im going to bed soon
i dont know why im writing, really. i dont have a whole lot to say..

i got some new shoes today. ohhhh theyre nice ones too
brings me up to about 6 feet tall lol and red. hehe of course, because it was buy one get on 50% off, i got a little matching red clutch.

i dont have to tip-e-toe to kiss mike. lol

i realised i dont write as much as i used to. like in a journal and stuff... i used to write poetry and songs and i used to feel all these crazy feelings and stuff that drove me to write. i dont know if its a good or bad thing that i dont have those same feelings anymore. probably good, id say. but who knows.

i think im going to get my hair cut tomorrow. im in serious need of one! id say i need to cut about 3 inches to get rid of the dead ends. probably more. and i found some "layers" in my hair that i didnt even know i had. so i think ill get her to even those out a big.
no surprise i didnt know about them though. my hair is so big ive lost bobby pins in it and havent found them untill the next day when i wash it.
them im droppin bobby pins in the tub everywhere.
hahah
as joleen would say, its degrassi hair. she says im like the twins. heheh
erica is the only one i can remember. jessica maybe?
i cant remember.
no i dont think its jessica.

hmmmm for someone who didnt have anything to write about, ive written quite a bit, huh? i think ill post a pic of my new shoes.. for everyone to enjoy :-)

well, i suppose that it all for now. mike and me and going out to breakfast tomorrow with some of his friends from work.

hello humpties!
they have the BEST breakfast... mmmmmmmmm meat pan-scrambeler.

*drools*

pezzyann was fooled on 3:35 a.m..

We might kiss when
we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you

Why do you sing with me at all?

pezzyann was fooled on 3:06 p.m..

I quit smoking!
I decided last night. :-) i got in the cab, reached for my smokes and "damnit. damn fuck shit damn shit fucker" my smokes were gone. i lost them AGAIN.
everytime i go out, i bring half a pack only and EVERYTIME i go out, i lose them. never fails.
and as if i can afford to at 11 bloody dollars a pack!
so i was angry and drunk and said to myself (or out loud to the dumbass taxi driver who didnt know where taco time was. i mean come on.. look for the bloody sign. its a HUGE ASS mother fuckin cactise for crying out loud. its like the biggest sign in this shit hole. and bright green and light up! you gonna tell me you never noticed that sign before? and to make the best of it, i told him to turn in, i said "see that big taco time sign? turn in" and he kept driving! i was like god, just stop here! - in the middle of the road. so i gave him money and was like "thanks" )
so wait.. what was i talking about?
oh yes
so i said to myself, "im sick of being smelly. i want to be healthy. i really need to sart considering my health. i quit."

hah

im sure those werent my exact words. i think they were more like, lost me fuckin smokes again, im too fuckin poor for this, i quit.

so i woke up this morning, a little suprised that i still remembered, and decided to sick to it.

but im quitting eating. and smoking.
lord help me.

maybe ill jog!
wouldnt that be fun? maybe ill start. ill get robyn to start with me!
okay, maybe im dreaming too big.
next time we get drunk ill bring it up and seee what she thinks.

but for now, i quit smoking, i hate foreigners, (i think i spelled that wrong lol) and im sticking to my rice cakes.

go lesley!

pezzyann was fooled on 1:49 p.m..

so im on a new diet. not so much as a meal plan kinda diet. just not so much junk food. im actually into rice cakes a lot. i want a snack, eat a rice cake, breakfast, rice cake, snack rice cake.
theyre not all that pleasent to be honest. and im sure i could eat a paper towel and get more flavour. lol
but then again, i do get me out a mean slice of fat free see through cheese and melts it on top of those bad boys. lol. flavourless rice cakes and useless cheese. mmmm fill my tummy.

hah

so today is mine and mikes 3rd year annavarsary. im sure theres an I in that word somewhere. honestly, im too lazy to put the effort into spelling it out right now lol
so back to my story.
3 years. go me! see, im a good girl after all! who ever wouldve known? *smiles* and so tonight, since weve never been before and mike always says he wants to go, im taking mike out to the keg for supper. :-) my treat.
now.. if only i can get him home... (hes out late today helpin kenny from work doing something or another)
ive eaten nothing but a few rice cakes and an apple today.

well, speaking of apples!
i went to save on last night. and sweet mother. there was these little plastic bags with cute little handles full of shiny perfect little (medium size, really) apples. bc apples, nonetheless. so i figured id get them. very good. there goes 7 or 8 dollars right? something youd expect to pay for some wicked bc apples. no sir.. checked them out.. 17.50$ i nearly fell over!
so i swipped my little save on card and got 5$ off. still. 12 fricking dollars! i looked at missy and i said "these better be some damn good apples for 12 dollars!"
she looked kinda shocked.
oppss, maybe a little too blunt lesley.
but come on! 12.00$? frickin nuts

the whole world is gone nuts.

im starved. where the heck is mike?

spose ill have a rice cake to tie me over.

pezzyann was fooled on 9:38 p.m..

I figured id update since i havent for a while, but i dont really have a whole lot to say.
my new job is going well. theres not a lot to do but its wicked. I love who i work with. - besides the older ladies. theyre not as fun!
haha
but then again, aside from nan, i dont know ANY older ladies who are fun. hahah

oh my. im looking for the song "love you lately" by daniel powter. of course, i cant download anything. my pc is such a piece of crap. lol god love it. it makes me soooo freekin angry
lol

oh my. well, i supposed thats all for now. i must go on a get ready for work, i guess.

*why do people with accents not sing with accents? like british people? or french..*

pezzyann was fooled on 3:32 p.m..