Sunday, August 27, 2006
it feels like i should update. i dont have much to say though. nothing at all really.
me and mike went for breakfast today. just got back actually. (nevermind its 2:30) lol
you can get brekfast all day at the kozy korner. some good.
I called in sick today, well, i was out last night drinking. i didnt wanna get up at 8 to go to work. i wanted a day off. i needed a day off. I think i deserved one!
i felt bad for callin in sick though. but i wasnt opening or closing.. i ws just kindve inbetween.
me and mike went for breakfast today. just got back actually. (nevermind its 2:30) lol
you can get brekfast all day at the kozy korner. some good.
I called in sick today, well, i was out last night drinking. i didnt wanna get up at 8 to go to work. i wanted a day off. i needed a day off. I think i deserved one!
i felt bad for callin in sick though. but i wasnt opening or closing.. i ws just kindve inbetween.
pezzyann was fooled on 6:12 p.m..
pezzyann was fooled on 6:00 p.m..
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
watching you walk away..
watching you walk away..
im addicted to that song. that one and you really got a hold on me.
good lord.
i need to get out more.
i have been working non stop for the past.. well, really, for the past ever. saturday night i was working at walmart and never got out of there till 10! 10! yikes! by the time me and robyn got to the liquor store it was going on 10:30. then i drank and drank and drank and apparently dove across the bathroom floor of the oil can. lol. it WAS slippery and i was in heals. lol
jeeze did robyn laugh. i even laughed so hard i peed a little. LOL
and mike and robyn tell me that they had quit the time gettin into the apartment and gettin to bed. that was fine and dandy.
got up at 8 the next morning and headed to work again. Hefty buzz on i had too! hahah
anyway this whole situation came up at 5:30 (we close at 6) where a man came in needin pics done right away.. his baby boy died the day before and he needed the pics monday for the funeral. so we stopped everything we were doing and just printed his pics. and of course, we had to alter the pics to take out the red eye. and we all had a look at them and had them blown up and stuff. there were pictures oh the dad and the baby lying in bed sleeping.. and the little baby posing and stuff. and the dad was there telling me that he never had any kids before and he never will again cause this was his little boy.. his son
well, knows i didnt cry
me and robyn sat in back printing pictures and had a little cry for ourselves..
you think you got it so bad.. but here it is. a little baby boy.. maybe 3 months old.. died on their way here for vacation. now they gotta ship him back home in a casket.
there i was thinking about how hard my life was. oh, this is so shitty, oh i hate working, blah blah blah. he had a son on friday.. and on sunday, hes printing pictures for the fineral.
it breaks the heart.
anyway we done a bunch of pics, had them blown up, had a cd done.. everything we could do.. and just gave it to him for free..
they were greatful. said they were going to write to the paper about us. we cried a little more. then we had to finish all the other work we put on hold to do the pics.
it was after 7 before we got out of there.
i worked like 9 and a half hours and only got one 15 minute break.
it was my choice though. i had a lunch and everything scheduled. but we were so busy that i didnt want to leave the girls short.
so anyway i worked crazy hours over the weekend.. just to get to bed, get up and do it all over again monday.
im tired.
other then that theres really not a whole lot more to talk about. all ive been doing is working, drinkin, sleeping.
im lookin forward to wednesday.
oh and i got a couple new bras today!
i did the whole scratch to win whatever percent off your purchase price and actually won 50% off! i danced a little and everything. so i got 2 wicked bras (that have the changable straps. like halter, strapless, criss cross or see through straps) for 38$!!! and theyre nice and got a litle padding and stuff. and if you know me, you know i dont get a decent bra for less then 40$. and here i am... got 2 for 38. I was impressed!
so thats my litttle story.
mike is here in bed sleeping. i can feel his breathing on my arm.
chest moving up and down to the same rhythm everytime.
hes beautiful when he sleeps.
sometimes i sit and wonder how i was ever lucky enough to get him.
no one will love me like he does.
im kinda missin home tonight. mom and dad.. deb, shel, jenn, tammy, dave.. all my friends.
pam.. lord knows she can make me dream of impossible things. (but she always makes them seem realistic) amy.. the only person i really have from a part of my past. (the one really worth holding on too...) my bed, my room... downtown.
ohhhhhh a little more homesick now.
time to go to bed. and cuddle into the only family i have here. hes all i got, you know. him and robyn. what would i do without them.
*the moon is full. and my arms are empty. and all night long how i've pleaded and cried.. you always said the day that you would leave me ... would be a cold day in july..
well here comes that cold day in july.. *
watching you walk away..
im addicted to that song. that one and you really got a hold on me.
good lord.
i need to get out more.
i have been working non stop for the past.. well, really, for the past ever. saturday night i was working at walmart and never got out of there till 10! 10! yikes! by the time me and robyn got to the liquor store it was going on 10:30. then i drank and drank and drank and apparently dove across the bathroom floor of the oil can. lol. it WAS slippery and i was in heals. lol
jeeze did robyn laugh. i even laughed so hard i peed a little. LOL
and mike and robyn tell me that they had quit the time gettin into the apartment and gettin to bed. that was fine and dandy.
got up at 8 the next morning and headed to work again. Hefty buzz on i had too! hahah
anyway this whole situation came up at 5:30 (we close at 6) where a man came in needin pics done right away.. his baby boy died the day before and he needed the pics monday for the funeral. so we stopped everything we were doing and just printed his pics. and of course, we had to alter the pics to take out the red eye. and we all had a look at them and had them blown up and stuff. there were pictures oh the dad and the baby lying in bed sleeping.. and the little baby posing and stuff. and the dad was there telling me that he never had any kids before and he never will again cause this was his little boy.. his son
well, knows i didnt cry
me and robyn sat in back printing pictures and had a little cry for ourselves..
you think you got it so bad.. but here it is. a little baby boy.. maybe 3 months old.. died on their way here for vacation. now they gotta ship him back home in a casket.
there i was thinking about how hard my life was. oh, this is so shitty, oh i hate working, blah blah blah. he had a son on friday.. and on sunday, hes printing pictures for the fineral.
it breaks the heart.
anyway we done a bunch of pics, had them blown up, had a cd done.. everything we could do.. and just gave it to him for free..
they were greatful. said they were going to write to the paper about us. we cried a little more. then we had to finish all the other work we put on hold to do the pics.
it was after 7 before we got out of there.
i worked like 9 and a half hours and only got one 15 minute break.
it was my choice though. i had a lunch and everything scheduled. but we were so busy that i didnt want to leave the girls short.
so anyway i worked crazy hours over the weekend.. just to get to bed, get up and do it all over again monday.
im tired.
other then that theres really not a whole lot more to talk about. all ive been doing is working, drinkin, sleeping.
im lookin forward to wednesday.
oh and i got a couple new bras today!
i did the whole scratch to win whatever percent off your purchase price and actually won 50% off! i danced a little and everything. so i got 2 wicked bras (that have the changable straps. like halter, strapless, criss cross or see through straps) for 38$!!! and theyre nice and got a litle padding and stuff. and if you know me, you know i dont get a decent bra for less then 40$. and here i am... got 2 for 38. I was impressed!
so thats my litttle story.
mike is here in bed sleeping. i can feel his breathing on my arm.
chest moving up and down to the same rhythm everytime.
hes beautiful when he sleeps.
sometimes i sit and wonder how i was ever lucky enough to get him.
no one will love me like he does.
im kinda missin home tonight. mom and dad.. deb, shel, jenn, tammy, dave.. all my friends.
pam.. lord knows she can make me dream of impossible things. (but she always makes them seem realistic) amy.. the only person i really have from a part of my past. (the one really worth holding on too...) my bed, my room... downtown.
ohhhhhh a little more homesick now.
time to go to bed. and cuddle into the only family i have here. hes all i got, you know. him and robyn. what would i do without them.
*the moon is full. and my arms are empty. and all night long how i've pleaded and cried.. you always said the day that you would leave me ... would be a cold day in july..
well here comes that cold day in july.. *
pezzyann was fooled on 2:57 a.m..
Saturday, August 12, 2006
And my eyes, you know
are always so beautiful in the light
my lips so smooth
my teeth so white
and I'll smile and shrug
and maybe I'll sing
But no one knows
this pain Im hiding
Because I've got it together
on the outside you'll see
but inside I'm broken
A thousand pieces of me
are always so beautiful in the light
my lips so smooth
my teeth so white
and I'll smile and shrug
and maybe I'll sing
But no one knows
this pain Im hiding
Because I've got it together
on the outside you'll see
but inside I'm broken
A thousand pieces of me
pezzyann was fooled on 11:45 p.m..
Disease
My sores are more then
skin deep
their roots... the very seeds
reach into
my soul
making me untouchable
I want to reach inside
and pull them out
The desease that takes
my breath away
I want to destroy
destroy the ugly that
lays on the inside
and outside
my painful skin
skin deep
their roots... the very seeds
reach into
my soul
making me untouchable
I want to reach inside
and pull them out
The desease that takes
my breath away
I want to destroy
destroy the ugly that
lays on the inside
and outside
my painful skin
pezzyann was fooled on 11:40 p.m..