Oh my god, i just got back from the fat cat and im in love.
I can see me becoming a regular there..
suzanne power sang and the girl made me want to cry and cry.
she was amazing.
nothing could say it better
Just simple. beautiful. so beautiful..

Ive decided im going to buy a guitar
debbie has my other one.. i wan a nice big one anyway. ill become acoustic soul. thats what theyll call me
hey, here comes acoustic soul. shes so good.
and ill sing and ill smoke and drink my beer
and ill grow my hair long like janis joplin .....

not much new to report.
except fpr the fact that i nearly chopped off my thumb while cuttin potatoes.
damn dirty things. i knew they were trouble from the start! talk about blood everywhere. and sheldon and jenn, god love them, put it in cold water! run and get bandaids! and then my with my arms up over my head
hahahah

all i can hear in my head, tonight, for some reason, is debbie saying, "but first i must carress this rusty kettle." -weird. i dont know why its on my mind.
haha
i love salad fingers. i love debbie. i miss you ..

anyways its almost time for busy and amanda.
goodnight all


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pezzyann was fooled on 12:08 a.m..

so i remmeber being a kid and ALWAYs wanting to be like someone else..
have tias hair, be skinny like crystal, be smart like gina, be grown up and have cool purses and eat subs like amanda (that sounds so silly now) and the list goes on. I wanted to be anyone but me.
And now, sometimes, even though Ive got a real good thing goin, i still sometimes wish i were someone else. I wish i could have hair like amy and go downtown like she does more often.
I wish I got to move to a new place like robyn. I wish i had nice clothes like steph, i wish i was doin something with my life like gina, i wish i had long nails like tia...
and seriously, it still goes on.
i just dont focuse on it as much. but it still hangs there, in the back of my head (or the back of my heart) just wanting to be like anyone who isnt like me.

Kinda pathetic, huh?
I dont know.. was just thinking about it then and figured id write it. who reads this anyways? lol

i think im goin to try out for canadian idol again this year LOL
we'll see how it goes, i guess!
no new news to give. same old, same old.
I want a new job. And new shoes. I need new snekers. I want new clothes. I need a new plan...
mike is gone to do overtime at work. Ive barely seen him this last week.
Lisa lobe will probably sing me to sleep tonight


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*of all the things that you could be, you never could learn how to be me*

pezzyann was fooled on 9:13 p.m..

You make me feel so small
inside
that I sometimes fear that I will just
disapear
and then theres nothing left to do but wonder if
you'll even notice
because I know already
that you wont miss me

pezzyann was fooled on 2:05 p.m..

im sittin here, eatin me some strawberry pop tarts for breakfast. There should be low fat. (i cant believe i just said that) they should automatically make ALL food low fat, that way you havent gotta go lookin through it all and stuff.
Ive made it a new rule. Im going to get up a little bit earlier each morning and get breakfast. Hungry or not.
eugh ... gettin up earlier..
i got up 9 this morning instead of 10. (i eave for work at 10:30ish)
its sad though, cause I still wont look like isoent anymore time gettin ready then I normally do
LOL
Im going out tonight through. Ill be wearin my make up then. heheh

hella yah!
lol
i feel like such a wigger even typing that.

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pezzyann was fooled on 9:26 a.m..

I know one thing... that it's hard to poo with a cat on your feet it somehow ruins your concentration. As you get older you have to concentrate, you really do. It's not like the old days when a girl could start the day off with a whores breakfast to get things going. "A whores breakfast" you ask? Well if you don't know, you havent lived ... its black coffee and a fag my darlings!! Now it's herbal tea and a bowl of mini wheats...it could takes hours, even days, to start the "daily" yes, we'll call it the "daily" it sounds pretty



-oh my lord, this woman is to funny

pezzyann was fooled on 1:18 a.m..

i just got home from work
god would i love to have a few days off
well, few months more like it.
id sepnd every day over to pam and stephs playin cranuim! (pinches my own cheeks)
lol
im so in love with steph
and shes so beautiful..
its too bad the plates melted and we got grease all over her bed LOL
i bet they were dollar store plates

oh my. so another day is done.
i was singing rattling bog (is that what its even called??) for the later part of my shift..
"tick on the fle and the fle on the feather, feather on the bird bird in the egg, eg in the nest" and so forth.
i think as the long day drags on i get less and less sane.

and jamie doesnt help.
rippin the face off of. my lips are big enough, i dont need them to be stuck off more!
LOL
what a little bitch, i tell you.
such a little skeet.
(i love you anyways, you old muss) lol

im sittin here eating my cheese bugles. theyre wonderful. mikes off doing laundry and im sitting here, on the computer, and im not being inturupted.
life if good
:-)

im off to try and find more places to stuff some of my clothes
haha
wish me luck


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pezzyann was fooled on 8:23 p.m..