so the past few days ive just been stuffed with the flu
snortin vix nose spray every couple minutes, goin around with shiny boobs from vapor rub and hackin up stuff from every different color.

its all very lovely.

mikes waiting to get on the comp now and i dont have much more to write about
which is the result of having no life
im a loser
:-(
love me im a loser
:-(
hehehe

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pezzyann was fooled on 10:49 p.m..

still trying to adjust from over nights to morning shifts
such a differnce. everything is the complete opposite

I forgot how nice it was to sit with people and eat lunch together.Something so little that I didnt even realise I missed

pezzyann was fooled on 11:12 p.m..

when with me do you wish
that I was someone else
like I more then sometimes do
when I am by myself

pezzyann was fooled on 11:31 p.m..

Ive got money in my pocket
I like the color of my hair
I got a friend who loves me
got a house
I got a car
I got a goood mother
and her voice is what keeps me here
feet on ground
heart in hand
facing forward
be yourself

I never never wanted anyhting
no I ..
Ive never wanted anything so bad .. so bad.

carboard masks of all the people Ive been
thrown out with all the rusted tangled dented god damn missary
you can say Im hard to hold
but if you knew me youd know
Ive got a good father
and his strength is what makes me cry
feet on ground
herat in hand
facing forward
be yourself

pezzyann was fooled on 9:16 a.m..

Its 9 in the morning. Instead of just gettin off work, im just gettin up. Ive got work in a couple hours. Everything is completely opposite. But Ive never felt this good being this tired and cranky and eating a huge ass saucy bowl of count chocola ... mmmm

Ive been haning out with perry (and maria) the past couple days. its been awsome. I really miss those guys.

me and mike went and bought this stand up fan for the room. makes everything nice and cool. very much worth the 30 $. and believe it or not, all the wal marts were sold out of fans! Thats crazy. damn heat ..
I wish I had a tan.

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pezzyann was fooled on 9:08 a.m..

After tonight, I got one more night to go.
Thank god!
Thats all I got to say.
Mikes sititn behind me so I cant talk about all my deep and dark secrets.
:0)
and sheldons goin around in his undies

*I got panties on..I got panties on.. * hehe

Not much to talk about. Went shopping today and spent a fortune. As always. Damn wal-mart and theyre clearence racks. And puttin the racks next to the not so clearence racks.. spend all my money. oh, wal-mart breaks me.

I was at perrys yesterday. in their dirty thirties kitchen (from the getto!) and his 70s living room. shag carpet on the walls ...! niceness

oh i also got my hair permed straight. i got this sweet ass hair straightner too. (of course, from wal mart.) this thing is wicked.
Bring on the straight hair!!
oh baby
when youre THIS hot, your hot.
:-)

mikes laughing at me.
he thinks Im fat! naw Im kidding.

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pezzyann was fooled on 11:44 p.m..

Im FiNaLlYoff overnights
well sweet jesus i saw my schedual and did a jig of glee.
11:45 in the morning! excellent. I think I deserver it. Thats for sure. (I saw it and actually did dance.) hehe
I start tuesday.. I got sunday night off and monday off. THEN IM ON DAYS
ohh to be normal again ... *heavy sigh of relief*
I obviously went to the RIGHT people this time. theyre gonna become my new best friends.

I went to bed today, and for the first time in a long long time after work, my headach was gone. and Im sure I smiled in my sleep cause things actually felt good.
Damn good, I should say

youre god damn right, its a beautiful day





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pezzyann was fooled on 5:57 p.m..

I laugh sometimes
As the tears run down
My cheeks
Sometimes I think
I Feel to much
Holding it in,
It almost makes me wonderIf
I
May have been
crying

pezzyann was fooled on 8:35 p.m..

WELL lets just say that I have never been through so much trouble and pain (litteratly!!) with convergys before in my life. what a bunch of lazy fucking titt heads. the whole jesus works of them
(if you cant tell by readin that, Im pounding really hard on the key board right now.. Im very angry) lol

In all serious-ness, I AM extreamly mad

skip skip skip to the labour boards my darling,
(i bet theyd all shit theyre pants)
I also went to HR today asking for a copy of my medical note and a print off of my sche and they "dont have that on file, go to your TL" well its funny, cause I went to good ol fuck face chad and HES the one who told me to go to HR. Im SO pissed with the whole situation. If its only one thing I learned while working in hell, its that no one will help you. No one cares (including my good friend, HRDC) and to get anywhere or anything, you gotta push scream and fight like a mother fucker. If not theyre just send off endless emails to people who waste my time saying its out of theyre hands and this magical email that I "sent" will fix it all. cause frankly, they dont know how to fix it themselves

now im really mad
better stop writing before I break this little keyboard (or punch a wall again lol )


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pezzyann was fooled on 6:03 p.m..

And thats all there is.
sometimes I just need someone
maybe someone who doesn't really know me
But its gettin harder and with every breath .. the more lonely I get
Sometimes I just need somebody

pezzyann was fooled on 10:16 p.m..