Monday, May 30, 2005
so its alllll done
thank the lord
there wasso much stuff... the living room was full.
but now everything looks great. all i gotta do is paint my tickel truck.
the dresser is huge. sheldons bed is huge. (and sooooooo comfy. lucky bastards)
oprah will be on in 25 min and i cant wait
in gonna heat up some dinner from last night and sit with a big glass of cold milk and watch oprah for an hour
and have some cake for dessert. (as if i need desert)
i just cleaned the keyboard with that can of air stuff. (this keyboard was nasty)
can of air
sheesh..
were paying for AIR now.. and its expensive!
its weird to say too. liie, oh crap, im out of air. i need to buy some more.
whats the wold coming too..
18 minutes to oprah.
i hope today is a good one.. im counting down and everything.
dave came over last night. my lord, it was soooo good to see him!
he hasnt changed one bit!
i miss him.
i miss everyone.
13 more minutes till oprah. maybe there will be someone on there more messed up/screwed up then me.
one can only hope i gues.. ha
gone
*How could this happen to me I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me*
thank the lord
there wasso much stuff... the living room was full.
but now everything looks great. all i gotta do is paint my tickel truck.
the dresser is huge. sheldons bed is huge. (and sooooooo comfy. lucky bastards)
oprah will be on in 25 min and i cant wait
in gonna heat up some dinner from last night and sit with a big glass of cold milk and watch oprah for an hour
and have some cake for dessert. (as if i need desert)
i just cleaned the keyboard with that can of air stuff. (this keyboard was nasty)
can of air
sheesh..
were paying for AIR now.. and its expensive!
its weird to say too. liie, oh crap, im out of air. i need to buy some more.
whats the wold coming too..
18 minutes to oprah.
i hope today is a good one.. im counting down and everything.
dave came over last night. my lord, it was soooo good to see him!
he hasnt changed one bit!
i miss him.
i miss everyone.
13 more minutes till oprah. maybe there will be someone on there more messed up/screwed up then me.
one can only hope i gues.. ha
gone
*How could this happen to me I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me*
pezzyann was fooled on 5:02 p.m..
Sunday, May 29, 2005
So thats it. Tomorrow everything will be moved back into this house and our home will be gone.
Sometimes, lately, I just stop and think that oh my god.. thats it. i will never again see that house. Ill never smell that house. (it always smelled the same) Ill never say, "im going home for the weekend" and my parents are leaving.
I told jamie that he has to be my family now. He said he would. and ill hold him to that... thats for sure.
sheldon is gone home for one last night. I wish there was room for me to go home too.
OH! i wish i couldve have! even if just to sit in the tub. me and cara and tia used to sit in there and hang out.. (no water of course)
I wanted to just sit in my old room in my basement and take a good look around. So many memories in there.. (even too many to remember)
I will never forget stealing my dads bacardi (using water as mix) and playing, "can you remember" with the girls late one night. if we remember the question, we got to have a taste. i dont rmember what was asked, i only know 1 question.. "what was the name of the guy on the ferry that me and gina met on the way to the states.." i got it right at the time but i dont know it now.
i miss the sleep overs. i miss coming home drunk (or what i thought was drunk back then..)
I miss staying up all night long with the girls just talking..
I always thought i hated that place. but now i know i love it.
Id give anything to be able to stand in the kitchen one more time, look through the cubboards one more time. lie in moms bed...
If i had my time back i wouldve helped mom with her garden more. i wouldnt have rushed to get away so fast. (from what, i dont even know)
I wouldnt have focused so much on the bad and ignore the good.
And i still dont know which light switch turns on the living room lights and which one turns on the hall light. I have to flick them both, just to see. After 20 years, youd think i would have cought on.
I Wanted to keep everything from that house. i wanted to bring it all here.
I wonder, if in 25 years time, ill even remember the house. If it will still be there. If any of this will even matter.
gone
*And when that foghorn whistle blows, (you know) I will be comin' home
And when that foghorn whistle blows, I've gotta hear it
I don't have to fear it*
Sometimes, lately, I just stop and think that oh my god.. thats it. i will never again see that house. Ill never smell that house. (it always smelled the same) Ill never say, "im going home for the weekend" and my parents are leaving.
I told jamie that he has to be my family now. He said he would. and ill hold him to that... thats for sure.
sheldon is gone home for one last night. I wish there was room for me to go home too.
OH! i wish i couldve have! even if just to sit in the tub. me and cara and tia used to sit in there and hang out.. (no water of course)
I wanted to just sit in my old room in my basement and take a good look around. So many memories in there.. (even too many to remember)
I will never forget stealing my dads bacardi (using water as mix) and playing, "can you remember" with the girls late one night. if we remember the question, we got to have a taste. i dont rmember what was asked, i only know 1 question.. "what was the name of the guy on the ferry that me and gina met on the way to the states.." i got it right at the time but i dont know it now.
i miss the sleep overs. i miss coming home drunk (or what i thought was drunk back then..)
I miss staying up all night long with the girls just talking..
I always thought i hated that place. but now i know i love it.
Id give anything to be able to stand in the kitchen one more time, look through the cubboards one more time. lie in moms bed...
If i had my time back i wouldve helped mom with her garden more. i wouldnt have rushed to get away so fast. (from what, i dont even know)
I wouldnt have focused so much on the bad and ignore the good.
And i still dont know which light switch turns on the living room lights and which one turns on the hall light. I have to flick them both, just to see. After 20 years, youd think i would have cought on.
I Wanted to keep everything from that house. i wanted to bring it all here.
I wonder, if in 25 years time, ill even remember the house. If it will still be there. If any of this will even matter.
gone
*And when that foghorn whistle blows, (you know) I will be comin' home
And when that foghorn whistle blows, I've gotta hear it
I don't have to fear it*
pezzyann was fooled on 7:47 p.m..
Thursday, May 26, 2005
my fag has been shaggin
hes nam is dave
he sleeps with this new man
(though, never before a bag-shave)
he has a old-man name
they call him sherman
and though it would rhyme
he is not german
(what? haha )
he has a lot of money
and a nice package too (or so im told)
dave says sherman doesnt pay him
but we all know that isnt true
shermon-hermon spends the night
sleeping on the "floor"
i guess this time its okay
cause he is older then 4 (teen)
he has lots of skidoos
(as if you need more then one)
hes got a wife kids
but still likes the guy on guy fun
(dont we all? haha)
--------- i will finish late. i gotta go drag myself to curves haha -------------------------
hes nam is dave
he sleeps with this new man
(though, never before a bag-shave)
he has a old-man name
they call him sherman
and though it would rhyme
he is not german
(what? haha )
he has a lot of money
and a nice package too (or so im told)
dave says sherman doesnt pay him
but we all know that isnt true
shermon-hermon spends the night
sleeping on the "floor"
i guess this time its okay
cause he is older then 4 (teen)
he has lots of skidoos
(as if you need more then one)
hes got a wife kids
but still likes the guy on guy fun
(dont we all? haha)
--------- i will finish late. i gotta go drag myself to curves haha -------------------------
pezzyann was fooled on 7:49 p.m..
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
oh my!
i wish i had smaller boobs!
small bras are so pretty. and cheap. and pretty. i refuse to buy a white (or beige) grandmother style bra. will not happen.
im gonna have to save for months to get a decent one..
oh well, i guess.
i got off work early today.
really early.
only 4 hrs into my shift. if that. its a beautiful day... i wore my cat eye sun glasses and me and mike drove around in the beautiful sunshine...
what a refreshing day after all that rain. and its supposed to be even nicer tomorrow!
supposed to go up to 16 deg. i of course, will be working.. slaving away over my computer and phone.. saving peoples lives (and email)
my work never ends.
im like a doctor, really.. (as i like to think)
some people just cant live without me... therefore, me being there, im a life saver :-)
anyways i think ill go for a nap. im a little tired today. went down and saw my life partnet again last ngiht,. she was wonderful as always. sang a little shryal crow (whoever you spell it) as her first song. which was different but fabulous.
i also saw some lady sittin down in the food court today at the mall and she was drawing. and from the pics she had open, she was wicked... and i think. my lord, if i only had such talent..
i wouldnt be sittin there at the mall, thats for sure. id be somewere else. somewhere special.
and id draw my heart out every single day.
cause thats probably what she was born to do.
i wish i had smaller boobs!
small bras are so pretty. and cheap. and pretty. i refuse to buy a white (or beige) grandmother style bra. will not happen.
im gonna have to save for months to get a decent one..
oh well, i guess.
i got off work early today.
really early.
only 4 hrs into my shift. if that. its a beautiful day... i wore my cat eye sun glasses and me and mike drove around in the beautiful sunshine...
what a refreshing day after all that rain. and its supposed to be even nicer tomorrow!
supposed to go up to 16 deg. i of course, will be working.. slaving away over my computer and phone.. saving peoples lives (and email)
my work never ends.
im like a doctor, really.. (as i like to think)
some people just cant live without me... therefore, me being there, im a life saver :-)
anyways i think ill go for a nap. im a little tired today. went down and saw my life partnet again last ngiht,. she was wonderful as always. sang a little shryal crow (whoever you spell it) as her first song. which was different but fabulous.
i also saw some lady sittin down in the food court today at the mall and she was drawing. and from the pics she had open, she was wicked... and i think. my lord, if i only had such talent..
i wouldnt be sittin there at the mall, thats for sure. id be somewere else. somewhere special.
and id draw my heart out every single day.
cause thats probably what she was born to do.
pezzyann was fooled on 4:54 p.m..
Monday, May 23, 2005
thats right. me. trouting. mmhmmm
it was gross, really.
our first experience was less than pleasent. i wore rubbers that were about 4 sizes too big in the ankle area and 2 sizes too small in the leg part. and the fuckers weighted about 5 pound each.
so we walked down this HUGE trail (which was half freekin river) for half an hour, got to this bog in the middle of the woods and mike was like, this is it! and went through the trees.
i was like, oh hells no.. so i sat in the middle of the trail, legs spred out (i couldnt cross them cause the rubbers) with my sweater drapped over my head (there werebumble bees the size of beach rocks) armed with my cigarettes and bottle of cream soda.
i was like, you go fish to your hearts content. im not going anywhere.
lol
after a while it got kinda creepy for me and mike only cought a tiny fish so we went somewhere else, where there were other people and an actual little edge of dry stuff to stand/sit on.
i cought a trout!
all by myself. first time ever. if you want pics, ask me and ill send em!
what an ugly fish!
and i wouldnt touch it. but i cought it. hah
faye still never had her baby. i swear shes holdin that thing in all summer. shes like 10 days past due now, the poor thing. if it were me, id just yank the child out.
hah
what a mess that'd make.
tomorrow is my last day off. i could die. i dont wanna go back to work. i miss jamie though. and "other people" whom i will not name.
lol
im listening to sarah mc cant spell last name. shes something else. i could go for some suzanne power right now.
she seriously wirtes about my life then sings it to me.
shes just wonderful.
anyways enough for tonight. i dont even know if this will post. i was having trouble seeing the blogspots sites earlier..
we'll see what happens
good to be home. i missed everyone.
it was gross, really.
our first experience was less than pleasent. i wore rubbers that were about 4 sizes too big in the ankle area and 2 sizes too small in the leg part. and the fuckers weighted about 5 pound each.
so we walked down this HUGE trail (which was half freekin river) for half an hour, got to this bog in the middle of the woods and mike was like, this is it! and went through the trees.
i was like, oh hells no.. so i sat in the middle of the trail, legs spred out (i couldnt cross them cause the rubbers) with my sweater drapped over my head (there werebumble bees the size of beach rocks) armed with my cigarettes and bottle of cream soda.
i was like, you go fish to your hearts content. im not going anywhere.
lol
after a while it got kinda creepy for me and mike only cought a tiny fish so we went somewhere else, where there were other people and an actual little edge of dry stuff to stand/sit on.
i cought a trout!
all by myself. first time ever. if you want pics, ask me and ill send em!
what an ugly fish!
and i wouldnt touch it. but i cought it. hah
faye still never had her baby. i swear shes holdin that thing in all summer. shes like 10 days past due now, the poor thing. if it were me, id just yank the child out.
hah
what a mess that'd make.
tomorrow is my last day off. i could die. i dont wanna go back to work. i miss jamie though. and "other people" whom i will not name.
lol
im listening to sarah mc cant spell last name. shes something else. i could go for some suzanne power right now.
she seriously wirtes about my life then sings it to me.
shes just wonderful.
anyways enough for tonight. i dont even know if this will post. i was having trouble seeing the blogspots sites earlier..
we'll see what happens
good to be home. i missed everyone.
pezzyann was fooled on 10:29 p.m..
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
ive been sittin here almost all day.
there was a bunch of things i was supposed to do today
i havent done any of it.
ive been listening to 'you and me' by lifehouse all day. on good ol WD for a lugh, chattin on msn, watching some good ol porn.
im bored out of my wits, yet, i dont WANT to do anything.
i guess im preparing myself for doing nothing out in mustgrave town all weekend!
yowza...
not totally looking forward to that trip.
theyre nice people and i cant wait for faye have her baby. and mikes really excited about going out, and so im exicted for him. but the drive is soooooo long! and its just not the city.
sigh
im so thursty but ive ot nothing to drink.
water, i guess
i hate being poor and without groceries.
i would love some cream soda right now.
or some bessies
mmmm
bessies.
tonight if fat cat night. i cant wait.
anyways i guess thats it for today.
im even too bored to write
lol
that or i just havent got anything worth writing about.
gone
there was a bunch of things i was supposed to do today
i havent done any of it.
ive been listening to 'you and me' by lifehouse all day. on good ol WD for a lugh, chattin on msn, watching some good ol porn.
im bored out of my wits, yet, i dont WANT to do anything.
i guess im preparing myself for doing nothing out in mustgrave town all weekend!
yowza...
not totally looking forward to that trip.
theyre nice people and i cant wait for faye have her baby. and mikes really excited about going out, and so im exicted for him. but the drive is soooooo long! and its just not the city.
sigh
im so thursty but ive ot nothing to drink.
water, i guess
i hate being poor and without groceries.
i would love some cream soda right now.
or some bessies
mmmm
bessies.
tonight if fat cat night. i cant wait.
anyways i guess thats it for today.
im even too bored to write
lol
that or i just havent got anything worth writing about.
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 4:32 p.m..
Monday, May 16, 2005
i hope my sandals dont break. like i said, i got them at wal mart for like 5$ hahah theyre not the strongest. but their so comfie! i actually have 2 pairs.. i was bringing the other pair too in case these broke. but forgot them. im also wearing my 'in your dreams' pants. the ones that i had poked away and said "yeah, maybe some day theyll fit" haha theyre a little tight. theyre actually not even done up all the way. i got the zipper up but the button was a no go. so i put a belt on. LOL leave it to me. im afraid the arse will rip right apart. i also had an extra pair of pants in case that happens but i forgot those too. lord jesus if my sandals break and my pants rip, ill just say fuck it and go home out of it! lol im wearing full undies anyway, in case that happens. hah i came prepared.
pezzyann was fooled on 11:23 p.m..
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Joyful, Joyful
Lord, we adore Thee
God of gloryLord of love
Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee
Hail Thee as the sun above
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness
Drive the dark of doubt away
Giver of immortal gladness
Fill us with the light
Fill us with the light
Oh, fill us with the light of day......
Lord, we adore Thee
God of gloryLord of love
Hearts unfold like flowers before Thee
Hail Thee as the sun above
Melt the clouds of sin and sadness
Drive the dark of doubt away
Giver of immortal gladness
Fill us with the light
Fill us with the light
Oh, fill us with the light of day......
pezzyann was fooled on 8:02 p.m..
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
im here at work. in the classroom.
theyre having a fun game of "hide the agent" again. again. ive been here since early this morning. i might have 2 calls done so far.
im actually bored.
and hungry.
ive got some cherrio mix at my desk out on the floor calling out to me
i can hear them
*drools*
i managed to swipe some wicked foamies from in here. and even a little mouth piece.
its wicked.
i cant wait to use it. :-)
im a clipto
(is that how you spell it?)
i went down to the fat cat again last night. had a wonderful time. cara and tia came with me and mike this time. its nice to have some different company. they seemed like they really enjoyed her anyway. but who wouldnt. shes amazing. beyond amazing.
i can sit here and try to find words to describe her. but theres no words that are good enough.
i had to laugh at tia. we were talking about our nipples gettin hard from the cold shivers.
LOL
finally. someone else with cold shivers!
perky used to just make fun of me.
wait till he hears about this. someone else like me. (what a surprise)
hahah
anyways i havent really got much more to talk about. im waiting to get a vgh. i really cant afford them but i only lost a couple hours. what difference will that make. a couple more wont matter much.
well, thats what i keep telling myself.
i shouldnt take them. but theyre so tempting.
and im on a 6 day strecth now, which is nasty. i got half a mind to just quit here sometimes.
but how can i? i dont do anything. gettin paid good money to sit here and write in this.
lol
hard life, i tell you
the guy sittin next to me smells a little
ewww
(yowza)
gone
theyre having a fun game of "hide the agent" again. again. ive been here since early this morning. i might have 2 calls done so far.
im actually bored.
and hungry.
ive got some cherrio mix at my desk out on the floor calling out to me
i can hear them
*drools*
i managed to swipe some wicked foamies from in here. and even a little mouth piece.
its wicked.
i cant wait to use it. :-)
im a clipto
(is that how you spell it?)
i went down to the fat cat again last night. had a wonderful time. cara and tia came with me and mike this time. its nice to have some different company. they seemed like they really enjoyed her anyway. but who wouldnt. shes amazing. beyond amazing.
i can sit here and try to find words to describe her. but theres no words that are good enough.
i had to laugh at tia. we were talking about our nipples gettin hard from the cold shivers.
LOL
finally. someone else with cold shivers!
perky used to just make fun of me.
wait till he hears about this. someone else like me. (what a surprise)
hahah
anyways i havent really got much more to talk about. im waiting to get a vgh. i really cant afford them but i only lost a couple hours. what difference will that make. a couple more wont matter much.
well, thats what i keep telling myself.
i shouldnt take them. but theyre so tempting.
and im on a 6 day strecth now, which is nasty. i got half a mind to just quit here sometimes.
but how can i? i dont do anything. gettin paid good money to sit here and write in this.
lol
hard life, i tell you
the guy sittin next to me smells a little
ewww
(yowza)
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 1:12 p.m..
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Sharron Snow!
thats right!
i walked right up to her while she was eating at swiss chalet and asked her for her autograph for my nan!
mmhmmm
im so brave and bold
go me
lol
i didnt even know who the child was. i wouldnt have known if sheldon hadnt said thats who it was.
i went to her, and i was like, "youre sharron snow, right?" lol
like an idiot.
thats it i guess.
i figured id update my blog, since everyone else seems to neglect theirs! (TAMMY)
no updates
people have gone weeks.. some months (jenn! hah) some dont even have them at all. its a shame.
*smiles*
went downtown saturday night. i drank way too much (big surprise) me and perry shot a flask each in like 10 minutes.
i can still feel my lips burning. i came home covered in foreign bruises and weeizing like i dont know what from smoke! i had a good time though.
maria smootchin that black guy!
super jumbo hotdog! *spreds yes open*
oh my
thats all for now i guess. my wrists are killing me. and i get pain between my fingers. sheldon says its carpotunnel.
thats what i get, i guess.
for makin fun of him,
sometimes he'll stop and tighten his hands or whatever and go "ouch! my carpotunnel!" and i would laugh really hard.
but it hurts.
ouch, MY carpotunnel.
am i even spelling that right?
too much carpotunnel and not enough cotton candy.
are you confused?
me too.....
gone
thats right!
i walked right up to her while she was eating at swiss chalet and asked her for her autograph for my nan!
mmhmmm
im so brave and bold
go me
lol
i didnt even know who the child was. i wouldnt have known if sheldon hadnt said thats who it was.
i went to her, and i was like, "youre sharron snow, right?" lol
like an idiot.
thats it i guess.
i figured id update my blog, since everyone else seems to neglect theirs! (TAMMY)
no updates
people have gone weeks.. some months (jenn! hah) some dont even have them at all. its a shame.
*smiles*
went downtown saturday night. i drank way too much (big surprise) me and perry shot a flask each in like 10 minutes.
i can still feel my lips burning. i came home covered in foreign bruises and weeizing like i dont know what from smoke! i had a good time though.
maria smootchin that black guy!
super jumbo hotdog! *spreds yes open*
oh my
thats all for now i guess. my wrists are killing me. and i get pain between my fingers. sheldon says its carpotunnel.
thats what i get, i guess.
for makin fun of him,
sometimes he'll stop and tighten his hands or whatever and go "ouch! my carpotunnel!" and i would laugh really hard.
but it hurts.
ouch, MY carpotunnel.
am i even spelling that right?
too much carpotunnel and not enough cotton candy.
are you confused?
me too.....
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 4:44 p.m..
Friday, May 06, 2005
mmm thats right. 10:17 in the mornin and im munching on a box of breaktime cookies. chocolate chip, to be exact. and theyre damn good too. (minus the little bit of stale soggy-ness)
but i think i need a break. from all this work
(thats me being sarcastic. i was off yesterday today im off tomorrow and sunday! weehooo!)
YOWZA!
hah
oh my!
going home tonight!
i cant wait to see everyone. deb is coming home. and we will, at last, be a family again. back in our old house. our old home.
i can already feel the tenson from when someones gonna say something they shouldnt.
lol
It wouldnt be the same without a little fight or argument or something. I think its gonna be a sad weekend. Judging on my emotions lately (cried a little over survivor again last night) im be bawling all weekend
well, not tomorrow cause im sluttin it up and gettin drunk and headin downtown.
hah
but ill be back sunday for mothers day
where mom will probably get teary eyed
and that will be the last time im in the house. and ill go beyond teary eyed!
im home alone today. im kinda freaked out.
i like being home alone, but i kinda dont.
this house is big and kinda creepy.
eugh
mikes home alone tonight. all by himself. all night.
i feel bad for him.
i knows if everyone left for the weekend except me id be packin up and going to jamies!
lol
we sould give eachother facials and stuff. maybe do our nails
heh
anyways i guess thats all for now. i could keep going and going today
but i wont.
i dont wanna bore anyone.
lol
lord knows ill probably be writing again later.
gone
but i think i need a break. from all this work
(thats me being sarcastic. i was off yesterday today im off tomorrow and sunday! weehooo!)
YOWZA!
hah
oh my!
going home tonight!
i cant wait to see everyone. deb is coming home. and we will, at last, be a family again. back in our old house. our old home.
i can already feel the tenson from when someones gonna say something they shouldnt.
lol
It wouldnt be the same without a little fight or argument or something. I think its gonna be a sad weekend. Judging on my emotions lately (cried a little over survivor again last night) im be bawling all weekend
well, not tomorrow cause im sluttin it up and gettin drunk and headin downtown.
hah
but ill be back sunday for mothers day
where mom will probably get teary eyed
and that will be the last time im in the house. and ill go beyond teary eyed!
im home alone today. im kinda freaked out.
i like being home alone, but i kinda dont.
this house is big and kinda creepy.
eugh
mikes home alone tonight. all by himself. all night.
i feel bad for him.
i knows if everyone left for the weekend except me id be packin up and going to jamies!
lol
we sould give eachother facials and stuff. maybe do our nails
heh
anyways i guess thats all for now. i could keep going and going today
but i wont.
i dont wanna bore anyone.
lol
lord knows ill probably be writing again later.
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 10:17 a.m..
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
pezzyann was fooled on 8:37 a.m..
Monday, May 02, 2005
oh my lord
i never stopped crying last night.
first it was extream makeover home addition and that show kills me anyways
damn blind man
i was seriously crying my yes out
then 'riding the bus with my sister' came on. and lordy, rosie was so good in that movie. there were parts where i just broke down and cried (for no real reason, it wasnt THAT sad) it just got to me
i had to actually go to the bathroom and calm down.
i never stopped crying last night.
first it was extream makeover home addition and that show kills me anyways
damn blind man
i was seriously crying my yes out
then 'riding the bus with my sister' came on. and lordy, rosie was so good in that movie. there were parts where i just broke down and cried (for no real reason, it wasnt THAT sad) it just got to me
i had to actually go to the bathroom and calm down.
pezzyann was fooled on 8:59 p.m..
Sunday, May 01, 2005
can i have your name plase?
- my name? i dont understand
your name...
- i dont get it.
your name. the name on your account!
- i dont understand your technical terms!
whats the brand name on your modem?
- my modem brand?
no. the brand name on your modem...
- my modem?? i dont know! (talking to me like it was a stupid question..)
there should me a name right on the front
- on the front? wheres my modem?
its the box that comcast gave you. your cable modem..
- oh. its a link-ies.
linksys?
- yes.
thats your router. we need to look for the cable modem
- modem? i dont have one. oh wait. its dell.
and then they use a big word thinking theyre going to throw us off.
- its internal.
and youre stupid. who even sold you this computer?
how do you function in normal life?
can i have the telephone # on the account please?
- telephone account? i have a computer
right. can i have the # on the account please
- the account #?
yes, the account #
then they give us theyre phone #. one of many of them. and instead of giving them in the normal sequence of numbers, they give us
150 55 5 5232 3
but im glad they said it like that and not like the other maniacs "1 505 555 2323"
whats the brand name of your modem?
- you mean, internet explorer?
thats the call i just had.
i love my job,
i can tell why its so expensive to go to school in the states.
they must have such a good educational program
- my name? i dont understand
your name...
- i dont get it.
your name. the name on your account!
- i dont understand your technical terms!
whats the brand name on your modem?
- my modem brand?
no. the brand name on your modem...
- my modem?? i dont know! (talking to me like it was a stupid question..)
there should me a name right on the front
- on the front? wheres my modem?
its the box that comcast gave you. your cable modem..
- oh. its a link-ies.
linksys?
- yes.
thats your router. we need to look for the cable modem
- modem? i dont have one. oh wait. its dell.
and then they use a big word thinking theyre going to throw us off.
- its internal.
and youre stupid. who even sold you this computer?
how do you function in normal life?
can i have the telephone # on the account please?
- telephone account? i have a computer
right. can i have the # on the account please
- the account #?
yes, the account #
then they give us theyre phone #. one of many of them. and instead of giving them in the normal sequence of numbers, they give us
150 55 5 5232 3
but im glad they said it like that and not like the other maniacs "1 505 555 2323"
whats the brand name of your modem?
- you mean, internet explorer?
thats the call i just had.
i love my job,
i can tell why its so expensive to go to school in the states.
they must have such a good educational program
pezzyann was fooled on 9:46 a.m..
Avoiding work
Im here at work. ive been waiting 12 minutes for a call. i can get to love this.its too bad i dont have a magazine.im sittin next to spaz. the guy who was cought jerkin off in the bathroomim just gonna learn to drown him out.hes tellin us about one of his reocurring dreams.oh my lord. this is going to be one long long long day.
he said that fruit, (like cantalop, melon, ect) was alsmot as good as*whispers very very low so no one can hear him* - sex.
now his tellin us that our stomachs are immune to the acids in pills
do you think its too late to move? would he be offended?
now hes telling us about how eye boos (sleep) and nose boos are the same.and how blowing milk out of your tear duct and stuff
hahah
I know you miss this tammy and dave.
my first call (after waiting 20 min) was a lady lookin for the wp # for her router.so she called comcast."my router is a netgear and its asking me for this router #. Do you have it?"
did i say, "thank you for callin netgear?"
just a question.
oh my god, now hes talking about sleeping in class but hearing the teacher subconsciouslyand learning.
he has now gone 2 minutes without talking. will it last. hes sittin with his legs crossed talking about cheese cake being the "food of the gods" and how it has so many calories and fat that only the gods can withstand.poor jenn is sittin closer to him, sayin, 'yeah. ya. yup. mmhmm' every now and then. im pretending i dont hear him.
i dont really have much more to say. im bored. i might write back more later.im thinking about goin a little lighter with my hairwhen i get my fortunes, i may have to get me a hair cut and some high lights. maybe some nails. :0)and ill even get my eyebrows waxed. (for the first time ever!)
yowza!
oh my lord.i think that will be my new word.yowza!
oh, he just talked about the pain of life.and now the point of livingeverytime you turn around you get a kick in the asshis uncle who turns around and gets everyhting handed to him on a silver platterhis parents worked hard and got nothing to show
i pitty jenn. he is over there sittin on her desk
shes being so polite
.and he smells a little funny.
i hope he stays away from me
YOWZA!
he said that fruit, (like cantalop, melon, ect) was alsmot as good as*whispers very very low so no one can hear him* - sex.
now his tellin us that our stomachs are immune to the acids in pills
do you think its too late to move? would he be offended?
now hes telling us about how eye boos (sleep) and nose boos are the same.and how blowing milk out of your tear duct and stuff
hahah
I know you miss this tammy and dave.
my first call (after waiting 20 min) was a lady lookin for the wp # for her router.so she called comcast."my router is a netgear and its asking me for this router #. Do you have it?"
did i say, "thank you for callin netgear?"
just a question.
oh my god, now hes talking about sleeping in class but hearing the teacher subconsciouslyand learning.
he has now gone 2 minutes without talking. will it last. hes sittin with his legs crossed talking about cheese cake being the "food of the gods" and how it has so many calories and fat that only the gods can withstand.poor jenn is sittin closer to him, sayin, 'yeah. ya. yup. mmhmm' every now and then. im pretending i dont hear him.
i dont really have much more to say. im bored. i might write back more later.im thinking about goin a little lighter with my hairwhen i get my fortunes, i may have to get me a hair cut and some high lights. maybe some nails. :0)and ill even get my eyebrows waxed. (for the first time ever!)
yowza!
oh my lord.i think that will be my new word.yowza!
oh, he just talked about the pain of life.and now the point of livingeverytime you turn around you get a kick in the asshis uncle who turns around and gets everyhting handed to him on a silver platterhis parents worked hard and got nothing to show
i pitty jenn. he is over there sittin on her desk
shes being so polite
.and he smells a little funny.
i hope he stays away from me
YOWZA!
pezzyann was fooled on 9:41 a.m..