so it doesnt feel like christmas. im in mustgrave town and its alright though. i get to see my babies, so thats the best part.

its just me here this morning. mike took his mom to the hospital (leg problem) and it was just me and his dad here. his dad is gone out in the shed. probably to avoid the awkardness between me and him being here alone, god love him.
so im just here on the couch.
thank jesus i brought my laptop
why have i never thought of this before??
i dont know.
but thank the dirty jesus i got it now!

i am finished with school for christmas! - obviously. and finished with my Introduction to Computers section of the course.
dear sweet jesus that was rough. the first day, and im not kidding, we did definitions for things such as
computer
button
pointing device

then we learned what font was and how to use a mouse and what a keyboard was
LOL
it was unpleasent

i would sit back inclass and id lose my mind!
i would literatly pull out my hair and huff and puff and give frank the hardest of times. haha the poor man. Id be like FRANK! FRANK! IM GONNA THROW THIS COMPUTER OUT THE WINDOW! ARGH! FRANK.. FRANK!! IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE! haha
and just for a little excitement, when we did assignments i would staple every side of the assignment closed. hahah
he stand up and be like
LESLEY! you stapled your damn assignment shut again!

when youre as bored as i was you had to make your own entertainment. haha
anyway he got a little chuckle out of it, as did I. so its all good.

anyway i spose ill go on and straighten my hair.
thought i dont really know what for. walk outside and impress all the... wilderness?
perhaps the trees will whistle at me as i walk by?
i dont know.
fuck me right up the arse, i am bored. i guess it would be the same as if i were in town. i think that just becuase im so far away from everything, i feel even more bored.
like home i can drive 5 minutes at im at walmart. walk across the road and im at any gas station or tim hortins. here you have to drive over half an hour

BUT
it is a beautiful day
so im gonna go out and get some pictures!! im excited now..
its warm and sunny and all white. should be beautiful

pezzyann was fooled on 11:39 a.m..

I have called you children
I have called you son
what is there to answer
if Im the only one

morning comes in paradise
morning comes in light
still I must obey
still I must invite

if there's anything to say
if there's anything to do
if there's any other way
I'll do anything for you

I was dressed embarrassment
I was dressed in wine
if you have a part of me
will you take your time?
even if I come back
even if I die...
is there some idea to replace my life?

like a father to impress...
(like a mothers mourning dress)
if I ever make a mess
I'll do anything for you

I have called you preacher
I have called you son
if you have a father or if you haven't one
I'll do anything for you

I'll do anything for you
I'll do anything for you
I'll do anything for you
*I'll do anything for you*
I did everything for you
I did everything for you
I did everything for you
I did everything for you
I did everything for you
I did everything for you
I did everything for you

I did everything for you

pezzyann was fooled on 8:23 a.m..

Im in class. intro to computer. were learning what font is and how to use the arrow buttons.
oh my god.
this class is going to kill me. frank, the teacher of this course seems sweet and innocent. he wears cute sweaters and writes neatly on the white board.
he reminds me of the teachers on those classrooms/lessons on tv that come on early sunday morning on NTV and cbc.

my nails are long and in the way of my typing. sorry if im making a lot of mistakes. I am happy to report though that i am gettin my nails did today.

this class makes me want to shoot myself in the face.

ive been listenin to this lady sing since last night thanks to sheldon. michelle featherstone is her name... and the song coffee and cigarettes goes straight to my soul.
it somehow makes my insides hurt.

"I gave up on coffee and cigarettes
i hate to say it hasnt helped yet
i thought my problems would just dissipate
and all my pain would be in yesterday

i poured all my booze down the kitchen drain
and watch my bad habbits get flushed away
i thought that that would keep my head on straight
and all my pain would be in yesterday

but its true
im still blue
but i finally know what to do
i must quit
i must quit
you "

awww beautiful and honest and incrediably sad all at once.

i dont really have any funny stories to tell today. ive got my christmas shoppin all done. thank god. and i have successfully put myself so deep in the hole that i can barely burrow my self out.

we are all in class laughing and talking on msn. its silly. this class makes me restless. and almost giddy. thank god were in front of computers with the internet. :-)

i guess i should go and find something else to entertain me for a while.

frank just made a silly.
hes too cute.
he reminds me of Mr. Rogers.
tooo sweet with his cute little sweaters.

"i thought that if i didnt go and play
that the sadness would get board and go away
i thought that if i didnt go astray
that all my pain would be in yesterday.... "

pezzyann was fooled on 9:31 a.m..

im sittin here on the edge of the bed eatin bugles. its 11:45 pm. mike is slightly snoring next to me. on his back with his face covered to hide the light. (as if he would be awake long enought for the light to bother him) hehe hes snores are slowly gettin louder and louder.
i think its almost time to roll him over.

thats my studly.

its stormy tonight. the lights have been flickering on and off since the last time they went out a couple hours ago. thank god for auto save!

so since my last update weve had 2 more mice. lord help me. weve upgraded from vacume to electric chair though. its this little black box that you put peanut butter inside and the mouse crawls in the little hole and goes to lick the peanut butter and the shocker pannels ZAP him and shocks him to death. quick and painless (or so i like to believe) all youve gotta do is sneek downstairs, open the door and dump him on the lawn :-)

today i finished the LAST of my christmas shopping! i got debs and tammys stuff sent off (sent it last week) and mom and dads suitcase is ready to go! (well, it will be by the weekend) im impressed. got shel and jenn and done and mike is alllll done too. woop dar it is!

ive got my final exam tomorrow.
i think i got it all down pat. except for remembering colors that is.
red+blue=magenta.
blue+green=cyan

wtf
who needs to know these colors.. ever?? lol
seriously
wtf is cyan anyway. and what kind of color is magenta. haha

anyway i supposed thats it for now.
the wind is blowing like a savage.
i hope it isnt too cold tomorrow while i wait for my carpool.
mmmmm a nice hot coffee and cigarette sounds good right about now.

oh, ive got a new theme song!
big girl (you are beautiful) by mika.
excellent.
it makes me dance in front of my mirror in my ugly green dress and love it.
i sing loud. i dance loud.
download it.

pezzyann was fooled on 11:44 p.m..