Thursday, December 23, 2004
Tomorrow is christmas eve
and it feels anything but.
i guess its because today was a beautiful sunny day
we have NO snow. everything is green (or brown) but weve got a million gifts under the tree, christmas songs are on the radio. so i know that its definatly christmas.
I just goit back from the store to get some last minute stocking stuffers for mike.
oh the money gone into that boy!
and im dying to go to river dale but jenn is in the washroom mowing her legs! so i cant (*giggles* hey, dave?)
not muhc to update on., i just havent for a while.
im completely broke. damn christmas.. ive got 50$ to do me now untill next week!! for someone who has a "decent paying job" im poor all the time.
figure that out :0(
poor money management, i suppose
its hard to manage your money though - when youve got none!
heh
i took a nap earlier. big mistake. cause now ill be up all night. and tired and crooked tomorrow (on christmas eve!)
all i want is some snow
just a little bit on christmas day..
i cant wait for everyone to be here. and have nice big full apartment with christmas songs playing in the background and debbie, as awlays drinking her tea. and mom and dad sittin on the couch opening their gifts really slowly, taking pictures.
i think ill go dig up my old diaries and see what i was doin on this day 10 years ago ...
i hate cara! i love cara! tia is such a snob!! me and tia are best friends. me and crystal arent friends anymore! crystal is so nice heheh
oh to be young again
i miss the girls. i miss their laughs. i miss the "gang" and being in basements. I miss the little fights. And gettin back together again
I hope they all have a very good new year. I hope maybe were all in eachothers new year a little bit more this time
merry christmas to all ... And to all a good night
gone
and it feels anything but.
i guess its because today was a beautiful sunny day
we have NO snow. everything is green (or brown) but weve got a million gifts under the tree, christmas songs are on the radio. so i know that its definatly christmas.
I just goit back from the store to get some last minute stocking stuffers for mike.
oh the money gone into that boy!
and im dying to go to river dale but jenn is in the washroom mowing her legs! so i cant (*giggles* hey, dave?)
not muhc to update on., i just havent for a while.
im completely broke. damn christmas.. ive got 50$ to do me now untill next week!! for someone who has a "decent paying job" im poor all the time.
figure that out :0(
poor money management, i suppose
its hard to manage your money though - when youve got none!
heh
i took a nap earlier. big mistake. cause now ill be up all night. and tired and crooked tomorrow (on christmas eve!)
all i want is some snow
just a little bit on christmas day..
i cant wait for everyone to be here. and have nice big full apartment with christmas songs playing in the background and debbie, as awlays drinking her tea. and mom and dad sittin on the couch opening their gifts really slowly, taking pictures.
i think ill go dig up my old diaries and see what i was doin on this day 10 years ago ...
i hate cara! i love cara! tia is such a snob!! me and tia are best friends. me and crystal arent friends anymore! crystal is so nice heheh
oh to be young again
i miss the girls. i miss their laughs. i miss the "gang" and being in basements. I miss the little fights. And gettin back together again
I hope they all have a very good new year. I hope maybe were all in eachothers new year a little bit more this time
merry christmas to all ... And to all a good night
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 7:53 p.m..
christmas?
pezzyann was fooled on 7:53 p.m..
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i had full intentions of sittin here and writing something absolutely wonderfin and charming and maybe even a little bit funny
but i lost whatrver it was and ive been sittin here, stairing at this blank page for about 20 minutes
needless to say, I think whatever it was, is gone.
heres some mindless lyrics that if in the situation, makes more sense then the whole world put together. - twice
I'm missing your laughHow did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending
make it go away
or make it better
isnt that what love is supposed to do
make it go away
or make it better
cause I would do either one for you
but i lost whatrver it was and ive been sittin here, stairing at this blank page for about 20 minutes
needless to say, I think whatever it was, is gone.
heres some mindless lyrics that if in the situation, makes more sense then the whole world put together. - twice
I'm missing your laughHow did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending
make it go away
or make it better
isnt that what love is supposed to do
make it go away
or make it better
cause I would do either one for you
pezzyann was fooled on 9:49 p.m..
Thursday, December 09, 2004
All I can think
of is him
and him
and her and them
and not being here, being there
(being just anywhere from here)
someone please
eat this disease
thats lives inside
and slowly kills me
of is him
and him
and her and them
and not being here, being there
(being just anywhere from here)
someone please
eat this disease
thats lives inside
and slowly kills me
pezzyann was fooled on 4:59 p.m..
big snow = wet feet
so its snowing! about time, id say
I love the snow! however, I DO hate wet feet. Im in desperate need of a pair of winter boots.
damn big feet!
imma cut off my toes so i can get something to fit!
theyre also a little too fat
i wonder if there are any specific feet exercises i can to to trim them up a bit (me feet, that is)
LOL
hopefully Ill think of something soon!
So im sititn here eating th best damn kraft dinner i ever ate and making a mental note of everyone i got to send christmas cards too.
*truth be told I tried my best, but somewhere along the way, I got cought up in all there was to offer and the cost was so much more then I could bare*
damn you kraft dinner, now i got heart burn, argh!
Im in a fit of singing today. I think I want to go to some karaoke bar, get loaded and sing my heart out. (and make a bloody fool of myself) All for a laugh, I guess
If i werent laughing, Id probably be crying anyway.
*I called you today, and you didnt know me. Didnt know my voice. So I hung up and now I miss you. all I want to do is kiss you*
Im having a weird day today. Id almost rather be at work. Im lonely. and being lonely makes me think. And thinking leads to my life is dirty rotton and it sucks. and this isnt where im supposed to me. And then i look at my room and i get REAL mad cause its a fuckin mess
LOL
hard life, i tell you.
i didnt even chew my kraft dinner. its so good and gooey it kinda just slid down
but not im sick
damn cheese!
anyways I suppose ill be off
this is long enough for now.
enjoy the snow
fa la la lala
gone
I love the snow! however, I DO hate wet feet. Im in desperate need of a pair of winter boots.
damn big feet!
imma cut off my toes so i can get something to fit!
theyre also a little too fat
i wonder if there are any specific feet exercises i can to to trim them up a bit (me feet, that is)
LOL
hopefully Ill think of something soon!
So im sititn here eating th best damn kraft dinner i ever ate and making a mental note of everyone i got to send christmas cards too.
*truth be told I tried my best, but somewhere along the way, I got cought up in all there was to offer and the cost was so much more then I could bare*
damn you kraft dinner, now i got heart burn, argh!
Im in a fit of singing today. I think I want to go to some karaoke bar, get loaded and sing my heart out. (and make a bloody fool of myself) All for a laugh, I guess
If i werent laughing, Id probably be crying anyway.
*I called you today, and you didnt know me. Didnt know my voice. So I hung up and now I miss you. all I want to do is kiss you*
Im having a weird day today. Id almost rather be at work. Im lonely. and being lonely makes me think. And thinking leads to my life is dirty rotton and it sucks. and this isnt where im supposed to me. And then i look at my room and i get REAL mad cause its a fuckin mess
LOL
hard life, i tell you.
i didnt even chew my kraft dinner. its so good and gooey it kinda just slid down
but not im sick
damn cheese!
anyways I suppose ill be off
this is long enough for now.
enjoy the snow
fa la la lala
gone
pezzyann was fooled on 4:44 p.m..