Friday, June 19, 2009
1. You & your ex?
which one
2. What are you listening to?
arseholes on the phone hammering on about bandwith (i dont even know what that is. why do i work here)
3. Maybe I should?
leave work early and go out in the 30 degree sunshine
4. I love?
It when I feel loved
5. I don't understand?
him.
6. I have lost my respect for?
him.
7. I last ate?
Rice cakes and cheese! mmmmmm
8. The meaning of my display name is?
I feel blue. And a little lonely.
IS YOUR / ARE YOU:
1. Is your hair wet?
no. my panties? yes. hehe (robyn)
2. Is your cell phone right by you?
wouldnt be anywhere else
3. Do you miss someone?
yes.
4. Are you wearing chap stick?
Just put on the blistex 3 seconds ago
5. Are you tired?
a little. been up since 6. Wouldnt turn down a nap (in the sun!)
6. Are you wearing pajamas?
i wish
7. Are you mad?
full of rage
8. Are you upset?
naw.
HAVE YOU:
1. Recently done anything you regret?
im beginning to think so
2. Ever lied?
Im sure I have. I dont try to though
3. Ever kicked someone?
Probably lol
4. Ever tripped over your own feet?
oh dear lord yes
TODAY HAVE YOU.
1. Have you cursed?
Its the rage i tell you..
2. Have you gotten mad at someone?
oh god yes. I am at work. there would be something wrong if I didnt have outbursts every few minutes
3. Who?
idiots
RANDOM.
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
yes. a couple.
Do you have any siblings?
Yes
Do you want children?
sure. :-)
Do you like your handwriting?
sometimes
What color shirt are you wearing right now?
black
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
walkin the park
You can't wait till?
its baby time
What would you rather be called?
you can call me anything (as long as you dont call me late for supper!)
When did you cry last?
probably last night. And a little this morning. And a little on first break here at work haha
Are you the one of those kids that cut their hair by themselves when they were younger?
yes bahaha and I still do somethings (talk about thrify)
Have you ever had just b's on a report card?
lord no. Im more of a C, D kinda girl.
Ever buy one of those NOW cds from tv?
cant say that I have
Are you the kind of person who wears GIANT hoop earings?
hha no
Would you rather work a boring job, or a fast pace exhausting one?
who knows.
Can you be trusted with a fragile object ?
How long do i have to hold it for?
Ever almost get run over by a car?
oh im sure I have at some point
Do your parents have home videos from when you were a baby?
when we were kids.
Last person you fell asleep with?
ed
Last time you were really happy?
days and days and days and days ....
Ever skip class?
im sure I am
When do you want to die?
When I am too old to live
Marriage?
cant see it happening. I dont think im the marrying kind
Did you take a nap today?
wish I could right now!
Who got mad at you last?
probably ed
Last person who called you beautiful?
Its been a while...
What colour is your room ?
funny beige color
Where are your parents right now?
NB
Could you use some sleep right now?
I always can. I could sleep my life away!
Who did you last have lunch with?
i cant remember..
Does someone love you?
I dont think so. not love love.. havent felt loved loved in a while.
Remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?
Yes I do. lol
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
dating?
Kissed someone that had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
i dont think so. I dont usually ask before i plant a big wet one
Are you ticklish?
my feet.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
I thought I had butterflies a while ago. But i think it was just poop mullers.
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
I sure would!
Whats on your bedroom floor?
not much on the floor!
Whens the next time you will kiss somebody?
Who knows. Theres someone I would like to kiss! just gotta make him fall in love with me first! hahah (its all part of a big wonderful plan.. ) haha
Does your ex have a job?
yes
How's your heart lately?
broken. blue. but still beating. what more could I ask for I guess.
Are you a jealous person?
I never was before now.
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
if its raining out.
If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
giggle.
Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
sure can. I can blow anything.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
probably out banging bitches like usual
Do you bump into someone’s arm if you want to hold their hand?
?
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
take em for a test run
Do you want any tattoos?
I have some already. but i want more. If someone else wants to pay :-)
Has a girl put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
goober has :-)
When's your birthday
March
What's the last thing you laughed at?
ummmm I dont know.
Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Goober
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
myself, probably (god thats sad)
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
If i could call in to work and tell them Ive been kidnapped
What color are your eyes?
blue
Who do you hate currently?
My situation.
which one
2. What are you listening to?
arseholes on the phone hammering on about bandwith (i dont even know what that is. why do i work here)
3. Maybe I should?
leave work early and go out in the 30 degree sunshine
4. I love?
It when I feel loved
5. I don't understand?
him.
6. I have lost my respect for?
him.
7. I last ate?
Rice cakes and cheese! mmmmmm
8. The meaning of my display name is?
I feel blue. And a little lonely.
IS YOUR / ARE YOU:
1. Is your hair wet?
no. my panties? yes. hehe (robyn)
2. Is your cell phone right by you?
wouldnt be anywhere else
3. Do you miss someone?
yes.
4. Are you wearing chap stick?
Just put on the blistex 3 seconds ago
5. Are you tired?
a little. been up since 6. Wouldnt turn down a nap (in the sun!)
6. Are you wearing pajamas?
i wish
7. Are you mad?
full of rage
8. Are you upset?
naw.
HAVE YOU:
1. Recently done anything you regret?
im beginning to think so
2. Ever lied?
Im sure I have. I dont try to though
3. Ever kicked someone?
Probably lol
4. Ever tripped over your own feet?
oh dear lord yes
TODAY HAVE YOU.
1. Have you cursed?
Its the rage i tell you..
2. Have you gotten mad at someone?
oh god yes. I am at work. there would be something wrong if I didnt have outbursts every few minutes
3. Who?
idiots
RANDOM.
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
yes. a couple.
Do you have any siblings?
Yes
Do you want children?
sure. :-)
Do you like your handwriting?
sometimes
What color shirt are you wearing right now?
black
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
walkin the park
You can't wait till?
its baby time
What would you rather be called?
you can call me anything (as long as you dont call me late for supper!)
When did you cry last?
probably last night. And a little this morning. And a little on first break here at work haha
Are you the one of those kids that cut their hair by themselves when they were younger?
yes bahaha and I still do somethings (talk about thrify)
Have you ever had just b's on a report card?
lord no. Im more of a C, D kinda girl.
Ever buy one of those NOW cds from tv?
cant say that I have
Are you the kind of person who wears GIANT hoop earings?
hha no
Would you rather work a boring job, or a fast pace exhausting one?
who knows.
Can you be trusted with a fragile object ?
How long do i have to hold it for?
Ever almost get run over by a car?
oh im sure I have at some point
Do your parents have home videos from when you were a baby?
when we were kids.
Last person you fell asleep with?
ed
Last time you were really happy?
days and days and days and days ....
Ever skip class?
im sure I am
When do you want to die?
When I am too old to live
Marriage?
cant see it happening. I dont think im the marrying kind
Did you take a nap today?
wish I could right now!
Who got mad at you last?
probably ed
Last person who called you beautiful?
Its been a while...
What colour is your room ?
funny beige color
Where are your parents right now?
NB
Could you use some sleep right now?
I always can. I could sleep my life away!
Who did you last have lunch with?
i cant remember..
Does someone love you?
I dont think so. not love love.. havent felt loved loved in a while.
Remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?
Yes I do. lol
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
dating?
Kissed someone that had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
i dont think so. I dont usually ask before i plant a big wet one
Are you ticklish?
my feet.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
I thought I had butterflies a while ago. But i think it was just poop mullers.
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
I sure would!
Whats on your bedroom floor?
not much on the floor!
Whens the next time you will kiss somebody?
Who knows. Theres someone I would like to kiss! just gotta make him fall in love with me first! hahah (its all part of a big wonderful plan.. ) haha
Does your ex have a job?
yes
How's your heart lately?
broken. blue. but still beating. what more could I ask for I guess.
Are you a jealous person?
I never was before now.
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
if its raining out.
If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do?
giggle.
Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
sure can. I can blow anything.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
probably out banging bitches like usual
Do you bump into someone’s arm if you want to hold their hand?
?
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
take em for a test run
Do you want any tattoos?
I have some already. but i want more. If someone else wants to pay :-)
Has a girl put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
goober has :-)
When's your birthday
March
What's the last thing you laughed at?
ummmm I dont know.
Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Goober
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
myself, probably (god thats sad)
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
If i could call in to work and tell them Ive been kidnapped
What color are your eyes?
blue
Who do you hate currently?
My situation.
pezzyann was fooled on 2:06 p.m..
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Longest relationship :
5+ years
Shortest relationship:
I had an almost sortve kinda relationship that lasted about 5 weeks
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you said "i love you" to?
a few - but meant it every time!
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt ?
why yes. Yes I have. But if it gotta hurt. If it doesnt hurt sometimes it isnt real!
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry ?
Im sure I might have at some point.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship. I dont do lonely well (loves a bit of bed company!)
Have you ever had your heart broken ?
sure have.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Im sure I have along the way! (jeeze this is a sad little survey!)
Do you believe you are a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
I like to believe I am. Lord knows Im not perfect though (but im soooo close its scary)
Have you dated someone who was not good to you?
Nope.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance ?
I sure do.
Believe in love at first sight ?
naw. lust maybe. Maybe an urge to jump in their pants at first site haha maybe a glimps of possibility. but love? no.
Ever dated two people at once ?
nope. I dont exactly date a whole lot!
Do you want to get married ?
might as well. (shot gun wedding!) haha but seriously, at some point. sure. (i just want the ring and dress!)
Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend ?
cant say that I have! (I dont want someones sloppy seconds!)
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Sure does.
Do you remember the person you first kissed ?
why yes. Yes I do. Wont ever forget her! hehe
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating ?
oh lord. Never cought mono from hugging, thats for sure
lol
Ever kissed an ex after you broke up ?
yes.
Have you kissed anyone in your top friends list ?
no top friends.
Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you ?
umm, I dont know.
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like ?
someone i didnt know, perhaps haha (not that this has anything to do with anything, but sweet jesus the man sitting behind me smells so bad today i could vomit. I mean worse then norma.)
Did you answer these questions honnestly ?
No point in lyin
50 SECRETS ABOUT YOURSELF:
What is your natural hair color?
dark blonde
Where was your display pic taken?
I cant even remember what it is
What's your middle name?
hilda
Your current relationship status?
In one
Honestly, does your crush like you back ?
not crushin. Im hopin my boy likes me back hah who knows though! Im pretty hard to like sometimes!
What is your current mood?
Alright. Waiting on hold at work. Kinda gotta poop but thats minor.
What makes you happy?
other people being happy. Little tiny baby things. My friends (my one and only titty twin!) the boy ..
If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Not one thing! well, perhaps my eating habbits haha
If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
oh god. A puppy.
Ever had a near death expeirence?
I dont remember
Something you do a lot?
irritate people.
What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
none.
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
robert G
Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yes. Lord help me tonight
If you could have one super power what would it be?
to read peoples minds (with the option to turn it on or off)
What's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex?
face, eyes, backs (yummy) clothes
What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Not a fan of starbicks
Whats your biggest secret?
ohhhh tricky tricky. Thought you were gonna get me to tell my secret, huh?
What's your faviorite color?
in clothes? black id say.
When was the last time you lied?
I try not to lie. Dont really have a reason too.
Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
nope. cant say that I do
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
water. Just finished a low fat blueberry muffin (and it was wicked) FINALLY getting my mcdonalds fries tomorrow! THANK GOD. diein for them!
Do you speak any other language?
only the dirty words
What's your favorite smell?
moms cooking, ed, baby smell, sweet sweet cigarettes.. (ok not really cigarettes but I kinda want one right now)
If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
New
When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Last night.
Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
This is the silliest question. I kiss in all kinds of weather
What are you thinking about right now?
That the man im talking to on the phone is a douche
What should you be doing?
being nice to this idiot. But its too hard. So I stopped trying
What was the last thing that made you upset?
Its not even worth talking about
How often do you go to church?
sometimes christmas. When someone dies. Would like to go to a nice church though. If I could find one.
Do you like working in the yard?
I dont even have a yard.
Name 5 things in your closet.
old clothes, blankets, little dresser thingie full of purses, (that counts as 2) basket of movies (woot another 2. thats 6 all together, you lucky ducks)
Do you act different around your crush?
Whats with all these questions about crushes lol (its kinda makin me thursty for pinapple crush)
Who was the last person you went to the movies with?
It has been so long i dont even remember! Gary, maybe?
What did you go see?
The curious case of benjamin button (I cant spell)
What did you do last summer?
Worked. Drank. Nothin too exciting really sticks out
What was the last thing you Drank/and when?
Water, Low fat blueberry muffin, about to have a salad and apple for lunch
So what do you have planned for next year?
Next year will be new and crazy! Who knows!
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Neverending happiness! (and a zillion dollars! But that seems unlikely haha)
Did you get anything off your chest today?
i just picked a hair off my sweater that was on the chest area. Does that count?
Have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
sure do. Thats my lady.
Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
yup
Do you like coke?
not at all. tastes like potatoe dirt to me (good lord, he STINKS! Shit.. )
Are you falling for anyone?
My boy is alright :-) Im gonna keep him around for a while!
What do you currently hear right now?
people all around me talking
What made you happy today?
Waking up in snuggles next to the boy. Knowin tomorrow is thursday and Im gettin me some fries (and today is ONE day closer to THE day!
Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
myself! haha kidding. who i like? Id have to say probably the ol E dog
Who was the first person YOU (not one of you friends) told that you like them ?
what? i dont get this.
When you eat starbursts do you eat the red and pink ones first?
Dont usually eat them
What was the WORST thing that happened to you today?
Went to work
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
friendly, prehaps.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
LOTS! probably got about 9 hours for once!
Who was the last person to txt you?
Ed
Whos bed did you sleep in last night?
mine own
Where did you spend your weekend ?
oh lord. I dont even remember what I did last weekend
Who was the last person to get mad at you?
hah probably Ed
What did you last eat?
An apple that tasted like bounce sheets (what is with these eating questions.. sheesh)
Any plans for the weekend?
nope. Probably have the boys saturday night. Working really early saturday morning.
What are you looking forward to?
Whatever is to come
What usually causes your fights with your friends?
Dont usually fight with my friends
Do you have very strong opinions?
opinions are like assholes. everyone has one
Who was the last person you told you loved them?
mom
Who was the last person to tell you they loved you?
my mama
Are you a pushover?
When I dont have my sea legs on, i topple easy
Can you admit that you have faults in your personality?
Lord yes.
Do you feel sad when someone you don't know dies?
not usually. Maybe a little?
What do you think about our environment?
Its very enviromental
Do you bite your nails?
nope. Got pretty ones
Will you ever do one of these notes/quizes again?
i would say. Since these give me something to do at work
5+ years
Shortest relationship:
I had an almost sortve kinda relationship that lasted about 5 weeks
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you said "i love you" to?
a few - but meant it every time!
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt ?
why yes. Yes I have. But if it gotta hurt. If it doesnt hurt sometimes it isnt real!
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry ?
Im sure I might have at some point.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship. I dont do lonely well (loves a bit of bed company!)
Have you ever had your heart broken ?
sure have.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Im sure I have along the way! (jeeze this is a sad little survey!)
Do you believe you are a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
I like to believe I am. Lord knows Im not perfect though (but im soooo close its scary)
Have you dated someone who was not good to you?
Nope.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance ?
I sure do.
Believe in love at first sight ?
naw. lust maybe. Maybe an urge to jump in their pants at first site haha maybe a glimps of possibility. but love? no.
Ever dated two people at once ?
nope. I dont exactly date a whole lot!
Do you want to get married ?
might as well. (shot gun wedding!) haha but seriously, at some point. sure. (i just want the ring and dress!)
Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend ?
cant say that I have! (I dont want someones sloppy seconds!)
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Sure does.
Do you remember the person you first kissed ?
why yes. Yes I do. Wont ever forget her! hehe
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating ?
oh lord. Never cought mono from hugging, thats for sure
lol
Ever kissed an ex after you broke up ?
yes.
Have you kissed anyone in your top friends list ?
no top friends.
Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you ?
umm, I dont know.
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like ?
someone i didnt know, perhaps haha (not that this has anything to do with anything, but sweet jesus the man sitting behind me smells so bad today i could vomit. I mean worse then norma.)
Did you answer these questions honnestly ?
No point in lyin
50 SECRETS ABOUT YOURSELF:
What is your natural hair color?
dark blonde
Where was your display pic taken?
I cant even remember what it is
What's your middle name?
hilda
Your current relationship status?
In one
Honestly, does your crush like you back ?
not crushin. Im hopin my boy likes me back hah who knows though! Im pretty hard to like sometimes!
What is your current mood?
Alright. Waiting on hold at work. Kinda gotta poop but thats minor.
What makes you happy?
other people being happy. Little tiny baby things. My friends (my one and only titty twin!) the boy ..
If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Not one thing! well, perhaps my eating habbits haha
If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
oh god. A puppy.
Ever had a near death expeirence?
I dont remember
Something you do a lot?
irritate people.
What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
none.
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
robert G
Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yes. Lord help me tonight
If you could have one super power what would it be?
to read peoples minds (with the option to turn it on or off)
What's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex?
face, eyes, backs (yummy) clothes
What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Not a fan of starbicks
Whats your biggest secret?
ohhhh tricky tricky. Thought you were gonna get me to tell my secret, huh?
What's your faviorite color?
in clothes? black id say.
When was the last time you lied?
I try not to lie. Dont really have a reason too.
Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
nope. cant say that I do
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
water. Just finished a low fat blueberry muffin (and it was wicked) FINALLY getting my mcdonalds fries tomorrow! THANK GOD. diein for them!
Do you speak any other language?
only the dirty words
What's your favorite smell?
moms cooking, ed, baby smell, sweet sweet cigarettes.. (ok not really cigarettes but I kinda want one right now)
If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
New
When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Last night.
Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
This is the silliest question. I kiss in all kinds of weather
What are you thinking about right now?
That the man im talking to on the phone is a douche
What should you be doing?
being nice to this idiot. But its too hard. So I stopped trying
What was the last thing that made you upset?
Its not even worth talking about
How often do you go to church?
sometimes christmas. When someone dies. Would like to go to a nice church though. If I could find one.
Do you like working in the yard?
I dont even have a yard.
Name 5 things in your closet.
old clothes, blankets, little dresser thingie full of purses, (that counts as 2) basket of movies (woot another 2. thats 6 all together, you lucky ducks)
Do you act different around your crush?
Whats with all these questions about crushes lol (its kinda makin me thursty for pinapple crush)
Who was the last person you went to the movies with?
It has been so long i dont even remember! Gary, maybe?
What did you go see?
The curious case of benjamin button (I cant spell)
What did you do last summer?
Worked. Drank. Nothin too exciting really sticks out
What was the last thing you Drank/and when?
Water, Low fat blueberry muffin, about to have a salad and apple for lunch
So what do you have planned for next year?
Next year will be new and crazy! Who knows!
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Neverending happiness! (and a zillion dollars! But that seems unlikely haha)
Did you get anything off your chest today?
i just picked a hair off my sweater that was on the chest area. Does that count?
Have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
sure do. Thats my lady.
Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
yup
Do you like coke?
not at all. tastes like potatoe dirt to me (good lord, he STINKS! Shit.. )
Are you falling for anyone?
My boy is alright :-) Im gonna keep him around for a while!
What do you currently hear right now?
people all around me talking
What made you happy today?
Waking up in snuggles next to the boy. Knowin tomorrow is thursday and Im gettin me some fries (and today is ONE day closer to THE day!
Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
myself! haha kidding. who i like? Id have to say probably the ol E dog
Who was the first person YOU (not one of you friends) told that you like them ?
what? i dont get this.
When you eat starbursts do you eat the red and pink ones first?
Dont usually eat them
What was the WORST thing that happened to you today?
Went to work
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
friendly, prehaps.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
LOTS! probably got about 9 hours for once!
Who was the last person to txt you?
Ed
Whos bed did you sleep in last night?
mine own
Where did you spend your weekend ?
oh lord. I dont even remember what I did last weekend
Who was the last person to get mad at you?
hah probably Ed
What did you last eat?
An apple that tasted like bounce sheets (what is with these eating questions.. sheesh)
Any plans for the weekend?
nope. Probably have the boys saturday night. Working really early saturday morning.
What are you looking forward to?
Whatever is to come
What usually causes your fights with your friends?
Dont usually fight with my friends
Do you have very strong opinions?
opinions are like assholes. everyone has one
Who was the last person you told you loved them?
mom
Who was the last person to tell you they loved you?
my mama
Are you a pushover?
When I dont have my sea legs on, i topple easy
Can you admit that you have faults in your personality?
Lord yes.
Do you feel sad when someone you don't know dies?
not usually. Maybe a little?
What do you think about our environment?
Its very enviromental
Do you bite your nails?
nope. Got pretty ones
Will you ever do one of these notes/quizes again?
i would say. Since these give me something to do at work
pezzyann was fooled on 2:11 p.m..
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Oh my god am I tired.
Im at work and my eyes are so heavy I could just close them forever. Theyre cross eyed and beggin to close. I cannot WAIT to get into bed tonight. Ill be going early too. sleep sleep sleep for a full night!
actually I wish I was off tomorrow.
If i was off tomorrow i could sleep for the ENTIRE day! I mean not leave the bed once!
I got the apartment sprayed today. The man thinks its bed bugs! *SHIVERS* but the thing about bed bugs is that its not just in the bed. Theyre attracted to the bed cause thats where you sleep and its warm and everything. they can climb up walls, in the carpet, couches, in corners of the floor, in the vents, in dressers and night stands..
VOMIT
So i took ALL my clothes and washed it last night!
actually I washed about 4 loads last night and ive got about 5 more to do tonight.
oh lord help me.
Im tired of laundry.
Im tired in general.
Im just tired!
Hopefully this takes care of it all though! gross me out.
I better not itch ANYMORE. and when i get home i have to take off all my clothes and wash it right away. And wash the towels. and wash everything.
Yikes.
Itll be nice when its all done though.
however.. the only good thing about itching is it feels REALLY good to get a good scratch! ReAlLy good. Like sometimes i sit and scratch and my eyes and half closed and rollin back and im moaning a little and just loving it!
omg this woman is stupid. At first she seemed pretty smart, talking about her wireless and her firefox. Now she cant type, cant spell, doesnt know what "enter" means, doesnt know how to do anything
Im like where the hell were you 5 minutes ago?
here is what I texted robyn a few minutes ago:
with toes all bound
despite the web
up on the later we marched
"off with their heads!"
they chanted and cursed
booze spillin out of their glasses
they smacked our face
and kicked our asses
no strangers to a fight
impossible to defeat
we put our hands up to surrender
and offer lady meat
lol
a while back (in fort mac years) I started texting her random messages, all rhyming. The weirdest things i could think of. almost like a never ending weird story. Havent done one for a while but im feelin quite creative today (all kinds of creative juices. All kinds of juices coming from my diddle!) gross. haha
So my TL quit today. She was awesome. It makes me very sad. we bought her flowers and a card and chocolates and we had a big ol team meeting. She had the loudest happiest laugh. She definitely made work enjoyable. :0(
wish I could quit!
Oh I got a ride to work on a motor cycle today! Ed gave me a ride. The motorcycle looked a lot bigger in his garage. When I saw it, however, i looked at the little tiny back seat and thought "my ass is definitely too big for that itty bitty seat" i got on all the same haha feels like im too heavy for it though. When we hit little bumps it made a silly sound and i was like oh dear lord, im gonna break the shocks! but she held. haha Thank god. Imagine, being so heavy you broke the shocks on a motorcycle! oh my nerves.
What a beautiful day today! its sunny and warm. Well, half way warm :-)
better then rain or snow haha
Anyway I suppose thats it for me for now. Im totally bored at work. Argh.
maybe Ill be a real estate agent.
Or a travel agent.
ohh or a hooker.
I could definitely be a hooker!
Im at work and my eyes are so heavy I could just close them forever. Theyre cross eyed and beggin to close. I cannot WAIT to get into bed tonight. Ill be going early too. sleep sleep sleep for a full night!
actually I wish I was off tomorrow.
If i was off tomorrow i could sleep for the ENTIRE day! I mean not leave the bed once!
I got the apartment sprayed today. The man thinks its bed bugs! *SHIVERS* but the thing about bed bugs is that its not just in the bed. Theyre attracted to the bed cause thats where you sleep and its warm and everything. they can climb up walls, in the carpet, couches, in corners of the floor, in the vents, in dressers and night stands..
VOMIT
So i took ALL my clothes and washed it last night!
actually I washed about 4 loads last night and ive got about 5 more to do tonight.
oh lord help me.
Im tired of laundry.
Im tired in general.
Im just tired!
Hopefully this takes care of it all though! gross me out.
I better not itch ANYMORE. and when i get home i have to take off all my clothes and wash it right away. And wash the towels. and wash everything.
Yikes.
Itll be nice when its all done though.
however.. the only good thing about itching is it feels REALLY good to get a good scratch! ReAlLy good. Like sometimes i sit and scratch and my eyes and half closed and rollin back and im moaning a little and just loving it!
omg this woman is stupid. At first she seemed pretty smart, talking about her wireless and her firefox. Now she cant type, cant spell, doesnt know what "enter" means, doesnt know how to do anything
Im like where the hell were you 5 minutes ago?
here is what I texted robyn a few minutes ago:
with toes all bound
despite the web
up on the later we marched
"off with their heads!"
they chanted and cursed
booze spillin out of their glasses
they smacked our face
and kicked our asses
no strangers to a fight
impossible to defeat
we put our hands up to surrender
and offer lady meat
lol
a while back (in fort mac years) I started texting her random messages, all rhyming. The weirdest things i could think of. almost like a never ending weird story. Havent done one for a while but im feelin quite creative today (all kinds of creative juices. All kinds of juices coming from my diddle!) gross. haha
So my TL quit today. She was awesome. It makes me very sad. we bought her flowers and a card and chocolates and we had a big ol team meeting. She had the loudest happiest laugh. She definitely made work enjoyable. :0(
wish I could quit!
Oh I got a ride to work on a motor cycle today! Ed gave me a ride. The motorcycle looked a lot bigger in his garage. When I saw it, however, i looked at the little tiny back seat and thought "my ass is definitely too big for that itty bitty seat" i got on all the same haha feels like im too heavy for it though. When we hit little bumps it made a silly sound and i was like oh dear lord, im gonna break the shocks! but she held. haha Thank god. Imagine, being so heavy you broke the shocks on a motorcycle! oh my nerves.
What a beautiful day today! its sunny and warm. Well, half way warm :-)
better then rain or snow haha
Anyway I suppose thats it for me for now. Im totally bored at work. Argh.
maybe Ill be a real estate agent.
Or a travel agent.
ohh or a hooker.
I could definitely be a hooker!
pezzyann was fooled on 2:54 p.m..
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Its been a long long time. Im at work so I figured why not! Got nothing better to do really.
Im back at convergys. Back to where I was 4 years ago. 9 steps forward 837 back. It was weird coming back at first. Now its natural. Lord help me.
Im sick of it though. Sick of listening to little babies wine and bitch and complain cause their play station isn't working, because their internet is too slow because they had to wait 2 hours for a technician. Theyre convinced their routers are never the problem. Its a constant argument. Constant headache. wah wah wah Every call I get that comes in makes me angry on the inside. I feel myself loosing patience for no other reason other then they called in. And thats it.
I want a new job. I need a new life plan. I have no idea what I want to do.
This job just isnt cutting it.
I also need a new apartment. My apartment makes me itch. Ive ruled out every possible thing I can think of that would be the problem. Ive replaced every soap and cream and shampoo and detergant closed the old air vent thingies and even bed. I laid a white towel down on the floor (like dad told me) and watched it for 5 minutes to see if there were fleas jumping around. I croutched over that towel and staired till i went cross eyed and never saw anything. Ive replaced an entire bed! (someone told me it could be bed bugs and that made me go crazy. I would lie in bed and close my eyes and i swear i could feel a million little bugs crawl all over me! i would throw the sheets back and inspect the situation. Get the flashlight and shine it directly on the sheets, lookin for the creepy crawlers - none ever to be found) So i went the next day and got a new bed. Then the mattress were in my room, learned against the wardrobe. I swear I could hear the little bugs in there calling out to me at night and migrating their way over to my new comfy bed. (that and it was like a freakin obsticle course in my room with me ed and the dog trying to move around) so yesterday I got some man to come and hawl it all away for $25. (there goes the money for my new bedsheets for my nice new bed) haha all the same, eds mom gave me some sheets for the bed. Cute ones too. anyway Im still itching. Im at my wits ends. AND AND AND i have freakin beatles in my house! BEATLES! big black hard shell ones with a million freakin little legs and twiggle and wiggle and squirm!
Ive already found a few (and this is only april) they give me panic attacks. There was one on the floor last night, a live one all turned over, legs pointing at me goin every which way. I freaked out. Called mom.I was screaming my head off, shakin and gettin the shivers, didnt want to touch it.
Get a tissue! mom said
But then i gotta touch it with my fingers!
get the vacume!
there isnt enough time!
les you gotta get it
*scream scream scream* im moving!
get the vacume
its alive! its moving! oh god, oh gross
- at this point it starts making its way under the bed -
oh god.
shit.
what do I do?
I grab a sandal and start wackin it. All it does it bounce around and flop around on the carpet.
oh god
this thing wont die and i dont want to get too close to it.
oh god.
i grabbed an old phone bill envelope and scooped the half squat, legs still frailing about and ran to the bathroom holding the paper out as far as my arm would reach all the while on the phone with mom still screaming and squealing like a little girl.
Those things give me the willies.
Call:
ok please restart your computer
reboot it?
yes, restart it please.
thats gonna take a while
thats ok
you want me to shut it off?
no just restart it
you mean turn it off?
no, go into start, turn off and then restart
oh shut it down?
no... RESTART IT
ohh. how do I do that.
I get that at LEAST 10 times a day. I think it's my biggest pet peeve. Come on now. COME FREAKIN ON!
SAME FREAKING CALL:
I need you to disco from your router and make a direct connection
The router isnt the problem
ok but to go through any more troubleshooting we need a direct connection
thats an inconvienance
im sorry but we need a direct connection
what do i do
have the ethernet cable going from the modem directly into the computer
do you mean router
no the modem
you want me to plug the router in?
no. the MODEM.
into my computer?
yes
from the router?
no
I am going to lose my mind. No joke. If I dont get out of this place I am going to lose my mind.
Theyre really cracking down on people here. they have a team monitoring every call you make and calling them back for them to do a survey on you. One time beind rude on the phone and youre out the door. No questions asked. they are firing people left right and center. threatening people. Making people so nervous on the phones that they dont know what theyre aloud to say or what they should say. "zero tollerance" is their new policy. If you have anything less then a chipper tone towards the customer, thats it. If you say the wrong thing, your fired. People that have been here 7,8 and 9 years are terrified that theyre saying the wrong things. they spend 8 years saying the same things and now theyre afraid its all wrong. afraid to come to work and have your card disabled for no apparent reason. firing you without even calling you to tell you. letting you show up like an idiot at the door and not be able to get in.
Zero tollerance towards customers but treat employees like shit.
I want out.
I want out so bad I dread to come to work in the day.
Theres got to be some people who love their jobs. Some people who like getting dressed in the day to go to work. To wake up happy, looking forward to a day at work.
Who are these people? where do they work?
(and what drugs are they on lol)
for reals though.
Thats what I want.
I dont want this. I dont want to come here every day. I dont want to sit here for 8 hours and listen to idiots who dont know their assholes from a hole in the ground.
Theres gotta be something better for me.
This is a long post. I dont think I can change the color of the font anymore. (which makes me sad) The blue agains the black is hard on the eyes.
unlike myself - who is pretty darn easy on the eyes if I do say so myself!
Im back at convergys. Back to where I was 4 years ago. 9 steps forward 837 back. It was weird coming back at first. Now its natural. Lord help me.
Im sick of it though. Sick of listening to little babies wine and bitch and complain cause their play station isn't working, because their internet is too slow because they had to wait 2 hours for a technician. Theyre convinced their routers are never the problem. Its a constant argument. Constant headache. wah wah wah Every call I get that comes in makes me angry on the inside. I feel myself loosing patience for no other reason other then they called in. And thats it.
I want a new job. I need a new life plan. I have no idea what I want to do.
This job just isnt cutting it.
I also need a new apartment. My apartment makes me itch. Ive ruled out every possible thing I can think of that would be the problem. Ive replaced every soap and cream and shampoo and detergant closed the old air vent thingies and even bed. I laid a white towel down on the floor (like dad told me) and watched it for 5 minutes to see if there were fleas jumping around. I croutched over that towel and staired till i went cross eyed and never saw anything. Ive replaced an entire bed! (someone told me it could be bed bugs and that made me go crazy. I would lie in bed and close my eyes and i swear i could feel a million little bugs crawl all over me! i would throw the sheets back and inspect the situation. Get the flashlight and shine it directly on the sheets, lookin for the creepy crawlers - none ever to be found) So i went the next day and got a new bed. Then the mattress were in my room, learned against the wardrobe. I swear I could hear the little bugs in there calling out to me at night and migrating their way over to my new comfy bed. (that and it was like a freakin obsticle course in my room with me ed and the dog trying to move around) so yesterday I got some man to come and hawl it all away for $25. (there goes the money for my new bedsheets for my nice new bed) haha all the same, eds mom gave me some sheets for the bed. Cute ones too. anyway Im still itching. Im at my wits ends. AND AND AND i have freakin beatles in my house! BEATLES! big black hard shell ones with a million freakin little legs and twiggle and wiggle and squirm!
Ive already found a few (and this is only april) they give me panic attacks. There was one on the floor last night, a live one all turned over, legs pointing at me goin every which way. I freaked out. Called mom.I was screaming my head off, shakin and gettin the shivers, didnt want to touch it.
Get a tissue! mom said
But then i gotta touch it with my fingers!
get the vacume!
there isnt enough time!
les you gotta get it
*scream scream scream* im moving!
get the vacume
its alive! its moving! oh god, oh gross
- at this point it starts making its way under the bed -
oh god.
shit.
what do I do?
I grab a sandal and start wackin it. All it does it bounce around and flop around on the carpet.
oh god
this thing wont die and i dont want to get too close to it.
oh god.
i grabbed an old phone bill envelope and scooped the half squat, legs still frailing about and ran to the bathroom holding the paper out as far as my arm would reach all the while on the phone with mom still screaming and squealing like a little girl.
Those things give me the willies.
Call:
ok please restart your computer
reboot it?
yes, restart it please.
thats gonna take a while
thats ok
you want me to shut it off?
no just restart it
you mean turn it off?
no, go into start, turn off and then restart
oh shut it down?
no... RESTART IT
ohh. how do I do that.
I get that at LEAST 10 times a day. I think it's my biggest pet peeve. Come on now. COME FREAKIN ON!
SAME FREAKING CALL:
I need you to disco from your router and make a direct connection
The router isnt the problem
ok but to go through any more troubleshooting we need a direct connection
thats an inconvienance
im sorry but we need a direct connection
what do i do
have the ethernet cable going from the modem directly into the computer
do you mean router
no the modem
you want me to plug the router in?
no. the MODEM.
into my computer?
yes
from the router?
no
I am going to lose my mind. No joke. If I dont get out of this place I am going to lose my mind.
Theyre really cracking down on people here. they have a team monitoring every call you make and calling them back for them to do a survey on you. One time beind rude on the phone and youre out the door. No questions asked. they are firing people left right and center. threatening people. Making people so nervous on the phones that they dont know what theyre aloud to say or what they should say. "zero tollerance" is their new policy. If you have anything less then a chipper tone towards the customer, thats it. If you say the wrong thing, your fired. People that have been here 7,8 and 9 years are terrified that theyre saying the wrong things. they spend 8 years saying the same things and now theyre afraid its all wrong. afraid to come to work and have your card disabled for no apparent reason. firing you without even calling you to tell you. letting you show up like an idiot at the door and not be able to get in.
Zero tollerance towards customers but treat employees like shit.
I want out.
I want out so bad I dread to come to work in the day.
Theres got to be some people who love their jobs. Some people who like getting dressed in the day to go to work. To wake up happy, looking forward to a day at work.
Who are these people? where do they work?
(and what drugs are they on lol)
for reals though.
Thats what I want.
I dont want this. I dont want to come here every day. I dont want to sit here for 8 hours and listen to idiots who dont know their assholes from a hole in the ground.
Theres gotta be something better for me.
This is a long post. I dont think I can change the color of the font anymore. (which makes me sad) The blue agains the black is hard on the eyes.
unlike myself - who is pretty darn easy on the eyes if I do say so myself!
pezzyann was fooled on 10:26 a.m..
Monday, May 19, 2008
Youre gonna keep gettin hit with shit if you stand right in the middle of a shitstorm.
(move. change. breathe.CHANGE.move. )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hukbXX6bVqo&feature=related
(move. change. breathe.CHANGE.move. )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hukbXX6bVqo&feature=related
pezzyann was fooled on 12:56 a.m..
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I remember when I owned everything
The sun and the moon and the rain
and my domain
stretched out yonder
on the astral planes
The universe is a toy in the mind of a boy
and life is a movie too
starring you
your whole family's the cast and crew
thats a little secret between God and you
but aint is strange how it all makes perfect sense
once your life becomes evidence
the need to feel
that love makes it more then real
because your mothers love might seem insane
it's cause she really knows everything
Too bad it takes so long
to see what you've been missing
Too bad it takes so long to see what you've been missing...
Cause the real is a construct
Its the raw nerves private zone
its the personal sunset
Your drive off into alone ...
The sun and the moon and the rain
and my domain
stretched out yonder
on the astral planes
The universe is a toy in the mind of a boy
and life is a movie too
starring you
your whole family's the cast and crew
thats a little secret between God and you
but aint is strange how it all makes perfect sense
once your life becomes evidence
the need to feel
that love makes it more then real
because your mothers love might seem insane
it's cause she really knows everything
Too bad it takes so long
to see what you've been missing
Too bad it takes so long to see what you've been missing...
Cause the real is a construct
Its the raw nerves private zone
its the personal sunset
Your drive off into alone ...
pezzyann was fooled on 5:21 p.m..
Sunday, December 23, 2007
so it doesnt feel like christmas. im in mustgrave town and its alright though. i get to see my babies, so thats the best part.
its just me here this morning. mike took his mom to the hospital (leg problem) and it was just me and his dad here. his dad is gone out in the shed. probably to avoid the awkardness between me and him being here alone, god love him.
so im just here on the couch.
thank jesus i brought my laptop
why have i never thought of this before??
i dont know.
but thank the dirty jesus i got it now!
i am finished with school for christmas! - obviously. and finished with my Introduction to Computers section of the course.
dear sweet jesus that was rough. the first day, and im not kidding, we did definitions for things such as
computer
button
pointing device
then we learned what font was and how to use a mouse and what a keyboard was
LOL
it was unpleasent
i would sit back inclass and id lose my mind!
i would literatly pull out my hair and huff and puff and give frank the hardest of times. haha the poor man. Id be like FRANK! FRANK! IM GONNA THROW THIS COMPUTER OUT THE WINDOW! ARGH! FRANK.. FRANK!! IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE! haha
and just for a little excitement, when we did assignments i would staple every side of the assignment closed. hahah
he stand up and be like
LESLEY! you stapled your damn assignment shut again!
when youre as bored as i was you had to make your own entertainment. haha
anyway he got a little chuckle out of it, as did I. so its all good.
anyway i spose ill go on and straighten my hair.
thought i dont really know what for. walk outside and impress all the... wilderness?
perhaps the trees will whistle at me as i walk by?
i dont know.
fuck me right up the arse, i am bored. i guess it would be the same as if i were in town. i think that just becuase im so far away from everything, i feel even more bored.
like home i can drive 5 minutes at im at walmart. walk across the road and im at any gas station or tim hortins. here you have to drive over half an hour
BUT
it is a beautiful day
so im gonna go out and get some pictures!! im excited now..
its warm and sunny and all white. should be beautiful
its just me here this morning. mike took his mom to the hospital (leg problem) and it was just me and his dad here. his dad is gone out in the shed. probably to avoid the awkardness between me and him being here alone, god love him.
so im just here on the couch.
thank jesus i brought my laptop
why have i never thought of this before??
i dont know.
but thank the dirty jesus i got it now!
i am finished with school for christmas! - obviously. and finished with my Introduction to Computers section of the course.
dear sweet jesus that was rough. the first day, and im not kidding, we did definitions for things such as
computer
button
pointing device
then we learned what font was and how to use a mouse and what a keyboard was
LOL
it was unpleasent
i would sit back inclass and id lose my mind!
i would literatly pull out my hair and huff and puff and give frank the hardest of times. haha the poor man. Id be like FRANK! FRANK! IM GONNA THROW THIS COMPUTER OUT THE WINDOW! ARGH! FRANK.. FRANK!! IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE! haha
and just for a little excitement, when we did assignments i would staple every side of the assignment closed. hahah
he stand up and be like
LESLEY! you stapled your damn assignment shut again!
when youre as bored as i was you had to make your own entertainment. haha
anyway he got a little chuckle out of it, as did I. so its all good.
anyway i spose ill go on and straighten my hair.
thought i dont really know what for. walk outside and impress all the... wilderness?
perhaps the trees will whistle at me as i walk by?
i dont know.
fuck me right up the arse, i am bored. i guess it would be the same as if i were in town. i think that just becuase im so far away from everything, i feel even more bored.
like home i can drive 5 minutes at im at walmart. walk across the road and im at any gas station or tim hortins. here you have to drive over half an hour
BUT
it is a beautiful day
so im gonna go out and get some pictures!! im excited now..
its warm and sunny and all white. should be beautiful
pezzyann was fooled on 11:39 a.m..