I havent written in a long time.
Were almost done moving. frankly, whatever is left there, can stay there. I dont want it. I dont want to lug anything else over here.
someone else is welcome to walk right on in and steal it.
I hope they enjoy it.

I just happened to stretch out my foot and I found the heater thingie. (vent? oil thing? whatever) now my toes (only on one foot) are finally wamr. Im sittin here freezin my ass off. -nevermind puttin on a sweater or anything.. (leave it to goober)

I was also thinking about packing away some more of the boxes in my room.
Ill leave that untill tomorrow, i guess.
i just want to sit here and listen to my music and do nothing.

I just stumbled on jann ardens site again. Ive got a full year to catch up on. that woman is amazing. and so funny.. god, she kills me. she makes me laugh. and she makes me cry..

Ive been talking to some old friends lately. feels real good, i must say.

anyways that is all for now. Ive got a lot of reading to catch up on. Ive also gotta try to situate myself to get my other foot on the same side and get some warmth goin to my freezing toes. but do it in a way that I barely have to move.

damn this full figure. damn it.

wheres my diet pills too


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pezzyann was fooled on 10:03 p.m..

were in the middle of moving into our new house/home
with the fireplace and MANTEL which i fell in love with right away
cupboards that open without falling out
a tub without rust.
its wonderful.

i just got back yesterday from my trip to musgrave town.
i tell you, thats the armpit of the world! I had a nice time though, teh wedding went well. I met a lot of mikes family (and all of them are crazy) It was all good though. Those orange smoothies were going down really well too LOL

(faye, see my bad finger?)
hahah

anyways i guess i should be off to do some more packing and get in the shower
oprah will be on today. a new one!!! -about time too.

thats all for this post.
hope everyone is doing well. (especially you, dave. Im thinking of you)

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pezzyann was fooled on 1:37 p.m..

Can you confront this thing
as comfortable as the smell
of my mothers skin
lay it all out
in front of me
because
I cant seem to put it all together by myself
alone ...yes I am alone
falling in love with the voice on the phone
Ive fallen
downand broken every bone
tore every muscle
and my heart now leaks poison

I only wanted to do the right thing
make all the right choices
but here I am.... afraid
(I can hardly keep my head above the water)
when you tell me you think
my wounds are beautiful
and you want to lick away the innocence
and taste my tears....
afraid
(you promised me pretty things)
I fell apart
I came undone
wash your hands of all this
and disown this problem
that you"obviously havent created"
yet somehow
in the midst of everything
your name comes up
and I
become
weak

Here I stand
again ..
afraid, yes

But you promised me pretty things
and Ive got nothing else
worth
holding on to



this one was written a long time ago, taken right off my old site.
hmmm.. does it even make sense?

pezzyann was fooled on 8:42 p.m..