this move with result in Robyn leavin behind her tred mill and ultimatly putting her health as risk. This could and will jepradize her health and welness. This, in turn, can make her very sick as well as make me very sad.

Reason 3.
The time difference between here and Alberta is 3 and 1/2 hours. This can make even the easiest conversation a challange. Robyn will have to obtain employment while she is there, causing her to work god only knows what hours, which can result in us having to make msn and phone conversations at odd times of the day or night. it might so well happen that the only talk time we have may be at 11 or 12 Alberta time, which is 2:30 or 3:30 my time. this will greatly affect my sleeping pattern and may cause me to develope abnormal sleeping habbits. this, in turn, can affect my job oppertunities, eating schedule and as worse as it may get, i may not get the full 8 hours required by all the sleeping specialists to maintain a healthy lifestyle throughout the day. this can cause me to lose my much needed beauty sleep as well as make me very sad.

please referr to attachment 2, marked "sleep chat 2"

Reason 4
The only person who tells me the truth about how i look is Robyn. If robyn leaves, and i go out, i wont have a reliable opinion on how my outift looks of what shoes go best. This unfortunate turn of events can lead to me goin out in public lookin like a fool while everyone looks at me in horror and some even threaten to call the fashion police. No one will tell me i look boxy or my love handles are out to much of my boobs look loopy. this could lead to some perminate self destructive issues in the future.
I need someone to tell me when i have drooled a little or ive got a boo or something in my teeth. and when i drink a little too much, i need someone to cover me when i fall.
this can result in some major embarrasement for me as well as make me very sad.

so, my dear darlin daphne, as you can see, you simply cannot move and take robyn with you. it will just throw my life all out of order. i think i have outlined some very reasonable and sensible reasons as to why she simply just have got to stay.
i love that goober (please see attachment 3, entitled IMG_o274)
i love her no matter how she looks or what she wears :-)
shes my best friend
please dont make her move!
pezzyann was fooled on 11:18 p.m..


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