Im here waiting for perry and robyn to come in. its the first time theyve ever been here. and ive been living here over a year.
crazy
i cant wait for them to come in.
every time they do i feel like i did when i was back home.
or it makes me wanna be back home
whichever
im drinking it up too. got a good little buzz goin on.
(what else is new though, huh?)
orange juice all around!

"and the beer i had for breakfast wasnt bad, so i had one for desert. and i fumbled through my clost for my clothes and found my cleanest dirty shirt."

ohh baby sign to me
thats all i got to say

debbie was in a few nights ago. had a bbg and a few drinks. had a wicked time.
the next night they all went downtown, well, i had to have a few sippies with them! so i had a few drinks, got a little buz on for myself, and then went to work.
it seemed a little more fun there that night. lol
well, for half the night anyways
i spose sure, if i werent laughing there, id be crying.
god love the boys on overnights. always makes things better
just like my sippies do
haha

anyways im out. gotta go do some stuff before robyn and perry comes
i cant wait
ive been waiting all yesterday and today for this.
god love them

all i got to say is when you get some good friends, hold on to them, cause the rest of the world can be a bunch of fuckers.
and fuckers they all are

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pezzyann was fooled on 6:13 p.m..

Im drove nuts here. seriously. I cant wait to eventually get my own place. Not that living with people isn't great. especially the wicked people I live with (lol, juicy moose) Im just sick of a small fridge and a crappy washer and dryer and no counter spance in the bathroom and a crap-tacular bathtub. and my bedroom .. lets not go there. the damn thing makes me sick just thinking about it. I dont know. I wanna be able to sit in my room and light up a cigarette!This apartment juust feels like a beginning AND end to me. like, here you are, this is it. But really, this was supposed to be nothing but a stop-over or a stepping stone to get where-ever im REALLY going.
I dont know. I probably just woke up on the wrong side of the bed this evening. This heat makes me so frusterated and crooked.
where am I going anyways.
This aint the way it's all supposed to be
This isn't where I'm supposed to be


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pezzyann was fooled on 7:33 p.m..

SO theres this bitch I know
who should be hit in the face
what an ugly little bitch
what a fuckin disgrace
 
what a waste of breath
what a rotton little whore
daddies little slut
mommas little sore 

 

pezzyann was fooled on 6:09 p.m..

so im thinking about gettin off nights. All i do is sleep now. Ill sleep all day long, get up around 6 (if im lucky) go back to sleep at 7:30 or 8 and be out till work.
im missin out on everything. Havent had a day to myself in a long time..
if i dont get my normal 10 hours sleep, im sick and tired and

crooked and got a head ach all night.
all i need is a doc note saying i need an earlier daytime shift for medical reasons. hopefully ill get something real good.
maybe then ill have almost a normal life. wake up in the moring -like people should. sleep at night - like people should (in the dark)

mike is out on the couch watchin tv. god love him. i think his really working on the privacy thing. or giving me some time by myself. now if only hed work on picking up his dirty socks instead of leaving them on the floor.

anyways i must go on and get ready for work..

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pezzyann was fooled on 10:03 p.m..

A boy was here before
he treated me unkind

yes, it's true, I "fell apart"

I lost my heart
I lost my mind

pezzyann was fooled on 11:21 a.m..

whos the guy frank on the msg board asking if we were all single?
lol
go to WD buddy. heheh youll find someone there for sure!!

(maybe a nice little lady named lola)

pezzyann was fooled on 6:02 p.m..

so i got my gst today. 66$ and some change.
nice to get money for nothing
ohhh baby mommas gonna get some groceries tonight! name brand stuff and everything!

i bought the movie gia yesterday. i went to watch it but fell asleep about 20 minutes in. and slept for the next 15 hours. im thinking about watching it now. its really good. i never did see the ending though.

i remember once quite a few years ago it came on late on showcase and i tried real hard to stay up late and watch it.. but fell alseep.
god love angelina jolie and those big lips.
she looks some shockin good. hehe

i woke up 9 this morning, scrubbed the bathroom, did the dishes, and tackled this room. 2 hours into this room, i had most of the clothes put away. in another couple hours i had cleaned everything in here (including the floor) got the desk organised, did everything. i dont think mike liked it much though :0( he didnt seem to impressed/surprised over it.
oh well, i did good, i guess. im happy its finally done.. its good to see the floor (even if he dont think so) i definatly do..

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pezzyann was fooled on 5:55 p.m..

so i went to hrdc the other day too, (but no, i never walked!!)
i went up to buddy at the counter and heres our whole convo
-he threw a sheet at me said, fill this out well send you something in a week
"id like to talk to someone about funding for school"
"fill this out" he said.
so i looked at it, and there was this id # thing so i said,
"im not on ei, but id just like to talk to someone"
"fill that out"
"im not on ei"
"youve goit to be on ei to get funding for school"
"i know that, i want to talk to someone about my options for ei"
"have you been on ei in the last 3 years?"
"no"
"you need to be ei to get funding"
"i know that!!! i wanna talk to someone about the options for ei and funding"
"fill that out youll get info in a week"
"i dont have an id #"
"are you on ei?"
"no... "
"you need to be on ei to get funding"

well nedless to say i was grinding my teeth the whole wonderful conversation
and not like i didnt work hard enough for it. for freg sake. i literally had to call 15 #s at LEAST trying to get hold to someome, each person kept giving me more #s saying to call them.
eventually i got someone, a younger girl, and she was like, 'yeah your better off going to the office in pleasentville"

no, im better off licking the dirt on the bottom of my shoe, cause this is wasting ALL my time. i was sooo mad. so mad
all i could think of is 'well, hickory dickory fuck!' (i miss you sharron lol)

anyways i guess thats all my stories for now.
i actually mad this one really long blog, 2 shorter ones. cause short ones are easier to read, i find.
im some smart.
(if i cute off all my hair will i float like a balloon? will i float up to the celing??)
haha mork

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pezzyann was fooled on 6:20 p.m..

i juts managed to get my arse up and out of bed. i dreampt that me and sheldon killed 2 people last night (or today while sleeping) it was all really weird. and like ti was back in the old days where we had no electricy. we dumped the bodies in a huge puddle behind our little cabin/house and i was all mad cause you could tell it was 2 people and sheldons all like, "no you cant!!" so anyways, you could tell and we got arrested. and here i was, up in the room, packing all this clothes and hair stuff (like im goin to a hotel somewhere) sheldon is wearing just his housecoat and he brought along an extra pair of shorts and for some reason, jenn was there too, all she brought were like 13 pairs of underwear.
then i woke up.
it probably all came from the boys talking about going to jail and having teeth up your butt or something at work.
its all crazy
all madness :-)
good ol nightshifts. all one big 8 and 1/2 hour HR issue.

me and jenn went downtown the other day. i dont think my legs will be the same!
we were on parade street, and jenn decides, i dont wanna spend no more money, imma WALK downtown! so it wasnt that far, so i said yes by why not. so we did. and its all downhill. and not only down hill. its DOWN hill. like straight down the whole frickin way!
i was wearing my flip flops and walking more on my toes then anything else.
well lord jesus. i can hardly move my legs!
damn exercise
hehe

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pezzyann was fooled on 5:54 p.m..