Monday, March 26, 2007
oh my god, this computer is so slow lately.. whats goin on..
anyway our birthdays were good! - mikes and mine.
i got some great stuff..
love it all.
great apartment stuff.. and the martini glass set. - i cant say that.
anyway... it was wonderful!
ok, this freekin telemarketer just called asking me to donate 300+ to feed a child for a year!
i was like no thanks hunny!
then she was like, oh... doesnt fit into your budget?
i was like, my dear, i cant barely afford to feed myself.
then she went on and on.
she wasnt very good though, you can tell she was reading it off a sheet. hahah
anyway after a while i just hung up on her.
hello... didnt you hear me say i was poor? lol
speaking of feeding myself... i am so depressed!
i saw pics of myself from bday parties and sheldons house warming..
i seriously almost puked.
oh my god.
i am the size of a pregnant horse.
so depressed i could eat a cow.
well, not eat a cow. perhaps puke up a cow or something. oh my god.
so i decided last night i would walk.
mike said we would walk with me every day. so we set the alarm for 10 this mornin to get up and go.
he took off to go to mustgrave town first thing.
there goes my walkin partner.
and today is not a good day to start. its snowy and blowin like a whore and its FREEZING.
so im gonna make myself a salad in a bit and juststay in bed alllllllll day! (the the exception of gettin up to pack a few boxes.. then right back in bed again!)
maybe ill forget the salad, drink me some nice hot coffeee, have me a smoke and just go back to sleep!
my god, its cold here though.
my toes are like ice.
i wonder where my big woolen socks are.
anyway our birthdays were good! - mikes and mine.
i got some great stuff..
love it all.
great apartment stuff.. and the martini glass set. - i cant say that.
anyway... it was wonderful!
ok, this freekin telemarketer just called asking me to donate 300+ to feed a child for a year!
i was like no thanks hunny!
then she was like, oh... doesnt fit into your budget?
i was like, my dear, i cant barely afford to feed myself.
then she went on and on.
she wasnt very good though, you can tell she was reading it off a sheet. hahah
anyway after a while i just hung up on her.
hello... didnt you hear me say i was poor? lol
speaking of feeding myself... i am so depressed!
i saw pics of myself from bday parties and sheldons house warming..
i seriously almost puked.
oh my god.
i am the size of a pregnant horse.
so depressed i could eat a cow.
well, not eat a cow. perhaps puke up a cow or something. oh my god.
so i decided last night i would walk.
mike said we would walk with me every day. so we set the alarm for 10 this mornin to get up and go.
he took off to go to mustgrave town first thing.
there goes my walkin partner.
and today is not a good day to start. its snowy and blowin like a whore and its FREEZING.
so im gonna make myself a salad in a bit and juststay in bed alllllllll day! (the the exception of gettin up to pack a few boxes.. then right back in bed again!)
maybe ill forget the salad, drink me some nice hot coffeee, have me a smoke and just go back to sleep!
my god, its cold here though.
my toes are like ice.
i wonder where my big woolen socks are.
pezzyann was fooled on 11:35 a.m..
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Okay,
who here even knew that there was a third tower that fell?
i never even paid attention to it.. all i heard were 2 towers, 2 towers, twin towers..
did anyone even notice that wtc 7 also fell that day?
there are some pretty strong views on this. - Ive been reading.
heres what i found. Think about it.
about everything
read
think
Building 7 was the third skyscraper to be reduced to rubble on September 11, 2001. According to the government, fires, primarily, leveled this building, but fires have never before or since destroyed a steel skyscraper.
WTC 7 collapsed approximately 7 hours after the collapse of WTC 1.
WTC 7 contained offices of the FBI, Department of Defense, IRS (which contained prodigious amounts of corporate tax fraud, including Enrons), US Secret Service, Securities & Exchange Commission (with more stock fraud records), and Citibanks Salomon Smith Barney, the Mayors Office of Emergency Management and many other financial institutions.
Inside WTC 7 was the US Secret Services largest field office with more than 200 employees. …”All the evidence that we stored at 7 World Trade, in all our cases, went down with the building,” according to US Secret Service Special Agent David Curran.
(and this was an accident?)
The team that investigated the collapse were kept away from the crime scene. By the time they published their inconclusive report in May, 2002, the evidence had been destroyed.
Why did the government rapidly recycle the steel from the largest and most mysterious engineering failure in world history, and why has the media remained silent?
Witness reports show that officials who controlled the streets around WTC 7 evacuated the area in the hour before the 5:20 PM collapse, and that various officials forwarded verbal warnings conveying certainty that the collapse would occur.
At least two television networks made premature announcements of the collapse of WTC 7. The BBC unequivocally announced the collapse about 23 minutes before the fact, and even featured a New York correspondent speaking of the collapse in past tense with the still-erect skyscraper standing behind her.
CNN anchor Aaron Brown announced that the building "has either collapsed or is collapsing" about an hour before the event. Unlike the BBC correspondent, Brown seemed to be able to read the skyline and see that Building 7 was still standing -- perhaps accounting for the muddled announcement.
how can one assume that a building is going to collaps? it wasnt a slow, moaning, building swaying incident where you can tell the building is obviously going to let go. the complete building itself collapseed in 6.5 seconds. from start to finish. watch the video. http://www.wtc7.net/videos.html could this be something that was actually expected?
Despite the paramount importance of the remains, they were hauled away and melted down as quickly as possible. The steel was sold to scrap metal vendors and most of it was soon on ships bound for China and India. Some of the smaller pieces and a few token large pieces of steel marked 'save' were allowed to be inspected at Fresh Kills landfill by FEMA's BPAT volunteers.
Officials running the "cleanup operation" took pains to make sure the structural steel didn't end up anywhere but in blast furnaces. They installed GPS locator devices on each of the trucks hauling loads from Ground Zero at a cost of $1000 each. One driver who took an extended lunch break was dismissed
Few such sites note that the physical characteristics of the collapse exactly match conventional demolitions, or that fires have never before or since felled steel-framed high-rise buildings -- two facts that constitute an overwhelming case for the controlled demolition of WTC 7
who
what
when
where
how
WHY
and they trust bush. The "man" that knew of the attack and did nothing.
read (http://www.wtc7.net/index.html)
write
learn.
its insane to think about it.
who here even knew that there was a third tower that fell?
i never even paid attention to it.. all i heard were 2 towers, 2 towers, twin towers..
did anyone even notice that wtc 7 also fell that day?
there are some pretty strong views on this. - Ive been reading.
heres what i found. Think about it.
about everything
read
think
Building 7 was the third skyscraper to be reduced to rubble on September 11, 2001. According to the government, fires, primarily, leveled this building, but fires have never before or since destroyed a steel skyscraper.
WTC 7 collapsed approximately 7 hours after the collapse of WTC 1.
WTC 7 contained offices of the FBI, Department of Defense, IRS (which contained prodigious amounts of corporate tax fraud, including Enrons), US Secret Service, Securities & Exchange Commission (with more stock fraud records), and Citibanks Salomon Smith Barney, the Mayors Office of Emergency Management and many other financial institutions.
Inside WTC 7 was the US Secret Services largest field office with more than 200 employees. …”All the evidence that we stored at 7 World Trade, in all our cases, went down with the building,” according to US Secret Service Special Agent David Curran.
(and this was an accident?)
The team that investigated the collapse were kept away from the crime scene. By the time they published their inconclusive report in May, 2002, the evidence had been destroyed.
Why did the government rapidly recycle the steel from the largest and most mysterious engineering failure in world history, and why has the media remained silent?
Witness reports show that officials who controlled the streets around WTC 7 evacuated the area in the hour before the 5:20 PM collapse, and that various officials forwarded verbal warnings conveying certainty that the collapse would occur.
At least two television networks made premature announcements of the collapse of WTC 7. The BBC unequivocally announced the collapse about 23 minutes before the fact, and even featured a New York correspondent speaking of the collapse in past tense with the still-erect skyscraper standing behind her.
CNN anchor Aaron Brown announced that the building "has either collapsed or is collapsing" about an hour before the event. Unlike the BBC correspondent, Brown seemed to be able to read the skyline and see that Building 7 was still standing -- perhaps accounting for the muddled announcement.
how can one assume that a building is going to collaps? it wasnt a slow, moaning, building swaying incident where you can tell the building is obviously going to let go. the complete building itself collapseed in 6.5 seconds. from start to finish. watch the video. http://www.wtc7.net/videos.html could this be something that was actually expected?
Despite the paramount importance of the remains, they were hauled away and melted down as quickly as possible. The steel was sold to scrap metal vendors and most of it was soon on ships bound for China and India. Some of the smaller pieces and a few token large pieces of steel marked 'save' were allowed to be inspected at Fresh Kills landfill by FEMA's BPAT volunteers.
Officials running the "cleanup operation" took pains to make sure the structural steel didn't end up anywhere but in blast furnaces. They installed GPS locator devices on each of the trucks hauling loads from Ground Zero at a cost of $1000 each. One driver who took an extended lunch break was dismissed
Few such sites note that the physical characteristics of the collapse exactly match conventional demolitions, or that fires have never before or since felled steel-framed high-rise buildings -- two facts that constitute an overwhelming case for the controlled demolition of WTC 7
who
what
when
where
how
WHY
and they trust bush. The "man" that knew of the attack and did nothing.
read (http://www.wtc7.net/index.html)
write
learn.
its insane to think about it.
pezzyann was fooled on 9:01 p.m..
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i had a dream last night that i was choking
on millions of spiders. just spiders down my throat
in my mouth
and i couldnt get them out. i was trying to hook them out with my hands but i couldnt and i could actually feel them blockin off my throat
i was choking
i was choking
on mouth fulls of fuckin spiders.
as soon as i got rid of some, my mouth would be full again
of spiders
i was fuckin god damn choking..
and when i woke up
my eyes were tired and my feet were cold
and i was next to mike
and there were no more spiders
but i was still choking.
and i still cant breath
ive been awake for hours
and im still trying to
im choking
i am mother fucking god damn cocksuckin son-of-a-bitch shit slut fuck fuck fuck
fuckin choking
on millions of spiders. just spiders down my throat
in my mouth
and i couldnt get them out. i was trying to hook them out with my hands but i couldnt and i could actually feel them blockin off my throat
i was choking
i was choking
on mouth fulls of fuckin spiders.
as soon as i got rid of some, my mouth would be full again
of spiders
i was fuckin god damn choking..
and when i woke up
my eyes were tired and my feet were cold
and i was next to mike
and there were no more spiders
but i was still choking.
and i still cant breath
ive been awake for hours
and im still trying to
im choking
i am mother fucking god damn cocksuckin son-of-a-bitch shit slut fuck fuck fuck
fuckin choking
pezzyann was fooled on 1:13 p.m..
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Wake up, take your pills dear, I know this time of year aint right for you...
you came with a sickness, shot down back in Christmas,
Kamikaze rain... and
Im sure youve lost that weight again,
Im sure the pills keeping pouring in,
like smoke that falls, its caving into you...
so put me on a plane, and fly me to anywhere...with you...
one night...when you woke up,
you bled...till you spoke up,
oh this aint pretty dear,
with clocks, watch the time go...till spring,
when the sun can finally be free...
and Im sure youve lost that weight again,
Im sure the pills keeping pouring in,
well scream at night, to make it go away...
so put me on a plane, and fly me to anywhere...with you...
you came with a sickness, shot down back in Christmas,
Kamikaze rain... and
Im sure youve lost that weight again,
Im sure the pills keeping pouring in,
like smoke that falls, its caving into you...
so put me on a plane, and fly me to anywhere...with you...
one night...when you woke up,
you bled...till you spoke up,
oh this aint pretty dear,
with clocks, watch the time go...till spring,
when the sun can finally be free...
and Im sure youve lost that weight again,
Im sure the pills keeping pouring in,
well scream at night, to make it go away...
so put me on a plane, and fly me to anywhere...with you...
pezzyann was fooled on 10:10 p.m..
Friday, March 09, 2007
Couple of guys sittin around drinkin
Down at the starlight bar
One of em says, you know Ive been thinking
Other one says, that wont get you too far
He says, this is your life, and welcome to it
Its just workin and drinkin and dreams
Ad on tv says just do it
Hell if I know what that means
The secret of life is a good cup of coffee
The secret of life is keep your eye on the ball
The secret of life is a beautiful woman
And marilyn stares down from the barroom wall
You and me, were just a couple of zeros
Just a couple of down-and-outs
But movie stars and football heroes
What have they got to be unhappy about?
So they turn to the bartender, sam, what do you think?
Whats the key that unlocks that door?
Sam dont say nothin, just wipes off the bar
And he pours them a couple more
cause the secret of life is in sams martin
isThe secret of life is in marilyns eyes
The secret of life is in monday night football
Rolling stones records and moms apple pie
Sam looks up from his sunday paper
Says, boys, youre on the wrong track
The secret of life is there aint no secret
And you dont get your money back
HeyThe secret of life is gettin up early
The secret of life is stayin up late
The secret of life is try not to hurry
But dont wait Dont wait
The secret of life is a good cup of coffee
The secret of life is keep your eye on the ball
The secret of life is to find the right woman
The secret of life is nothin at all
Oh, its nothin at all
pezzyann was fooled on 2:16 p.m..
The sight of you is so confusing so I take myself away...
Im here in newfoundland again.
did the last year even happen?
i knew thats how i would feel.. i knew it. i felt it as soon as i got on the plane. as soon as we took off... in the air, in the Toronto, landing...
i felt it.
or the lack of it.
did it even happen?
I have been downtown yet!
didnt go last weekend and ill be out in mustgrave town this weekend after the move.
ohh lordy.
theres not much else to say really.
oh dave and jamie was at the air port when i got off!
good lord.
it was good to see them.
good as always.
:-)
davey has gotten so thin.
it looks as if his skin is trying to run away from his face..
hehe no im kidding. he looks good. real good.
its unfortunate though... the weight his lost has somehow found its way towards me and formed as love handles on my thighs.. thats right. my freekin thighs.
lord knows i love the pic of me in the kitchen at sheldons new apartment.
it looks like im actually wearing the kitchen.
haha oh speaking of apartment, me and mike got a new one! im happy. its nice. big bright windows where the sun shines through bright and beautiful! (knows ill be covering that up asap.) lots of room. a closet designed specifically for shoes! a whole closet just for shoes! can one imagine?!?!
its a dream come true..
well, not exactly a dream.. but you know. its pretty damn cool.
did the last year even happen?
i knew thats how i would feel.. i knew it. i felt it as soon as i got on the plane. as soon as we took off... in the air, in the Toronto, landing...
i felt it.
or the lack of it.
did it even happen?
I have been downtown yet!
didnt go last weekend and ill be out in mustgrave town this weekend after the move.
ohh lordy.
theres not much else to say really.
oh dave and jamie was at the air port when i got off!
good lord.
it was good to see them.
good as always.
:-)
davey has gotten so thin.
it looks as if his skin is trying to run away from his face..
hehe no im kidding. he looks good. real good.
its unfortunate though... the weight his lost has somehow found its way towards me and formed as love handles on my thighs.. thats right. my freekin thighs.
lord knows i love the pic of me in the kitchen at sheldons new apartment.
it looks like im actually wearing the kitchen.
haha oh speaking of apartment, me and mike got a new one! im happy. its nice. big bright windows where the sun shines through bright and beautiful! (knows ill be covering that up asap.) lots of room. a closet designed specifically for shoes! a whole closet just for shoes! can one imagine?!?!
its a dream come true..
well, not exactly a dream.. but you know. its pretty damn cool.
pezzyann was fooled on 2:09 p.m..