Saturday, July 29, 2006
hunny all around you ****
Im sittin here having me a beer
going out tonight again, i say
i jsut cant say no. its a disease. and once i start i cant stop untill it is physically impossible to get anymore beer inside me,
messsed up i know.
but what do you do, i guess.
work was so insane today. i was the only one working in "the pool" i was doing really good too. doing the work of 3 fuckin assistants and keeping on top of it. untill this huge thing happened and i was rushed off my ass trying to do something for this one person. it had to be done at 4 and it was like, 3:45, lol
talk about panic
i was like WHY DIDNT COLEEN TELL ME?!? GRRRRRRRRRRR
but i survived.
My bus riding friend simone is on vacation for 3 weeks. today was her last day. im gonna miss her. :-( i see her every morning and every aternoon. now ill just be a lonely loser on the bus by myself. oh my.
Not much else to report
im lsitening to fire by joe budon or whatveer. makes me very homesick for geroge street.
anyways robyn is yelling at me to come drink.
and since im just her helpless bitch i have to listen.
she controls me you know
shes such a strong influence on me. a bad one too.
YIKES
someone... send for help
shes ruining my good girl image!
******* thats where the natives sleep robyn!!!**************************
Im sittin here having me a beer
going out tonight again, i say
i jsut cant say no. its a disease. and once i start i cant stop untill it is physically impossible to get anymore beer inside me,
messsed up i know.
but what do you do, i guess.
work was so insane today. i was the only one working in "the pool" i was doing really good too. doing the work of 3 fuckin assistants and keeping on top of it. untill this huge thing happened and i was rushed off my ass trying to do something for this one person. it had to be done at 4 and it was like, 3:45, lol
talk about panic
i was like WHY DIDNT COLEEN TELL ME?!? GRRRRRRRRRRR
but i survived.
My bus riding friend simone is on vacation for 3 weeks. today was her last day. im gonna miss her. :-( i see her every morning and every aternoon. now ill just be a lonely loser on the bus by myself. oh my.
Not much else to report
im lsitening to fire by joe budon or whatveer. makes me very homesick for geroge street.
anyways robyn is yelling at me to come drink.
and since im just her helpless bitch i have to listen.
she controls me you know
shes such a strong influence on me. a bad one too.
YIKES
someone... send for help
shes ruining my good girl image!
******* thats where the natives sleep robyn!!!**************************
pezzyann was fooled on 12:33 a.m..
Saturday, July 22, 2006
saturday afternoon. Im tired. I just got out of bed, but I'm still tired. I have work in a couple hours. Its to the point now where i just want a day off. The laundry barely gets done, the room is a mess.. im not going to start in on the kitchen.. poor ol mike is working today too, hes not gonna have supper ready when he gets home.
this place is nothing but work.
work work eat sleep if you can, work work
and today im going to be working with martha. Robyn says shes right on, but i dont like her already. Shes an older heavy woman who does nothing but sit in the back all day printing pictures.
Im the one thats doing to be doing all the bitch work.
knows its gonna be sensible. haha if she makes me made enough, I'll just quit.
say fuck you. i dont need this job and quit. lol
My tooth is doing really well. no pain, no infection no nothing. im impressed. I still tilt my head to the right side when i chew to make sure i dont chew on it though. lol
I knows i looks sensible out somewhere eating. haha
but thats it, i suppose. whatta ya do.
anywayas enough for now.
ive got things to do before i go to work. and do all the work.
GRRRR
this place is nothing but work.
work work eat sleep if you can, work work
and today im going to be working with martha. Robyn says shes right on, but i dont like her already. Shes an older heavy woman who does nothing but sit in the back all day printing pictures.
Im the one thats doing to be doing all the bitch work.
knows its gonna be sensible. haha if she makes me made enough, I'll just quit.
say fuck you. i dont need this job and quit. lol
My tooth is doing really well. no pain, no infection no nothing. im impressed. I still tilt my head to the right side when i chew to make sure i dont chew on it though. lol
I knows i looks sensible out somewhere eating. haha
but thats it, i suppose. whatta ya do.
anywayas enough for now.
ive got things to do before i go to work. and do all the work.
GRRRR
pezzyann was fooled on 3:19 p.m..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
pezzyann was fooled on 2:35 a.m..
and 350$ later....
i went to the dentist today.
oh my lord.
so missy saw me, brought me in the back room. and was like, whats going on lesley
so i told her about my cracked tooth and the big dirty filling and stuff
and she started describing all these symptoms..
shes like.. so it throbs..
yes!
and cold air hurts it..
oh yes, oh yes
and when you breath in or move sometimes theres sharp shooting pain.
oh yes! thats right
and she went on and on
i was like yes! yes! nodding.. all excited cause she knew what i was talking about
Oh youre going to need a root canal..
I covered my mouth and was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh my god. i nearly cried.. a freekin root canal! i was like no way, i cant afford it right now.
so we decided to do just the first stages which is drain the infection and junk. then come back in a couple weeks time and finish it.
so i was in the chair, having a panic attack, waitiing for the dentist (who, was informed that i waas terrified of thee dentist) and he comes in was like, relax.. this is goig to hurt a little..
so he grabs the inside of my cheek with his finger, gets this freekin needle and starts jabbin it in my gums over and over! i was like AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH
then after about 10 times he did it and my whole body jerked and this stuff squirted out and i squeeled a little... i was like instant cry..
and hes like finally.. i hit the nerve!
i was like fuckin right. i dont know what you hit but that was less them pleasent!
so then we worked out a little payment plan and decided to do the whole rootcanal.
so he walked away for a min. my whole throat went numb and my tongue went numb but i could still feel my teeth a little. so he came back and i was like more. i need more
so he did the jabby thing again. -- this time it was half as bad. i could barely feel it.
he walked away for a min.. came back and sat down and was ready to get to it and i was like no way. dont start drilling. i need mooooooooore. i dont want to feel my face. i was like give me some more. so he gave me a couple more shots of the good stuff. the he clamped my mouth open and stared drilling and burning and doing all the crazy stuff. talk about pressure and vibration and argh... i dont even want to think about it. but at this point, i could feel the left side of my face. i was like something with a stroke.
the nure walked in then and was like, youre still here?
and hes like im still doing the rootcanal.
and she was like.. ohhhhhhhh do she know?!?!
lol
then she said i was such a good brave girl. i felt like a little girl. talk about me fighting back the tears.
so hes drilling and bits of tooth and flying up in my face and all over the place and missy is trying to suck the shit out of my mouth and then hes using this hot gun and this steam is coming out of it and the smell of burning nurve or gum or something is sour and turning my guts.
wanting to puke, cry, fart, scream. lol
i was sensible.
So i got it done anyway.
i got me some penisellin, tylenol 3s (which are wonderful wonderful little pills)
im still feelin good from poppin back a couple of thm. and now its 11 and i have to go to bed.
but its all done.
Thank god for that!
so theres my story.
im going to upload a couple pics we took the other night LOL
interesting...
oh my lord.
so missy saw me, brought me in the back room. and was like, whats going on lesley
so i told her about my cracked tooth and the big dirty filling and stuff
and she started describing all these symptoms..
shes like.. so it throbs..
yes!
and cold air hurts it..
oh yes, oh yes
and when you breath in or move sometimes theres sharp shooting pain.
oh yes! thats right
and she went on and on
i was like yes! yes! nodding.. all excited cause she knew what i was talking about
Oh youre going to need a root canal..
I covered my mouth and was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
oh my god. i nearly cried.. a freekin root canal! i was like no way, i cant afford it right now.
so we decided to do just the first stages which is drain the infection and junk. then come back in a couple weeks time and finish it.
so i was in the chair, having a panic attack, waitiing for the dentist (who, was informed that i waas terrified of thee dentist) and he comes in was like, relax.. this is goig to hurt a little..
so he grabs the inside of my cheek with his finger, gets this freekin needle and starts jabbin it in my gums over and over! i was like AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH
then after about 10 times he did it and my whole body jerked and this stuff squirted out and i squeeled a little... i was like instant cry..
and hes like finally.. i hit the nerve!
i was like fuckin right. i dont know what you hit but that was less them pleasent!
so then we worked out a little payment plan and decided to do the whole rootcanal.
so he walked away for a min. my whole throat went numb and my tongue went numb but i could still feel my teeth a little. so he came back and i was like more. i need more
so he did the jabby thing again. -- this time it was half as bad. i could barely feel it.
he walked away for a min.. came back and sat down and was ready to get to it and i was like no way. dont start drilling. i need mooooooooore. i dont want to feel my face. i was like give me some more. so he gave me a couple more shots of the good stuff. the he clamped my mouth open and stared drilling and burning and doing all the crazy stuff. talk about pressure and vibration and argh... i dont even want to think about it. but at this point, i could feel the left side of my face. i was like something with a stroke.
the nure walked in then and was like, youre still here?
and hes like im still doing the rootcanal.
and she was like.. ohhhhhhhh do she know?!?!
lol
then she said i was such a good brave girl. i felt like a little girl. talk about me fighting back the tears.
so hes drilling and bits of tooth and flying up in my face and all over the place and missy is trying to suck the shit out of my mouth and then hes using this hot gun and this steam is coming out of it and the smell of burning nurve or gum or something is sour and turning my guts.
wanting to puke, cry, fart, scream. lol
i was sensible.
So i got it done anyway.
i got me some penisellin, tylenol 3s (which are wonderful wonderful little pills)
im still feelin good from poppin back a couple of thm. and now its 11 and i have to go to bed.
but its all done.
Thank god for that!
so theres my story.
im going to upload a couple pics we took the other night LOL
interesting...
pezzyann was fooled on 2:17 a.m..
Saturday, July 15, 2006
im sittin here. tooth is hurtin like something savage tonight.
good lord
it was soooo good for so long. and now tonight.. bang!
i feels like pullin the damn thing out myself.
tomorrow i start in the photolab.
im excited.
me and robyn are closing tomorrow. so guarented its gonna be a laugh.
i totally spelled that word wrong, huh?
lol
anyway. im excited! and then tomorrow night were going out to the newfie club!
I got new jeans today
managed to squeeze my butt into a 34. lol
i got some stretching in to do tommorw though. theyre a little tight in the belly. not uncomfy tight.. but a little more tight then i like!
but they look real good in the butt. haha and they were on sale.
i can NOT stop shopping. its like a disease. only instead of being an alcoholic or drug adict or something i cant stop shopping. a shopoholic i say!
so no one has been updating their blogs.
not impressed.
ive got to have some way to keep in touch with everyone!
this once a month bull just isnt cuttin it.
EVERYONE... GET UPDATING!
holy cripes. i gotta go get some ora jell on this tooth. Gell? jell? lol
wtf is it
hahah
ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need a dentist!
*be myself I got nothing to prove..*
good lord
it was soooo good for so long. and now tonight.. bang!
i feels like pullin the damn thing out myself.
tomorrow i start in the photolab.
im excited.
me and robyn are closing tomorrow. so guarented its gonna be a laugh.
i totally spelled that word wrong, huh?
lol
anyway. im excited! and then tomorrow night were going out to the newfie club!
I got new jeans today
managed to squeeze my butt into a 34. lol
i got some stretching in to do tommorw though. theyre a little tight in the belly. not uncomfy tight.. but a little more tight then i like!
but they look real good in the butt. haha and they were on sale.
i can NOT stop shopping. its like a disease. only instead of being an alcoholic or drug adict or something i cant stop shopping. a shopoholic i say!
so no one has been updating their blogs.
not impressed.
ive got to have some way to keep in touch with everyone!
this once a month bull just isnt cuttin it.
EVERYONE... GET UPDATING!
holy cripes. i gotta go get some ora jell on this tooth. Gell? jell? lol
wtf is it
hahah
ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need a dentist!
*be myself I got nothing to prove..*
pezzyann was fooled on 2:59 a.m..
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Well this town has closed down,
way too earlyAnd there's nothing to do
So I'm driving around in circles
And I'm thinking about you
Today I heard you got a new last name
I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way
And the radio just keeps on playing all these
Songs About Rain...
Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
and love that goes right
But for some unknown reason
Nobody wants to play them tonight
Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are
That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car
And it sure ain't easin' my pain
All these songs like...
Rainy Night In Georgiaor Kentucky Rain
Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again
Blue Eyes Cryin in the Early Morning Rain
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh it would be easy to blame all these
Songs About Rain
Well, I thought I was over you
But I guess...maybe I'm not'Cause when I let you go
Looks like lonely was all that I got
I guess I'll never know what could've been
it sure ain't helping this mood that I'm in
If they're gonna keep on playin these songs like...
Rainy Night In Georgiaor Kentucky Rain
Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again
Blue Eyes Cryin in the Early Morning RainThey
go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh how I wish I could blame all these
Songs About Rainall these Songs About Rain...
way too earlyAnd there's nothing to do
So I'm driving around in circles
And I'm thinking about you
Today I heard you got a new last name
I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way
And the radio just keeps on playing all these
Songs About Rain...
Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
and love that goes right
But for some unknown reason
Nobody wants to play them tonight
Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are
That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car
And it sure ain't easin' my pain
All these songs like...
Rainy Night In Georgiaor Kentucky Rain
Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again
Blue Eyes Cryin in the Early Morning Rain
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh it would be easy to blame all these
Songs About Rain
Well, I thought I was over you
But I guess...maybe I'm not'Cause when I let you go
Looks like lonely was all that I got
I guess I'll never know what could've been
it sure ain't helping this mood that I'm in
If they're gonna keep on playin these songs like...
Rainy Night In Georgiaor Kentucky Rain
Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again
Blue Eyes Cryin in the Early Morning RainThey
go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh how I wish I could blame all these
Songs About Rainall these Songs About Rain...
pezzyann was fooled on 1:23 a.m..
Monday, July 10, 2006
me and robyn "burrowing" after nevel made us burry to the left! to the right! the right! BURROW!"
pezzyann was fooled on 2:14 a.m..
me showing off my sexy sexy back hah
some scary!
pezzyann was fooled on 2:13 a.m..
me putting corn between daniel "nevels" toes.
*come here girl! whats your name girl?! come here a minute!* hahaha
pezzyann was fooled on 2:09 a.m..
pezzyann was fooled on 2:08 a.m..
this is me and my cowboy hat.
haha
howdy partner
pezzyann was fooled on 2:07 a.m..
weeeeeekend
had a good weekend. heres a couple pics. hahaha
pezzyann was fooled on 2:04 a.m..
Thursday, July 06, 2006
And my eyes, as you know
Are always beautiful in the light
My lips so smooth
My teeth so white
And I'll smile and shrug
And Maybe I'll sing
(But no one knows the pain I'm hiding)
Because I've got it together
Outside, you'll see
But inside I'm broken
A million little pieces of me....
Are always beautiful in the light
My lips so smooth
My teeth so white
And I'll smile and shrug
And Maybe I'll sing
(But no one knows the pain I'm hiding)
Because I've got it together
Outside, you'll see
But inside I'm broken
A million little pieces of me....
pezzyann was fooled on 11:07 p.m..
thats it.. they've fired me ...
so i was at work.
just gettin back from lunch i notice this letter on my desk..
hand delivered to lesley porter. from campbell and cooper.
i thought this is it. this is my pink slip they fired me for sure!
talk about my little knees shakin and my hands shakin hahah
opened it up
and thanks for your hard work. blah blah heres a bonus! they gave me 130$ WOOOT
and theyre giving me my benifits 2 months early!
how exciting it that!
i was like WTF are you kidding me?
ahahah
i was pleased.
*the red light has been following me. but dont worry mother its only my gravity. Hold me release me show me the meaning of mercy let me fly...... let me fly....*
just gettin back from lunch i notice this letter on my desk..
hand delivered to lesley porter. from campbell and cooper.
i thought this is it. this is my pink slip they fired me for sure!
talk about my little knees shakin and my hands shakin hahah
opened it up
and thanks for your hard work. blah blah heres a bonus! they gave me 130$ WOOOT
and theyre giving me my benifits 2 months early!
how exciting it that!
i was like WTF are you kidding me?
ahahah
i was pleased.
*the red light has been following me. but dont worry mother its only my gravity. Hold me release me show me the meaning of mercy let me fly...... let me fly....*
pezzyann was fooled on 12:20 a.m..
Monday, July 03, 2006
oh my god.
last night was so much fun.
me and robyn decided to get good and drunk and go to the newfie club. I dont know what it is about that place and old men. but they seem to love us.
I ended up tearing the ass right out of my jeans. my favourite ones.
me and robyn were dancing and i notice these 2 little skinny sluts watching us then trying to outdance us..
so i was like oh no you didnt!
so me and robyn went to it. dancing like a bunch of little whoes. hoes? hhah whores. tits out a little, jeans down a little (just showin a bit of undies) haha and i went up and down on robyn like a little mofo. but i tore the crotch right out of my pants! not impressed.
but the guys were loving it, the skanks didnt seem to impressed over us, haha
i didnt even see them after that.
oh me
then on the way home, robyn decided she wanted to lay on the pavement. so i was like whatever. im fine with lying on the side of the road haha (the curb, of course) so we lay there, "star gazing" really she was smoking and we were laughing really hard at the old french men. and why.. why do old me wear socks with sandals? to the club?
hello
hahah
looks good!
anyways enough for now. the night was too messed up to even finish what happend.
LOL
fun times, fun times..
im proud to be an islander and heres the reasons why!
last night was so much fun.
me and robyn decided to get good and drunk and go to the newfie club. I dont know what it is about that place and old men. but they seem to love us.
I ended up tearing the ass right out of my jeans. my favourite ones.
me and robyn were dancing and i notice these 2 little skinny sluts watching us then trying to outdance us..
so i was like oh no you didnt!
so me and robyn went to it. dancing like a bunch of little whoes. hoes? hhah whores. tits out a little, jeans down a little (just showin a bit of undies) haha and i went up and down on robyn like a little mofo. but i tore the crotch right out of my pants! not impressed.
but the guys were loving it, the skanks didnt seem to impressed over us, haha
i didnt even see them after that.
oh me
then on the way home, robyn decided she wanted to lay on the pavement. so i was like whatever. im fine with lying on the side of the road haha (the curb, of course) so we lay there, "star gazing" really she was smoking and we were laughing really hard at the old french men. and why.. why do old me wear socks with sandals? to the club?
hello
hahah
looks good!
anyways enough for now. the night was too messed up to even finish what happend.
LOL
fun times, fun times..
im proud to be an islander and heres the reasons why!
pezzyann was fooled on 1:22 a.m..