So I've come to realize something..
Lawyers are a lot like hookers.

Clients come to both lawyers and hookers. And both screw you for money.

Clients pay a ton of money expecting some miracles to be performed .. But leave with nothing but a little irritation (either mentally or between the legs)

Clients leave feeling a little bit better then when they came, but they know they will never hear from them again.

They both charge by the hour

and

secretaries, like pimps, take care of all the inside work.

pezzyann was fooled on 11:32 p.m..

to find a new job!
thats right ladies and gentlemen.
i got me a new job!
It pays a little more, its in the same parking lot, the hours are decent.. the manager is a friend of mine! the girls from the hotel i used to work at work there now hehe so its all good.

I suddlenly forgot everything else i had to say!
i start on monday
i have sunday off!
thats right. a whole day off. and im not doing a damn thing! no laundry, no cleaning! (besides the bathroom.. this room needs a good scrubbin) im sleeping in! its going to be good. so so good!

im excited.
finally.
seems like something good might be happening.

perhaps im steppin 2 feet forward and only one back this time..
feels nice for a change!

pezzyann was fooled on 11:21 p.m..

well im sure everyone wants to hear a funny story!

so..
saturday night i got some tequilla. and a flask. and i drank. boy oh boy i drank. had almost a full bottle of tequilla gone myself and put quit the dent in my flask.
got to the newfie club, did some more tequilla. lol
so by 1:30 i decided it was time for me to go to bed!
so i came home, dropped right in the bed. went to sleep.

mike said i woke up at 3:00 ish and went to the window. trying to open the window or messin with the blinds. he said, what are you doing lesley?
i said "nothing!"
i was tipping something over.. he said "what are you tipping over les?"
"NOTHING!"
then i bent over and was playing with my toes for a while..

anyway the next morning, mike got up and went to put on the clean clothes he had picked out for work the night before. and they were SOAKED!
i was after peein on all his clean clothes in my sleep!
ahahah
well talk about laughing me and robyn did when we heard.
robyn said "thats not bad. got so drunk she pissed in someone ELSES pants!"

hahahahah

Im takin the day off tomorrow to look for a new job!
screw my job. there better that pays more. and im going to find it. im sick of puttin up with their bull all the time. shag it now. im done!

anyways thats it for now. im going to go get in a nice long bubble bath and have candles and music and smokes and im going to relax and take a few minutes for myself. just some quiet time. no one but me.

ohhhh, it will be nice.
im excited just thinking about it.

just relax.. close my eyes. listen to some music, soak in some bubbles....

*sigh*

pezzyann was fooled on 11:32 p.m..

well i saw the premier.. the real one! apparently CTV played eppoisode 2 and not the premier! thank god i watched ABC! hehe
but it was good! oh soooo good! *happy sigh*

theres not a whole lot more to talk about other then that hah
i got work tomorrow at wal mart. lord help me tonight. 9-5! what the heck is that anyway? im pretty sure i asked for late shifts. my christ.

what else is there to talk about?
hmmmmm ... not a whole lot really.
its friday night and im NOT going out. i WILL save money heh
not like Robyn who meant to transfer rent money into mikes account and accidently put it on her phone bill. lol now she cant get it and now she has no money. hah god love her. what a mess!

anyway i guess thats it. since im not doing anything and its friday at 10:00 and i have work in the morning, i might as well go to bed or something.

blah.
Blah.

Yuck

pezzyann was fooled on 1:11 a.m..

I feel very newfoundlandish today.
I came to work with my good ol spegatti os and a can of wieners and a pineapple can of pop. Hhehe listenin to peter street and the night that patty Murphy died. Lol
I miss home a little.

Im at work here now, on my lunch break. I got 10 minutes still. Sheesh. An hour is a long time if you got nothing to do and no where to go.

I feel a little sick after eating supper. Lol as always. Suppose ill hav to sneak down in the basement later to have a poop or something! Hahah

Anyway, I suppose ill have to go on there now. Margarette is here so ill go have a chat

Hope everyone is doing well.

oh i updated my pic site. added some music and stuff. haha
www.justlesley.piczo.com

pezzyann was fooled on 4:36 p.m..

here I am
alone again

half ass smiling

because you think I'm cute ...

but not beautiful

pezzyann was fooled on 4:16 a.m..

Oh my. i was all in the mood to write, but im not anymore.
i dont really have a whole lot to talk about.
work was a bitch today
ohhhh my poor feet. Im going to start wearing sneekers!

i had quite an incident with a flight of stairs on friday night!
tumbeled right down a full flight. lol
know i never giggled.
but then it hurt and it wasnt so funny. but it happens. hahah
i tell you. never even made the top step. went right down. hahah
oh my.
got a hefty little bruise goin on on my fat lady ankle. but thats nothing new. damn thing. i didnt need it anyway! hahah
its just an ankle.

im all of a sudden very tired.

i think i might take a little nap for an hour.

i will write more when i got something interesting going on!
sorry tobe such a bore.
:0)

pezzyann was fooled on 11:37 p.m..

I figured id write since i havent in a while and im just here waiting for supper.

I havent been doing much lately. lovin my boones wine (for only 3.49 a bottle!) everynight then droppin in bed.
It just feels like im constantly tired. just draggin my ass all over downtown. this was the long weekend. i was supposed to have monday off. i was excited.. do nothing. relax. sleep.
i was talking to robyn though, and she said she was scheduled in by herself. so i went in with her. so no days off for me. haha good lord.
it seems so routine. monday to friday i get up at 7:30, get the bus at 8. at work by 8:15. write amy from 8:15 to 8:25. go walk behind carol and take her bags as she walks up the stairs (shes the receptionist at work. she got some kind of infection virus thing in her spione years ago that left her almost paralized.. so she uses a cane now) 8:38 to 12 i work. 12 to 12:25 i eat. 12:25 to 1 i either talk to margaret or write amy. work untill 5. catch the bus at 5:15. home by 5:25. get supper ready. most nights eat by 7. then do whatever, sometimes nap untill later, go out on the deck with my wine and my smokes and finish it off. then go in, watch a few eppisodes of O.C then go to bed
and do it all again

I am desperatly addicted to the O.C and to Greys anatomy. oh my. I just cant get enough.
theres a lot i cant get enough of.
I think im very over compulsive.

So theyre raising the rent here. 150$. yikes. as if its not expensive enough now.
they start december first. right in time for chirstmas too. little buggers.

well supper is ready. i realise ive done nothing but complain in this entry. so i figure id say something positive or something. just so i dont seem all dumpy and stuff.

Ive got some nice shoes :0) hehehe
I am lucky because I have nice shoes. Even if they do make my toes little sore.
Its a small price to pay ... for pretty pretty shoes.


*maybe Im amazed at the way I really need you*

pezzyann was fooled on 10:07 p.m..

I have to block out thoughts of you,
so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you,

Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me,
it is I that wanted space

(Chorus)

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicide or hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a manUntil I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

pezzyann was fooled on 2:01 a.m..